A/N: Here's chapter two of the story. The next chapter will be the last and I'll upload it tomorrow but for now, ENJOY! :D
It had been about three weeks and officially the longest I've resisted James. I just didn't feel like it lately. I was starting to feel sick every time I woke up. I didn't want to tell anyone because I just wanted it all to pass. I stepped onto the tour bus and covered my nose.
"What is that smell?" I asked and the guys looked at me.
"What smell?" Logan asked me.
"You guys don't smell that?"
"Uh, no." Carlos said, sitting down.
"Kendall, are you okay?" Logan asked.
"Yeah, you've been acting weird lately. Are you getting sick?"
"No, I'm fine." I said, going to find what that smell was. I opened the mini fridge we had and gasped.
"Oh now I smell it." Carlos said, covering his nose. I grabbed the spoiled food and threw it out in a dumpster outside. I walked back in and got in the shower before heading to my bunk.
"You aren't going to stay up?" James asked.
"No, I'm really tired."
"But it's only 7 o'clock." Carlos told me. I shrugged and headed to bed.
When I woke up, I checked the time to see it was 11am. Someone pulled back my curtain and I saw it was James.
"Kendall, are you okay?" He asked me and I nodded my head. He reached forward and touched my forehead.
"I'm fine James." I said, moving his hand.
"I'm just making sure."
"Why do you care all of a sudden?"
"What are you talking about? I've always cared about you Kendall."
"Only when you want to have sex." He covered my mouth but he still heard what I said. I pushed his hand away and glared at him.
"We agreed that we weren't going to talk about it."
"No, you said don't tell anyone. We've never talked about because every time I bring it up, you change the subject." I told him as I climbed out of my bunk.
The change of leveling combined with the bus moving made me a little disoriented. I covered my mouth when I felt like I was about to throw up. I pushed past James and ran to the bathroom before leaning over the toilet and throwing up. I felt a hand on my back and I just knew it was James.
"Kendall you are sick. I'm going to tell Gustavo." I grabbed his hand and held it tight and he didn't move.
"James, don't, please."
"Kendall, look at you. You just threw up."
"J-Just let me tell him."
"Fine."
I sighed and let his hand go before flushing the toilet and cleaning myself up. I brushed my teeth and washed my face, getting rid of the disgusting taste in my mouth. James was standing there watching me as I finished up. I walked out to see Carlos and Logan sitting at the table.
"Kendall, can we talk about something?" Carlos asked me and I nodded as I fixed me some cereal.
"Well, everyone has noticed how you've been acting."
"How have I been acting?" I asked.
"You've been irritable almost all the time and it's gotten to the point where you're scaring Carlos." Logan told me and I raised my eyebrows at that.
"What? I've been scaring you?" I asked Carlos and he scooted further away from me as he nodded.
"I'm sorry." I apologized.
"Carlos also told me that he's been hearing you throw up every morning."
"What?" James said in shock, looking at me to confirm what Logan was saying was true.
"I told you, you are sick."
"James, please."
"I also noticed how you can smell things when we can't." Carlos said.
"We've come to two crazy conclusions. You just have to listen to us on this one." Logan said before looking at Carlos to continue.
"I think you're becoming a super-hero trying to fight off the evil from within before the world is taken over." I raised an eyebrow at him and before I could tell him how ridiculous that was, Logan spoke.
"I think you're pregnant."
"You think I'm pregnant? Logan, that's the dumbest thing you've ever said."
"I know it sounds crazy but you have all of the symptoms. Fatigue, irritability, strong sense of smell, morning sickness. Not to mention, me or Carlos haven't been kicked off the bus so you and James can, you know, in a while."
"Are we seriously questioning if I'm pregnant or not? I think you all need to lay down for a while."
"That's another thing, you've been sleeping for longer time periods. We know touring can be hard on sleep but last night, you went to sleep at 7 and didn't wake up until now and it's 11am. That's more than twelve hours."
"I was just tired and I didn't get all the sleep I needed so it just piled up." I told them.
"Well, what about the morning sickness. You've been throwing up every morning for about a week now."
"Maybe I have a bug or something."
"But you seem to feel a lot better right afterwards." James commented.
"Guys! Seriously, I'm not pregnant."
"Can we just call a doctor to make sure or to find out what's wrong?" Logan asked.
"Fine!" I said, getting frustrated before turning back around.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going to my bunk where I know at least one person there is sane." I said as I climbed back into bed.
"Kendall, wake up. The doctor's here." I heard James say. I sighed and climbed out of my bunk. This was so stupid. As I stepped through the curtain, I saw Kelly, Gustavo, and some doctor. It wasn't Doctor Hollywood, thank god.
"Hi, I'm Doctor Seal."
"Kendall." I said, shaking his hand.
"So why have you called me?"
"I didn't call you."
"Um, I did." Logan said, getting everyone's attention.
"Well, why did you call me?"
"Okay, this might sound crazy but we think he's pregnant." The Doctor raised an eyebrow at Logan before turning to me.
"By we he means them. I don't know but I doubt I'm pregnant, since I'm a guy."
