Hey guys Ordermask here. Sorry I haven't updated. I've had this chapter in my head for like a month now. I know my grammar sucks. But bare with me I'm working on it. Just want to make it clear I have an idea where I'm going with this story, but if anyone wants to give me any ideas, feel free. And just to make it clear SAMMY IS NOT A VAMPIRE. Nothing belongs to me but Sammy an Eddie. If you want an idea what Eddie looks like, look up Jeffery Dean Morgan, god that man is beautiful! And Sammy well, I leave that up to you.
Nothing belongs to me.
"Sammy" His husky voice filled my ears, I grimaced as could hear the blood pounding, it clouded my ears. I pushed passed him leaning against the sink. My skin tingled, my throat burned, blurring my vision.
"What!" I snapped, he sighed from behind me, he smelt of gasoline and clean linen, I flinched as his hand touched my shoulder. My throat burned, I was so hungry.
"What's happening?" he whispered, my heart clenched "I-Is t-there someone else?" he cleared his voice an sighed when he was uncomfortable. I clenched my eyes shut.
"Eddie" I clenched my right arm around my waist, trying to control my hunger as I stood in front of him breathing in his sweet scent. "Never-it's just you" I clenched kissing him, he sighed and wrapped his arms around me. I stiffened under his touch, he sighed pushing me from him, I wanted to cry.
"Sammy what's happening to you?" god it wasn't him, I clenched my hands into my hair. "Where-you're not yourself" I let out a sob, I wanted to tell him I did. "You barley talk to me" he told me, it was true.
"Your hardly home" I clenched my hands over my eyes "We don't make love anymore" please stop, I kept chanting in my head, his heart beating was so loud in my ears the burning got worse as he stepped closer.
"You know I love you" I rasped out, I looked up at him with pleading eyes "Your-I'm just having a difficult time handling everything?" I said with a clenched jaw, as he looked down at me.
"Are you cutting again?" he asked with a hurried tone "Are you burning yourself again?!" he started to panic as he started to pull at my sweatshirt revealing my bare shoulders, I pushed him off he stumbled back.
"STOP!" I roared and stormed out of the apartment.
"Ms. Moser" Came women's voice from behind the bathroom door, I stepped from the shower wrapping the towel around me, I wiped the steam from the mirror. "I left some clothes outside the door" I heard the door shut and I was alone again.
After Tony carried me away from the bloody mess, I was ushered into a room and questioned by Fury and Phil. Telling them I had gotten nothing from Loki, that his mind was a complete blank to me. They didn't seem to happy me with me, I was left alone to shower.
I was fool and a pathetic creature, all my memories and old life was blasted in front of everyone. That was always a fault in me, told me people some of my faults when I first meet them, to make them understand me, that I'm hurting.
People make think ill will of me stealing a married man away from his wife, but you cannot help who you fall in love with. Sometimes something unexpected is thrown your way friendship turns into love.
I never wanted to hurt anyone, I never wanted to hurt her. And neither did Eddie, he never liked hurting anyone, but he made his choice, and so did I. You may think of me a whore and a home wrecker, but I am a young women in love.
I Sighed stepping from the bathroom, picking the bundle of clothes up from the floor. I slipped on a pair of black panties and lacy bra. With a white long sleeve 'V' neck fitted shirt, but black skinny jeans and a pair of ankle heeled boots.
"Ms. Moser" Came the same women's voice from behind the door, "Can I come in?" I muttered a 'yes' as I ran a comb through my hair. The door opened to reveal a 5'9 women shapely in a black skin tight suit, shoulder length red hair, pouty lips and fair complexion.
"Ms. Moser" I sighed I was tired hearing that. "My name is Natasha Romanoff" I noticed my bag in her hands, I took in from her sitting on the bed. I looked through it to make sure all contents where still inside she sat next to me.
"Everything's still in there Ms. Moser" her voice was very monotone, it reminded me of my sister my heart clenched, I pushed the thought away.
"Enough with that bullshit" I snarled "Call me Sam" I rubbed my hands over my eyes. She shifted from next to me, she didn't seem to comfortable with the whole 'talking' thing.
"If you here to ask me about Loki-" she cut me off "That's not what I'm here for."
I looked over at her "Fury sent me in here thinking" she smirked finding something funny "That' you might need some girl talk" I let out a laugh she smirked "I'm not really good at that"
"You remind me of my sister Angie" God I missed my family "I miss them" I whispered to myself. "I feel like I could never go back" I looked down at my pale hands "I'm-I'm not-" I sighed not really sure how to find the words.
