Why? Why? WHYYYY?! Even though I tried to get him to leave my thoughts. It was to no avail; even though he had broken my heart I still loved him. "STUPID STUPID STUPID!" And with that statement I bashed my head onto the table in the dining room. My servant, a man in his 40's, entered the room "Ah Mistress you've chosen self-loathing today." I glared at him and said "Sebastian SOD OFF." He chuckled; it was much like that senile man to make a joke about my life.
He set the tray of food onto the table, it was blueberry pancakes, I miss the old food back in 1772, but I had no appetite to eat anything, especially after getting my heart crushed into a million pieces. I stood up and spoke "I won't be eating today, don't disturb me." He looked despondent for a minute, but then he said "What shall it be tonight Mistress? Sadistic Sonnets, Morbid Music, Parasitic Poems, or are you going to continue wallowing in self-loathing." I glared at him with intent of almost killing him.
And at that moment we heard banging at the door. "I'll get it" I shouted at Sebastian. I opened the door to reveal Barnabas Collins, the man whom I was still in love with. He spoke "Is this the Ravencroft residence?" I stared at him, his short black hair, I used to tangle my fingers into it, and his chocolate brown eyes I would stare into when we made passionate love making. I responded "Yes this is the Ravencroft Residence Please come in." I held the door open and let him in. I shut the door behind him and faced towards him, oh how I wanted to touch him, to make him mine, but I knew that would never happen.
He extended his hand towards me, and I extended my hand towards him only expecting a hand shake. He grasped my hand and said "I'm Barnabas Collins and it is a pleasure to meet you." And with that statement he laid his lips upon my hand, giving it a chaste kiss. The kiss seemed to electrify the room, and now it was filled with sexual tension, Sebastian escorted himself out of the room. Barnabas let go of my hand, and said "You look a lot like your ancestor Angeline." I chuckled at what he said "that makes a lot of sense, since I am her."
Barnabas stared at me in disbelief, and then strode towards me. He stared at me and spoke "Angeline how I have missed you." He put his hand on my cheek, and stared into my eyes, he leant in as to kiss me but I grabbed his hand and pulled it off of me, and went to go sit on the table, even though it was improper.
"To you it's Miss. Ravencroft. And what was your reason for visiting me this evening?" I asked him. He looked sad for a minute, obviously due to me denying him. He regained his thoughts and with a straight face, "I need you to help me kill Angelique." I nodded understanding the situation "What makes you think I would help you kill my sister, even if she is a demonic harlot."
He walked closer to me before saying "because I know you hate her more than I do, she stole something that was yours, and the fact that you're still in love with me." I stared at him with an expression of shock decorated upon my face, and I lowered my head in defeat . He knew I still loved him.