Disclaimer: I do not own KH or the characters they are owned by Square Enix. I don't own half of the ideas because most of them came from Mel-chan. I don't own the laptop because it's my brothers. I don't own the title because it's a song name. I don't own anything –sob-
A/N: this is totally for Mel-Chan because she is being soo patient with me haha!! Sorriess it took so long I finally got off of my procrastinating ass and did this lol. I finished it!! And it is just a bit written differently. Lolz . sorry its abit rough drafted. Didn't really feel like editing. Sorrieess!! Wellp at least I put something up haha! Oh yes and just a warning there is a just a tad bit more cussing in here…ok not a tad a whole bunch of more cussing than the first chappy, but what can I say? The writing was at different times and I had different emotions at different writing times lol! I can't help it! Kairi bashing…she's ok…at times…just as long as she doesn't get in the way of Sora-bear and Riku-kun. Chuu!
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--Riku Sora Side--
Sora glanced at Riku again. Riku, who kept noticing his glances, smiled.
It was Friday night and Riku was waiting with him. Sora sighed he couldn't tell Riku!
If he didn't he would never tell him. He was just lucky that Riku was even waiting for him. Riku looked up and poked Sora.
"Hey, Ra…the train is coming." Riku had fallen back to their old nicknames. Sora inwardly groaned and looked in the direction Riku's eyes were, Sora turned back to his crush.
"So…um…I'll call you when… I get… there, and before I perform." Riku just smiled and nodded. Sora's heart at that exact moment broke into thousand million pieces.
"So he doesn't like me like THAT, should've known" Sora got up and a different thought appeared "Maybe if I tell him now…"
"Hey um…Ku? I was gonna tell you if you were going but—" his voice got cut off as a train horned blasted. Sora's face fell "Oh well…"
Riku stood up, "What was that, Ra?" he asked. Sora just shook his head, choking back the tears with a huge fake grin.
"Nothing." Riku just nodded
"Oh." Riku picked up one of Sora's bags and handed it to him.
Sora screamed on the inside while on the outside he gave another huge grin at his best friend. "That's all…just a best friend…I guess…"
"Thanks, Ku!" Riku grinned then, surprising Sora, he pulled Sora toward him and gave him a hug.
"Good luck tomorrow!" Sora smiled then took his other bag that was sitting on the bench just as the train pulled up.
--Riku Side--
(WHERE THE CUSSING DEMON LIES LOLZ)
Riku looked at the retreating train and sighed helplessly. "Do I find girls disgusting? Or…is Sora just my weakness?" The minute he said it aloud he blushed.
"Wait! I mean…ah fuck it! I'm in love with my best friend. Holy shit…I'm in love my best friend! I'M IN LOVE WITH SORA!" he screamed out the last part.
He whooped and began running down the street laughing. "It feels good to laugh…I haven't laughed in ages! Ever since I got with…" just then all happiness or anything of "glad" or the such got sucked right out of him as he realized who he was with.
"with…with Kairi. My GIRLfriend." He groaned in disgust.
Then turned the corner just as he did he saw one of the most disturbing sights of his life, and to this day when he looks back he is still scarred and he wakes up crying clinging next to…well you'll figure out who he is clinging to at the end of this chapter. [{[A/N:Lolz]}]
Kairi hadn't noticed Riku yet and kept sucking at the blonde haired girl's lips. They both moaned and that's when Riku lost it.
"What the fucking hell, Kairi!" Riku shouted.
Kairi's eyes hot open and she backed up from the girl nearly tripping over her own feet. "Um…Riku? This isn't what it looks like!! I swear to Xemnas! This is just some random girl I picked up! It's not like she means anything to me! Really, Riku, honest!"
The blonde girl, who was now knocked completely out of her reverie but Kairi's words, backed up and blinked twice, fast.
Riku watched the girl's face change to three different emotions in 1.2 seconds. Confusion, then shock, then utter anger burned in her eyes.
She sneered and then slapped Kairi, who winced. "Just some girl I picked up? JUST SOME GIRL I PICKED UP?!? Is that what I was, eh? Did I mean anything to you, Kairi!? Has the past three months been nothing but mindless fucking?!?" she screeched.
She answered without letting Kairi get a word in, " Heh…I guess so. Well you know what, Kairi Takahira? YOU KNOW WHAT? Go fuck with someone else!! I don't have time for you or your games or your heart break!!" She growled out the last two sentences and then with so much hatred in her eyes, she turned on her heel and began to walk away.
Kairi stared at her retreating form and then turned back to Riku, who by now was furious. "Three months? THREE FUCKING SHIT ASS MONTHS?!?! Really, Kairi? That's fucking longer than we've been together!"
Kairi stared at him dumbfounded. "Ri-Riku I-I—"
Riku cut her off, "Maybe you should take your girlfriend's advice and fuck off, bitch!"
He made a dramatic ending by saying, "Don't come looking for me either, because by the time you find me I'll already have a boyfriend."
He took Kairi's shocked face amusingly. "B-boyfriend?" she asked her eyes wide.
Riku just grinned; then walked away, never regretting his decision or looking back.
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--Sora Side--
[{[A/N: yes I know I made Cloud just a bit more (OOC) gay then he should be but…well…I needed someone to play the part and…well Cloud was just there Lolz! Please forgive me Cloud!]}]
Sora had cried and he wasn't afraid to (a) admit it or (b) cry in front of random people.
