disclaimer: I don't own Beyblade, OR Alice in wonderland, if i did it would be amazing though! XD Anything in this story was made up by me, if anything is like an event that happen is pure coincidence!

So in this chapter :3 you get to find out about Kira just a tiny bit! :D YAY! Actually for the next few chapters they'll be about Kira's past! WH00T!

Chapter 5 Origins

Kira sat in her bed, with her back against the wall, and her blanket over her legs as she hugged an old brown teddy bear that had been with her since she was a child.

After she had washed up and threw away her bloodstain dress, she decided to think about everything. How her life was like before she had started her training to kill, how she met Kai, Ayame, and Sakuno, and how her whole world was turned into madness.

-Flashback-

"Kira, sweetie, did you finish the math page I gave you?" came a melodic voice of an older women as she came out of the kitchen to the living room to look at a 5 year old Kira drawing a picture on the living room coffee table.

Kira looked up from her drawing and nodded, happily, as she put her crayon down and took a paper that was by her drawing and ran up to the older women, handing her the paper. "Yes, Mama, I finished early, so I decided to draw a picture for you." Kira said more fluent than a 5-year old should.

Kira's mother smiled as she had skimmed over the paper, patting Kira on the head, as she said, "You're doing so well, Kira. Papa will be so happy to hear you got everything right again!" Kira's mother, Michelle, looked so beautiful with her long wavy black hair that stopped at her mid-back and vibrant emerald eyes.

Kira loved her mama so much. She didn't mind the fact that she wasn't allowed out of the house or to even go in the backyard they had. It had been a year when they started giving Kira lessons, whether it was in simple education, like English or math, or in martial arts.

Kira was already learning at a high school level and has already mastered three different martial arts style. Now, she is being trained in weaponry, such as katana and usage of a gun.

Her parents had always been loving and caring to her. They were the only people she loved and the only people she needed, especially her mother. No matter what they were doing, talking, lessons, playing, her mother was everything to her, and she was the one person that she believed would be with her forever.

Nothing mattered to her but her home with her mother and father that was till that day. The day they promised to take Kira out for her 6th birthday to a special place that'll change Kira's life forever. Kira was so excited to be out for the first time in her life, especially with her loving parents on her special day.

Kira had been dressed in an outfit her mother made; it was the same one in her favorite book her parents always read to her, Alice in wonderland. She fixed her bow on her head as she looked out the window in the car and watched as the world around her moved past.

They were in a forest she knew because there were no buildings she read in books, and there were only trees and plants everywhere. Michelle started humming lightly as she was sewing something that Kira had notice she had been sewing for the past few days and looked to be almost done.

"Mama, are we almost there?" Kira asked as she looked at her mother in the passenger's seat. Michelle turned around and looked at Kira with a sad smile and her eyes watering lightly. "Yes, sweetie, we're almost there."

Kira looked confused at why her mother looked so sad, but when her mother turned back to sewing, she shook it off. As her father drove the car into drive way of a huge mansion, Kira gasped at how big the place was.

Kira watched as an older male in a suit came out and greeted Michelle as her father helped her out of her car seat. After she had her feet on the floor, the man came up to her father and greeted him with a handshake and a smile.

"Takeshi, welcome, your wife is as beautiful as ever," The older man said as he smiled. Kira hid behind her father, Takeshi's, leg, not used to new people since she never did meet new people.

The older man looked down as Kira caught the corner of his eyes and smiled lightly at her before kneeling down to her level. "And this must be Kira. Hello there, sweetie, I'm Mr. Dickenson."

Kira moved more behind her father as she kept her eyes on the older man. "H-hello…" she said shyly. Takeshi placed his hand behind Kira and pushed her from behind his leg. "Say hello properly, Kira." He said as he kneeled to her level and patted her head.

Kira took a deep breath before she bowed and said, "Hello. It's nice to meet you." Mr. Dickenson smiled lightly as he watched Kira bowed lightly, chuckling at how cute she was.

"Well then, it's a pleasure to meet you, my dear. Come, let's get inside, I have all your presents and your birthday cake inside." Kira's face has shown a huge smile as she started jumping up and down in excitement.

Mr. Dickenson led the family into the house and into the living room, where a huge 3 layered pink and purple striped cake with 6 candles at the top and the words 'Happy Birthday Kira' were written in pink frosting with each word on each layer; lay in the middle of a coffee table with tons of presents surrounding it.

Kira burst out in giggles as she ran to one of her presents and started shaking it happily. "Can I open one now?!" Kira asked happily as she looked up at the three adults. Mr. Dickenson chuckled loudly as he said, "Of course my dear, they're all yours."

Kira smiled as she shouted out loudly, "Thank you!" then proceeded to tearing open the present she had in her hand. As Kira opened her presents, the three adults sat down on the couch and started having a cup of tea as they watched her open her presents.

As Kira finished opening her last presents, she smiled as she took out a new dress from the box. "So, do u like your presents, Kira?" Mr. Dickenson asked as he took a sip of his tea.

Kira nodded as she got up and ran over to her mother, climbing onto her lap and hugging her. "Thank you for the presents!" She said as she smiled at the three adults. "Would you like some of your cake now?" Michelle asked as she wrapped her arms around Kira, pulling her into a light hug.