"Well, there was that one man that gave birth-"
"That was a woman taking hormones to look like a man." Kelly corrected Gustavo.
"This is a waste of time and money." Gustavo said before storming off of the bus, Kelly leaving with him.
"Can you please just check him?" Logan asked as I sat down on the couch.
"Fine." The Doctor said, sitting down next to me.
"So Kendall, in a nutshell, how have you been?"
"Fine but they say that I'm always irritable, which I'm not." I said, looking directly at them.
"You seem mad now."
"Because this is stupid."
"Okay, have you had any weird cravings?"
"No."
"Yes." James said. I swear if he makes a joke about his dick, there will be three members of Big Time Rush.
"He asked for toast with whipped cream the other night."
"I've been eating that for a while now."
"Define a while." The Doctor told me.
"About a week or two." I said, looking down.
"Any strong senses of smell?"
"I guess, I can smell your cologne since you walked in on the bus."
"Well, you have most of the symptoms and it's making me worried. If you have these symptoms, something is definately wrong." I shook my head as the Doctor stood up.
"We'll have to go to the hospital to run some tests."
"And sonograms?" Logan asked.
"Maybe." He said before he stepped off of the bus. I sighed and followed him out the door with James, Carlos, and Logan behind me.
"So what's up?" Gustavo asked when he saw us.
"We're going to the hospital."
"You're pregnant?" Kelly asked me.
"I doubt it. I probably have a bug or something." I told her before she pulled out her phone.
We didn't want to cause a scene with a tour bus pulling up to a hospital so Kelly called us a driver. We all got into the car while the Doctor got into his. We followed him to the hospital and I couldn't believe what was going on right now.
Are we really going to the hospital to see if I'm pregnant? I shook my head as I stepped out, walking to the entrance with everyone. Luckily, we didn't see any fans as we headed to the front desk.
"Hey Silvia, we have a special case so can you give these guys their badges and we head on back?"
"Sure." Silvia said before doing what the Doctor asked her. She asked to see our IDs before giving us visitor passes. We followed the Doctor to the elevators, taking one to the 23rd floor.
"I don't want to give you an x-ray, just in case you are pregnant." The Doctor told me as we walked and I sighed again.
"Are we still keeping that as an option?"
"You can never be too sure when it comes to illness." I groaned as we walked into a room that had a sonogram in it.
"This won't be just used to see if you're pregnant but to see if you have something wrong." I nodded at his words as I climbed in the chair. Everyone's heads turned to the screen when he cut it on. I lifted up my shirt and he put some cold gel stuff on it. A second later, I heard it and my heart almost stopped.
"Please tell me that's my heart beating."
"It is." The Doctor told me and I let out a sigh of relief.
"But this isn't yours."
"What?!" I screamed as I turned the screen to see a small little blob.
"Kendall, this is groundbreaking news."
"What?" Carlos said, looking down at the ground before Logan moved his head back up.
"This is science history, please, tell me you want to keep the baby."
"Even if I didn't want to how in the world would you get it out?" I asked him before I covered my face. I felt someone wrap their arms around me and I immediately could tell it was James. I wrapped my arms around him and cried. I couldn't have a baby. It's impossible. I-It had to be.
As I continued to hear the heartbeat, I could imagine that becoming more and eventually coming out of me. Looking just like me and James. Just like that, I feel in love with the baby growing inside of me. I looked up to see the Doctor staring at the screen in shock.
"I-I'm keeping the baby." I told him before I felt James move his arms away from me.
"What?" We all turned to look at James.
"James, are you serious? Please, tell me you're joking."
"I mean, I'm happy we're having a kid but we're still kids ourselves. I'm sure if you could get pregnant then maybe you could try again and-"
"Are you really saying what I think you're saying?"
"I-"
"You want me to kill something that me AND YOU MADE! How fucking dare you?"
"No, Kendall, I mean-"
"Don't fucking touch me!" I yelled, slapping his hands away. "I'm keeping this baby."
"What about the band?"
"What about it?" Me, Logan, and Carlos said at the same time.
"Don't you guys want to finish the tour and-"
"We still can. I'm not on maternity leave yet."
"I'm just saying we can get so far in our career and we can try again to-"
"I'm not trying again and who knows if this isn't just a one time thing! The fact that you don't want to keep this baby makes me want to punch you so hard. J-Just...I don't even want to look at you."
"Kendall, I'm-"
"GET OUT!" James sighed and turned, walking out of the room.
"Please, make sure he doesn't do anything stupid." Logan told Carlos before the latino ran out the door, calling for James. I covered my face and cried. I couldn't believe that he said that. He was more worried about the band than this baby that we now have. I felt the doctor wipe the gel off of my stomach and I pulled down my shirt.
"We have to take some blood." I nodded at the Doctor's words before getting up and following him out of the room and into another room. I sat down in the chair that was there before a nurse showed up with a tray. The Doctor dismissed the nurse before taking the blood from me. Once that was done, he told me to wait here.
"Kendall, I-"
"Logan, please."