"Are they ok" I asked with a haunting tone, she cleared her throat as she stood up to face me.
"There being watched by S.H.E.I.L.D" I sighed in relief muttering a thank you. "So is Mr. Band Twenty-four seven" I left a half sob nodding. I wrapped my arms around her in inhuman like speed, she gasped at my speed.
He was safe, my Eddie.
I muttered a sorry as I let go of her, she didn't seem like the very emotional type. "it's alright" She muttered.
"Anyway" she placed her hands behind her back "Doctor Banner would like to see you" I furrowed my brow in confusion.
"Why?" she smiled and opened the door for me. I slung my purse onto my shoulder and followed her out.
We walked down the stark white hallway Agents hurried past us, some giving me shaky stares "Fury asked Doctor banner permission to run some test" she began "To try and figure out what happened to you"
"Isn't the tessarect more important" I was stating the obvious.
"Of course, but Mr. Stark is assisting him" she began as we walked up a flight of stairs "Nothing major just some questions to start with" I nodded "After we locate the tesserect Doctor Banner agreed to help you" I smiled as walked into front of metal sliding doors.
"In here" she motioned her hand, the doors slide open but her voice stopped me. "We would advise you not to have any contact with Loki" she warned me, I shuddered and nodded.
The room was not to big or to small, it was wall to wall glass walls, the room filled with many tablets and computers and other gadgets I couldn't recognize. I could see doctor banner talking away with Thor, he seemed distressed.
"You wanted to see me" I stated simply placing my bag onto a empty table, suddenly I was hauled into Thor's arms.
"Lady Sam" his voice filled with sorrow "I'm sorry for my brother's actions" I smiled at him as he placed me back onto my feet. "I take full-" I covered my hand over his mouth.
"You have no reason to apologies for him" he sighed as I took my hand from his mouth " you didn't attack me" he nodded as he placed his hands onto my shoulders.
"My friend" His voice was filled with such passion "If there is anything you need-you need only ask" I smiled kissing his cheek.
"I have one question" he nodded "have you every come across anything like me?" he smiled sadly me, I already knew the answer.
"No" I sighed rubbing my face "But once I locate the tesserect, and bring Loki back too Asgard" he began "I'll ask the Allfather, this I promise you" I smiled as he retreated out of the room, going to talk to Loki.
"Ms. Moser" I sighed rolling my eyes, "Please have a seat" I smiled at him, he reminded me of Eddie, his graying hair with kind eyes, hard to believe this guy turns into the hulk.
"Call me Sam" I smiled, he blushed slightly.
The metal doors slide open and out came a snarky voice "Are you making our Doctor Blush Vixen" Came Tony's voice, his clothes changed from black jeans and a black Sabbath T-shirt. The memory of him carrying my almost naked form covered in blood made me want to blush.
"Sorry about your clothes" Tony rolled his eyes as he pulled up a stool next to Bruce, he rolled his eyes at Tony.
"Tony I thought you would give us some privacy" Bruce pleaded, Tony shrugged his shoulders "I'm curious-sue me" I chuckled playing with my hair.
"I'd love to see the fangs up close" Bruce glared at Tony
I giggled he was attacking like a five year-old "No it's ok" I assured Bruce "it's nice, not to be so quite about it" I whispered.
A quite hum filled the room.
"It's nice to be around people again" I looked down at my hands "I've been isolated so long" I told them "living in abandoned buildings, isolated from the world" my voice was cold
"I was wondering if I could get a fresh sample of blood" Bruce pulled a syringe out of his pocket I shook my head.
"It won't work" I explained "Nothing can penetrate my skin" I stated as I rolled up my sleeve. "Do you have a cup" Bruce muttered a walked over to a Styrofoam cup, I muttered a thanks.
"I have to does this real quick" they watched with wondering eyes I smirked, I revealed my unmarked beautiful silken pale flesh onto my arm, my fangs clicked down and I bite down onto my wrist, I hissed drawing my wounded wrist over the cup as the blood dripped in the cup.
"There might be only a few ounces" I said a Bruce handed me a rag holding onto my wrist. "Don't worry silly" I looked at him, he looked bewildered at my wrist, it heeled immeadialty no marked flesh.
"H-how did-that's amazing" He held up my wrist, looking for any tell sign of my toern flesh, but there was none. "It's astonishing" he murmured writing some notes down onto his little clip bored, Tony tsked and stood up.
"They look sharp" Tony said pointing at them, lighting fast I grabbed his wrist, twisting it every so lightly.
