Chapter 5
"I don't really know why I did it." Louis starts.
"I just felt lost and…useless." Louis looks down at his hand not wanting to look at Harry confused gaze.
"Useless? You felt useless?" Harrys raises his eyebrows in confusion.
"How could you feel useless? Lou you are amazing, you know that right?" Harry looks confused at Louis, but Louis still looks down at his hands not wanting to answer.
"Lou… you are perfect" Louis looks up at Harry seeing a tear run down his face. Louis smiles a weak smile at him.
"You are perfect to, Hazza" Harry smiles at Louis wiping his tear away.
"Lou, please tell me more. Tell me why" Louis just looks away and back to his hands.
"I just wanted to get away from reality" Harry looks at him confused but doesn't say anything.
"I just wanted to get away" Louis repeats.
"Make everyone forget about me and," Louis looks up to find Harry staring at him with sad eyes.
"And make myself forget about the person I truly love" There eyes were still lock together.
"Lou…" Harry said in a quiet voice, and walked over to Louis's bed, sat on the edge at looked him in the eyes.
"I didn't know she meant so much to you" Harry looked at him with sad eyes. Not just because he had found out that his best friend got his heart broken, but because he had found out that his best friend, his lover, his everything didn't love him back.
Louis smiled at said
"I didn't mean her" His smile fades as he carries on.
"I-I meant you" Louis looks right into Harrys shocked eyes. He knew he shouldn't have said anything, he should have kept it secret. This was going to ruin their whole friendship. Louis eyes started to run in water. What had he done? Louis looked away. He couldn't bar to see what he had done in the eyes. He looked down at his hands. A tear ran down his cheek. And fell onto the sheets. Harry took Louis chin and pushed it slowly up. Their eyes met. Louis looks a little confused at Harry but Harry just chuckles at Louis confused face.
"I Love you Lou. I always have. Since day one. I always, well I always had this thing for you. I didn't tell you, I was scared that you didn't have the same feelings for me and then when you got together with Eleanor I was sure that you didn't like me…" Harry looks down at the end of the sentence.
"Harry" Louis makes Harry look him in the eyes.
"Harry, I love you too. I only got together with Eleanor to see if I really loved you. And she noticed that I was not paying enough attention to her and well here we are." Harry has a huge a smile on his face and chuckles a little.
Harry leans his head a bit closer to Louis, carful, and not sure if Louis wants the same. But Louis is not carful. He plays with Harrys curls and pulls his head closer to his. Their lips meet. A smile comes on both their faces, but they don't separate.