Kira shook her head as she cuddled against her mother, "No thank you, it's too pretty to eat." Kira loved the design of the cake; it reminded her one of her favorite character in Alice in Wonderland, the Cheshire cat.

Michelle giggled as the two men chuckled lightly at how adorable Kira was. "Then, shall we have a tea party?" Takeshi asked as he pointed to a extra tea cup that was for Kira. Kira nodded furiously as she gently got off her mother and went to her tea cup and pour some tea into it.

The 3 adults played tea party with Kira, eating the small snacks they had placed in a dessert tray, talking about anything they could think of. As it got late, Kira noticed that her mother was looking at the clock constantly and her face was losing the smile that she loved so much.

As it hit 6 on the old grandfather clock and the echo of chime surrounded them, the room grew quiet and all three adults looked at the clock and they lost their smile. Kira looked at the adults, worried, as she stood up and walked over at her mother, placing her hands on each knee. "Mama, are you okay?" Kira asked, getting Michelle to look at Kira.

Michelle looked down at her baby, with unshed tears filling her eyes, as she moved to kneel in front of her baby and pulled her into a hug. "Kira, my sweet baby, you'll grow up and do something amazing, I know it." She whispered as she slowly started crying, letting tears fall down her face. The two men only watched, sadden at what was about to happen, having planned it a long time ago.

"Mama what are you talking about?" Kira asked as she hugged her mother and heard her crying. Michelle pulled back and wiped her tears away as she turned around and took out what she had been sewing on the ride to the mansion. It was a teddy bear with a silver locket around its neck.

"This is for you, sweetie. It's your birthday present from me….and…. also a good-bye present…" Michelle said, trailing off, as she handed the bear to Kira, tears still falling down her face. Kira froze in fear as she listened to her mother, numbly holding the bear in her arms since her mother made her wrap her arms around it. "W-what do you mean, mama?" Kira asked, shaking lightly, as she looked up at her crying mother.

Michelle looked at Takeshi for help since this was one of the most difficult things she had to do in her entire life. Takeshi got up and kneeled next to Kira, lightly rubbing her back, since he could tell she was shaking.

"Kira, understand that this is for the best. We want you to live the best life possible." Takeshi started as Kira turned to look at him with her big confused eyes. "You're to stay with Mr. Dickenson. He's going to make sure you have the best education you can possible have, and you'll be put into a government program that'll help tons of people."

Kira shook her head as she dropped her bear and placed her hands on her father's shoulders. "Papa, please don't leave me! Please I'll be a good girl!" Kira cried out frantically. "Please! Is it because you don't want me anymore?" Kira was so scared. She was being left to a person she just met today. She was being told it was the best for her, but it felt like she was being abandoned.

Takeshi shook his head as he placed his hands on each of her cheeks, forcing her to look at him. "Oh god, of course not, sweetie. We love you. We've always wanted you. This is the hardest thing for the both of us, sweetie." Takeshi said as Michelle came closer to them and kissed Kira's head. "We don't want to give you up, but this was already set before you were even born, my beautiful baby."

Kira was now wailing as her father spoke, her hands grabbing on to her mother's dress and her father's shirt, not wanting to let go. Michelle sobbed beside Kira as she wrapped her arms around Kira and patted her back, trying to calm her down.

Takeshi watched his wife and child crying in each other's arms, feeling his heart ache. His tears started to flow out as well while biting his lip as he tried to hold back his sobs. Takeshi felt like he didn't deserve to cry like his wife or child. He was the cause of this; the cause of their separation and of their tears.

Mr. Dickenson was his boss and he had begged him for help when his wife was 7 months pregnant. He had asked that when their child was old enough that Mr. Dickenson take her in and get her the best education possible. Mr. Dickenson agreed, but he had asked that Takeshi leave Kira to him, to allow her to be a government agent, and to never see her again.

Takeshi agreed. Heagreed to everything because he knew that it'd be a better life then what he could give. Takeshi knew his daughter was going to be a bright girl. She'd have both her parent's genius minds. After all, both him and Michelle were genius's that worked of a underground unit for the United World Government.

Kira cried in her mother's arms as she held on to her parents clothing tightly, not wanting to be separated from them. As time passed, Kira was starting to fall asleep from all the crying she was doing, slowly becoming limp in her mother's arms and her hands slowly letting go of their clothing, sobs being heard as Takeshi picked Kira up.

Michelle lightly sobbed as she picked up the teddy bear she made and placed it in Kira's arms. Mr. Dickenson stood up and showed them where Kira's new room so that she could be placed on her new bed to sleep. As they came upstairs to Kira's new room, Takeshi walked over to the blue bed with white blankets and blue pillows and placed Kira under the blanket, kissing her forehead lightly, as he stepped back so Michelle could do the same.

Michelle brushed Kira's hair lightly as she looked at her baby one more time before she turned away, covering her mouth, as she sobbed some more as Takeshi came over and pulled her into her arms, rubbing her back lightly. Takeshi helped Michelle over to the door as Mr. Dickenson already walked out, giving them a moment. Takeshi look back at his little girl one more time before he turned the lights off and lightly said, "Good-bye, my baby girl."

GOD I CRIED MY EYES OUT DOING THIS CHAPTER! T^T oh man… why! I'm such a sappy person! And I cry like ALL the time when sad parts come on!