He had cried when he got into the train, cried when he got off the train, cried on the way to the hotel, cried as he checked in, and cried as he walked to the Usual Place.
As he got to the front door he breathed in and out a few times, calming himself. Finally, when he had decided he could talk without stuttering, he knocked on the door.
A young man about 24, with blonde hair, opened the door. "Hello?" he asked.
Sora tried to grin but it came out more as a half-smile ready to break at any point. The young man blinked then without warning he wrapped his arms around Sora and pulled him close to himself. [{[A/N: "and pulled him close to himself." Does that sound right? Let me know]}]
"Sshh it's ok, hun. Just come in, alright?" he ushered Sora in who was now sobbing so hard into the stranger's shirt, soaking it.
"Now let me guess, your name is Sora?" the blonde asked. Sora, unwilling to open his mouth of the fear that another sob slip out, just sniffled loudly and nodded.
The blonde grinned, "I thought so, you're so cute!" he gushed. "My name is Cloud. My boyfriend, Leon, is the manager of the Usual Place. He's out getting supplies for tomorrow."
He grinned again at Sora, who couldn't help but smile a small smile back at him. Cloud squealed, "Aw you're so cute when you smile! So tell me, hun, what happened? Tell Cloudy all about it."
Sora somehow knew that he could trust Cloud and before he knew it, he had opened his mouth and his story came spilling out and before he knew it, he was sobbing again and Cloud was holding him close.
"So Riku isn't coming tomorrow, hm?" Cloud asked into the brunette's hair.
Sora shook his head and hiccupped, "Even though –hiccup- I want him –hiccup- to."
Cloud smiled, "I think it's time that you get to bed, hun." Cloud picked up the small boy and put him in the spare bedroom. (Cloud and Leon had a house that connected to the Usual Place, its pretty cool.)
"If you need me I'll be in the other room, Oh and hey Sora?" Cloud said whispering.
"Hmn?" Sora grunted out sleepily.
Cloud smiled softly, "I'm going to call your hotel. What was it? Bastion's Hall? Ok, well I'll call and tell them that your checking out and we're going to get your bags and the minute that Leon comes home, I'll send him right back out again to get your things, k? Hun? Sora?"
Cloud chuckled as he saw that the small teen had fallen asleep. Cloud just smiled, leaned down, and kissed Sora's forehead softly.
Then grinned at himself, "I think I'd make an excellent mother one day" he just laughed then walked out, softly closing the door behind him, wondering to himself who in the world had the heart to break and hurt such a small, vulnerable brunette.
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--Riku Side--
Riku groaned, "Ah shit!" he sighed "I can't believe it! That was the last train, wasn't it? I won't be able to catch Sora's show! Well maybe…" Riku was talking to himself, actually more like yelling at himself, out loud.
People were staring at him, because the fact of seeing a very distressed teen, who was yelling out loud at nobody, at around 10:30 pm, was rather, well…strange.
He ran towards the train station ticket booth, fuming. He knocked on the glass window, "Hello? Anyone here?"
A ticked girl suddenly appeared out of nowhere and grunted at him, bored, "Hn?"
"Um…I just wanted to know when the next train will be coming in?" Riku asked, just a tiny sliver of hope in his voice.
The ticked girl looked at a list that hung in the window and sighed, "Tomorrow, around 11:00am."
Riku cussed out loudly and began talking to himself again, "Dammit! It takes five hours to get to Twilight Town! If I go tomorrow at 11am I'll get there at around 4:00-4:30pm…and Sora's show starts at 5:00pm! I'll be too late!" he groaned and his head against the glass window, not noticing the now intrigued ticket girl on the other side.
"Hey, kid, you need to get to Twilight Town? By 5:00pm? Tomorrow? Is it for Sora Makiriho's show? My best friend and I have tickets! And we were gonna set off right after I close down, which is in about an hour! Did you want to come with us?"
Riku's whole face must have lit up because the girl behind the window laughed in delight.
"So why are you so desperate in getting there? Fanboy?" she asked curiously.
Riku laughed and then shared his story. It surprised him, now that he had figured out that he was in love with his best friend, he didn't care who knew or who heard.
The ticked girl squealed in delight as he added the small fact that he was going to run up on stage and kiss Sora till they both died of oxygen loss.
"Just to let you know, my best friend, Mel-Chan, and I are total yaoi fangirls! Haha so I hope you know that after your little scene on the stage, we're totally going to glomp you!"
Riku laughed loudly then glanced up at the time. "Wow it's almost 12:00am! Did you want me to help you close up shop?"
The ticket girl laughed, "No thanks! All I need to do is close the window, change, turn off the light, then lock door. Haha and then I'm done!"
Riku smiled, "Oh and by the way my name is Riku Utada." The ticket girl grinned, "I'm Rain Atamero, nice to meet you Riku." She smiled one more time before putting up a board over the window.
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YES YES YES!! I KNOW I LEFT YOU GUYS HANGING!! SO SORRY!! THE NEXT CHAPPY WILL BE UP NO LATER THAN SATURDAY! So sorry! My mom's rushing for me to get off!! AAAHHHH!! So the next chappy will be up sooo super soon! Love ya'll and reviews would be lovely!!! ~xxRainbow-muffinsxx