"Kendall, I know you don't want to hear this but you can't solve your problems by separating yourself from him."
"Logan, he doesn't want to have this baby with me."
"No, he doesn't want to have it right now. That's the normal reaction when someone has a child that isn't planned."
"But he wanted to kill the baby, Logan. You heard him."
"I know but he probably isn't happy about it now that you've kicked him out."
"Well, he shouldn't have said it."
"He was panicking."
"That's one hell of a panic."
"This is one hell of a surprise!" Logan yelled before someone shushed him.
"All I'm saying is, don't be so quick to push him out of your life." Logan said before sitting back in the chair. The Doctor came back in and sat next to me.
"I can't believe this is happening." He said, looking at me.
"You're not the one carrying the baby."
"Kendall, calm down." Logan told me. I sighed and pulled my legs up in the chair.
"You won't be able to do that in a few weeks. Also, we are going to have to keep a close watch on you so this pregnancy goes all the way through successfully before we tell anyone." "I'm pretty sure someone's going to think something's up when I walk on stage with my stomach poking out."
"The tour should be over by the time you start to show." He told me before he did another sonogram of my stomach. He kept putting things into this folder and he seemed to keep his hands on it at all times.
Once he dismissed us, he put it in his bag, following us out. James was sitting in the backseat of the car with his head in his hands while Carlos sat next to him. Logan got in the back with Carlos and James while I got in the front. We were driven back to the tour bus, where I was the first one to climb out. One of the stage managers told us that Kelly and Gustavo wanted to see us. As we filed into the designated room, Gustavo turned to us with a bright smile on his face.
"Aren't you going to ask us how it went?" Logan asked him before he spoke.
"I don't care. Kendall looks fine. Anyway, I bet you four want to know what I've called you in for. Well, I'm happy to announce that we've added a South American tour to the All Around the World tour." Gustavo said, happily. I turned to look at all the guys and they all looked at me.
I turned to Gustavo and said, "We can't do it."
"WHAT?!" He yelled.
"Why not? This is an amazing opportunity for you guys." Kelly told us.
"No, you guys are doing these dates." Gustavo demanded.
For once, I didn't just give up like I normally did when it came to arguing with Gustavo. This was a rare occurrence so I was proud of myself.
"No, we're not." I told him. He seemed to turn red and his eye started to twitch.
"And why NOT!"
"Because I'm pregnant." I told him flatly before he burst into laughter.
"You couldnt' come up with a better excuse than that." He scoffed. Logan stepped from the side of me and handed a folder to Gustavo.
"Where did you get that?" I asked him.
"He gave me a copy for this purpose."
We both looked at Gustavo and Kelly as they looked over the picture of my sonogram. Gustavo froze in shock before Kelly took the picture from him. As Kelly looked over the picture, Gustavo fainted.
"Congratulations!" Kelly told us.
"Thank you."
"Who's the...other father?" She asked me. I turned to look at James before speaking.
"It's James." I decided to leave it at that before leaving the room. I headed back to the tour bus in the parking lot.
"Kendall!" I ignored James calling my name as I opened the door to outside. I felt a hand wrap around my arm, turning me.
"Kendall, please."
"What do you want James?"
"I'm sorry. I do want to keep this baby. I wasn't thinking straight."
"James, can I be honest with you?"
"Of course."
"I don't know if I want to keep this baby."
"Why? Earlier you were going to kill me because I wouldn't answer you."
"I don't want to bring a baby into this world like this."
"Like what? We won't be on tour and we can get a separate apartment just us and-"
"James, I don't even know what we are. Before all of this happened, I could say you were my best friend. Then from there I get lost. Are we something more than that or are we just best friends with benefits. Every time I try to bring this up, you avoid it but not now. I need an answer."
"Kendall, I-I've been afraid of admitting my feelings for you because I didn't know if you felt the same. The truth is, I can't remember when I fell in love with you. All I know is that I am. Maybe even more now that I know you're carrying our child."
"James, I love you too. Why couldn't you just admit this a long time ago?"
"I was scared of getting my feelings hurt and possibly ruining the band." He said, chuckling.
"Well, now that you know I feel the same way, how about you show me?" I suggested as I rubbed his stubble and he smirked at me before grabbing my hand, pulling me towards the bus. Luckily, the bus driver wasn't in here as we locked the door.
Next thing I knew, me and James were as close as possible in the shower. The hot water cascading on our skin as he rocked into me while I had my legs wrapped around his waist. I bit down on his shoulder as we both reached our release. Well, at least I can't get more pregnant.
Logan's POV
Me and Carlos walked around and played games throughout the venue to past the time while Kendall and James did whatever in the tour bus. By the way they left, I couldn't tell if they were fighting on the bus or having sex. Once the bus stopped rocking, we waited a while before we tried to enter.
As we stepped on the bus, I saw the both of them spooning on the couch, sleep. The bite mark on James' shoulder told me that there was a little bit of both fighting and sex happening while we were waiting.
A/N: Next chapter will be the delivery of the baby so can I get some baby names? REVIEW PLEASE! :D