Ally POV
i got and looked at Austin and i layback down hugging him from the shoulder and starting to sing him as sleep...
Every now and then, the stars align
Boy and girl meet by the great design
Could it be that you and me are the lucky ones
Everybody told me love was blind
Then I saw your face and you blew my mind
Finally, you and me are the lucky ones this time
he falls asleep and i got on top and held him like a python. i lean in and kiss him passionately.. not hungry...not lustful.. a real kiss. his eyes flutter open as i pulled away. he smiled at me and me closer.
" you really wanna know why...?" he muttered.
" yes.." i reply.
" well i caught up in the crowd and got black mailed.." he exclaimed
" w-wait black mailed?" i said getting up and looking at him with hurt my eyes. he nodded
" the music industry they showed me the truth of reality and said it wasn't going to be easy and that if i told any one they would kill me literally and that i had to bring others down to get to top... or i would lose the deal" he said
with that being said i started stressing started to pull out a smoke until Austin grabbed my hand.
"what?" i said confused
" it will hurt the baby...' he said my eyes widened and looked at the cigarette pack and put them back
"Austin do you love me ?" i said hurt in the response.
" i..well.. no im sorry but i love Cassidy..." he said. my heart didn't break cause i knew the truth i just got up and stared down at him
" did you miss me at all...?" i said
" i did but that was long ago and i like you only as a friend."
" okay but on more thing one more kiss goodbye...?" i said swelling up but holding back the tears.
he got up and gave me a passionate kiss and pulled away. i looked at him one last time and walked out of the grave and walked hom. i unlocked the front door and turned on the tv. i watched tv for a bit and made dinner. i grabbed my plate and headed over the couch and watched pretty little liars. after wards i sung my dish and passed by bottle of vodka. it took a lot of strength to do that but its for the baby. i took a shower and changed in to my p'js and jumped in my bed and grabbed my laptops and surfed the net for a while before putting up the laptop and falling asleep..
for those rest of 6 moths i went on with my depressing fucking pregnant life. can my my life get any worse... the next month i found a job and starting going to counseling for help. i met some pretty cool people there just like me named Trish and Dez and started getting my life straighten out maybe life wasnt so bad...
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