Aria's POV

I was still laying on Ezra's bed, checking the time every few seconds. He had been gone for the past 1 hour and I was really worried about him. I decided to clean up his apartment. because I could not stand to see it so messy.

First, I threw away all the bags of Chinese take out and every single bottle of alcohol, including the ones that had not been opened yet. I did not want Ezra to become one of those drunk alcoholics who can't live without drinking.

I made the bed properly and started to clear the bookshelf. I was halfway done when I came across a lavender photo album. I grabbed it and started browsing through it and looking at the pictures inside it.

Every single picture was of me and Ezra. Most of them were taken in his apartment because our relationship had been secret for so many months. Some of the pictures had been taken in the park and the Apple Rose Grill.

Flashback

"No! Ezra put the camera away!" I shrieked, covering my face with my hands.

"Too late!" He replied snapping pictures at the speed of light.

"Fine," I said in defeat, smiling for the picture.

"Okay, your chance." He told me, handing over the camera.

"Say cheese!" Ezra started making goofy faces at the camera as I took a zillion pictures.

"Let's look at them!" Ezra said, taking the camera from me. We plonked ourselves on the couch and looked at the pictures. I burst into giggles looking at Ezra's goofy faces.

"What's so funny?" Ezra asked, trying to hide his big smile.

"You!" I replied. "You look so funny!" I managed to say before I started laughing again.

"What! Really?" Ezra tried to act surprised, which he was not very good at. "I always thought I was hot!"

"Nope," I lied. "You are not hot! You are far from hot!"

Ezra lifted up his shirt to make sure he still had his abs. "Wait, how? I have a six pack?"

I giggled. "I'm kidding! Your the hottest guy in the world!"

"Thats exactly what I thought you would say!" Ezra laughed, giving me a kiss.

End of Flashback

Tears fell from my eyes when I looked at the pictures. These pictures were the best things in my life (Ezra used to be the best thing but he is not mine anymore.) We looked so happy in each picture, smiling at the camera. I never thought our relationship will come to this. I never thought our relationship will end. I always thought we would get married and live in a nice beach house overlooking the sea, and have 2 kids and a dog.

I flipped to the next page where there was a picture of us standing out side the apartment, holding hands.

Flashback

"You ready?" Ezra asked me. It was a typical friday night for everyone one in Rosewood, everyone except us. My classmates would be going to one of Noel's crazy parties while I was going to be going on my first public date with my boyfriend.

It was a week after Mona was sent to Radley. My parents had finally accepted our relationship because they thought I did not have to deal with anymore disappointment in my life. Byron still looked constipated when I talked about Ezra's but he was coming around. Overall, my life was amazing.

"Sure." I replied, linking my hand in his.

"Let's take a picture," Ezra said, once we stepped out of his apartment building.

"Why?" I asked, confused.

"This is our first public date in Rosewood. I want to remember it." He told me.

"Okay," I smiled as Ezra took a picture.

"I love you, Aria." Ezra told me.

"I love you too." I replied, kissing him.

End of Flashback

I wished I could press rewind and live my life all over again. If I could rewind, I would have gotten my 8 year old ass into Ezra's bedroom and have given him a bag of condoms. Then I would never be in this mess.

Ezra would never have gotten Maggie pregnant. He would never have a son. We would be a normal couple. We would still be taking funny pictures and kissing. We never would have broken up. We would be together forever.

I shut the photo album and put it back in the bookshelf. I did not want to clean up the bookshelf anymore, incase I stumbled upon some more memories of my previous, perfect life.

I jumped on the bed and and covered my head with a blanket, like I usually do during thunderstorms.

The tears that had been threatening to fall for the last few hours finally fell when I remembered the countless nights I spent with Ezra on this bed.

Never would I ever be able to kiss his soft lips again, or look into his blue eyes and confess my love for him. I had made the biggest mistake of my life- I broke up with Ezra.

I hoped Ezra would take me back, but he probably would not. I was so freaking messed up. My best friend died, I am on the front page of Rosewood's newspaper. I am so freaking messed up!

More tears fell when I realized Ezra and I were over. No! This can't be happening! My biggest nightmare was coming true.

Ezra and I had fought every obstacle a couple could face and more. We faced the law, my parents, his parents, the school board, my classmates who think I am a slut because I fell in love, disapproving strangers on the road, crazy exes and much, much more.

I jumped out of the bed so none of the memories from the nights we spent together entered my brain. I descided to get another drink of water. I was walking towards the kitchen when I saw another picture of Ezra and I.

Flashback

"Get in the bag, Fitz!" I demanded, holding up a plastic bag of Chinese takeout. I had drawn faces on the bag. "We are taking our first picture as a couple."

Ezra chuckled. "Okay, boss."

Most people will think it is ridiculous to take a picture with our heads in a bag of Chinese takeout, but we did not care. When we were together, we did not care about anyone or anything except each other.

I got out my camera and took a picture of the two of us.

"I love you," Ezra confessed once I had put the camera away.

"I love you more," I replied, pulling Ezra into a kiss.

End of Flashback

Thats when I made my decision. I was in love with Ezra Fitz. I did not care if he had a kid or he was teaching at my school. I loved him. I would fight for us. I did not give a shit about Jake. Ezra was the one for me. I just hoped he would take me back because I do not think I could live without him. I needed Ezra in my life.

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