"I wouldn't do that?" I smirked "Unless you want me to have a taste" I giggled, he smiled with a wolfish grin didn't even seem afraid, it was refreashing.
"Darling you can taste me anytime you like" Tony smiled taking his wrist from my grasp, I rolled my eyes. I sat back down onto my stool, clicking my fangs back in.
"How often do you need to feed?" Bruce asked me looking down with his glasses, he reminded me so much of my Eddie it was hard to focus. I sighed looking down at the fabric of my pants.
"It use to be everyday" I said with a low tone "Now I can go every few days" I sat up in my chair, they both shifted in there seats I was waiting for the questions.
"Do you kill all of your meals?" I sighed, there it was. I stood up walking over to a radom tablet, with Stark industries written on it.
"I used to" It was a whisper "It started with a intense burning in my throat" my brow furrowed. "I thought I was going crazy" I smiled looking at them "Regular food was rejected, I started to get weak"
"I remember the first time I had a taste of fresh human blood" I smiled at the memory "I had a fight with E-Eddie" I hurt to speak of his name "He knew I was acting different" I could picture his light tan skin, with the age lines and his earth colored eyes that changed with his mood.
"He thought I was cheating on him" I let out a pitiful laugh "Or he thought I was harming myself again" I rubbed my shoulder remember where my burn scars use to be.
"I ran and ran" I whispered, I watched the Agents down below scurrying like little worker bees, I chuckled slightly. "I ended up in Chicago" Tony scoffed muttering how he hated Chicago, I laughed at him
"There was this man" I could picture him now, sad to see he was a waste of a life, he was a junkie, and a thief. "He had no value of life anymore, he was a junkie"
"And I lunged and drained him dry" I smiled "No one would of missed him" I sat back down on the stool. I remember leaving his rotted corpse in the alley, feeling complete. There burning eased I felt somewhat normal.
"I didn't feel sorry about it" I picked at my perfect manicured nails "So every night while Eddie slept, I went hunting for the filth of the world" I answered him, he nodded slowly writing his notes.
"But eventually I feed on the drunks from the night club" I smiled going over to my purse looking for some cigarette, they still should be there, I smiled right at the bottom of the bag,
"Did you kill them?" Tony asked throwing what I assumed to be blueberries in his mouth, I smirked at him as I lit a smoke.
"I don't think-" I rolled my eyes at Bruce, he just smiled and shook his head.
I looked at Tony "To answer your question" I took in a long drag, smiling it felt good. "NO I just drained enough to make me full" I smiled "I can control it better"
"Loki's blood was something I had never tasted" I murmured taking a long drag "His blood was so pure" Tony scoffed.
"there's nothing pure about reindeer games" I rolled my eyes
"No I mean his blood is not tainted" I began "Like you humans" They seemed somewhat offended
"Excuse me" Bruce said with a laugh "I don't seem to understand-" I waved his hand
I smiled hanging the cig from my mouth "No humans blood is pure" I began "It's all tainted now, if you do drugs" taking in another drag "If you're a smoker, and if you're a drinker"
"Then how do you eat" tony said holding up quotes with his fingers.
I smirked at him "wouldn't you eat a poor made cheeseburger" I smiled again "If you where starving" he nodded popping a blueberry into his mouth.
"It's not just drugs" I explained "It's all the steroids they put it chickens and cows, that's in your food"
"His was like a big cheeseburger" I smiled licking my lips "That was raised on a farm, free to roam" my skin tickled "With only naturally grown grains to eat"
"I can barely feel the burning in my throat" I smiled "its very refreshing"
I watched Bruce as he scribbled away, he seemed so in the zone. He reminded me of Eddie, he was a tiny bit taller. But the kindness in his eyes, and when he smiled his eyes sparkled. The gray streaking in his hair.
I need my Eddie.
"Admiring Doctor Banner darling" Tony teased, Bruce blushed shaking his head "Tony I'm sure-"
"I was" I began Bruce looked up "You remind me of my Eddie"
Bruce smiled, Blushed and looked away "You all may think me a whore" I stated taking in a long drag "Taking a married man away from his wife" They sat in stunned silence.
Who wouldn't think I was a whore, stilling someone married. But things happen I never wanted to hurt anyone, but I needed him. And maybe someday or maybe now karma is coming back at me.
"Sam" Bruce fidgeted in his seat and cleared his throat, I shook my head
I let out a puff of smoke " Maybe he's better off without me" I murmured, I quickly covered up my grim face. "Anymore questions?" I asked with a fake smile, sitting back onto the stool.
"U-um yes" His pen fidgeted in his hand glasses falling on the brim of his nose. " Since your diet is only blood" His cheeks reddened, Tony chuckled from next to him he seemed to be enjoying Bruce's discomfort. "Do you have to-um-"
"I don't have the use of that function anymore" I laughed , Bruce nodded in a thanks "I don't get my period anymore either" I said sadly,
I never was a big n kids, but when the option is taken from you, and realizing that you might never be able to bring a little you in the world. It's heartbreaking.
"Really" Tony said shifting in his seat, he looked down at me smirking "So does that other function work" I rolled my eyes, Bruce looked appalled at his question.
"What function is that?" I asked playing dumb, taking in a long drag.
Tony smirked knowing I was playing along "You know" he smirked looking at Bruce "Come on Doctor, shouldn't you ask everything?" I smirked at Bruce's red face.
"Bruce ask away" I asked in a very soft voice crossing my legs
He looked back and forth between me and Tony cursing at us both "Do you still have the function to be intimate?" I rolled my eyes at his choice of words.
"Yes my little kitty" I began looking hotly at Bruce " Still gets very wet" Tony choked on his Blueberries. "That Function hasn't changed" I chuckled at both men.
"o-Ok" Bruce face was a red, I burst into a fit of laughter watching how uncomfortable he was, Tony smirked from next to him. "T-that's all for now" He muttered to himself as he fidgeted with the clipboard he was looking at, he looked up at me crimson slightly on his cheeks. "Do you have anything?" he asked looking somewhat professional again and composed.
My laughter quieted down "Plenty" I said with a small smile "But there's probably not much you can do at the moment" he smiled at me sadly as I took in a long drag.
"Wait" I zipped over to my bag, in a half a second I was standing in front of Bruce and Tony, while he started to cough on his blueberries.
"Shit" Tony muttered "Your fast" I smirked at him while my cigarette dangled from my mouth.
"There's something I want you to watch" I pulled my video camera out of my bag, handing it to Bruce.
"What is it' He looked down at the camera like it was a foreign object.
I smiled at him "My finally change" Bruce and Tony looked at each other, both with raised eyebrows.
"Just watch" I muttered.
My change to my body happened slowly, but just the miner changes like the speed, strength and hearing, once the huger came into play for over a month, everything struck full force, I tried to explain to them. One night I was struck with a burning through my veins, bones, my entire core.
And I left my life, home, an Eddie.
"It is 12:35 am" How many times I've watched the footage, I still cringed at the sight of myself, sickly looking, hallowed out. Scars littered my body from my old past habits, that still til this day I missed dearly.
"You look horrible" Tony confessed as he stood from next to me, as I lit another cigarette nodding at him.
"I didn't always look like that" I stated to him.
"Eddie" my voice was raspy "I love you" Crimson tears threatened to fall. "If you ever see this, it was never you" myself laughed, sweat covered my skin, I was sitting on a stained mattress. "I feel like I'm dying" myself on camera moaned.
I watched myself as I sputtered nonsense for ten minutes, I laid back onto the mattress eyes rolling in the back of my head, as I writhed in pain. Bruce scribbled away on his note paid, he looked back at me. "What are those bumps on your shoulders" I smirked at him as I took in long drag, taking It from my mouth, taking it tommy palm and pressing it against my flesh.
"Cigarette burns" I laughed, I watched as my skin healed instantly
Tony eyes met mine, his expression was hard to understand. I watched as the words got caught in his throat, he shifted his eyes back and forth. I could tell he wasn't used to situations such as this, I chuckled.
"Sadly, all of my scars have disappeared" I sighed looking at him
He furrowed his brow "Why would you do such a thing to yourself" I smiled at him sweetly, I kissed his cheek gently, placing my palm upon his warm cheek. "It was nothing I didn't deserve" he was utterly appalled with my answer.
"I had little value of my life back then boys" I stepped closer to screen. Watching my self upon it, screaming in agony. "I still do" I whispered loud enough for them to hear.
"Sam-" Bruce began but stopped to clear his throat, not sure as if what to say. I walked over to him, kissing his cheek as well.
"Skip forward eight hours" He nodded
It was slightly funny to watch me scream in agony, in fast motion. They room was filled with a tension, caused from me. They boys didn't seem to know how to react too me, I felt slightly the same.
"Stop right there" I pointed right to screen.
I looked pathetic on the screen whimpering, dripping with sweat. I was pretty much still on the camera. Then I started to scream again, and thrash for over three minutes, I watched as I clawed at my pale flesh, crimson liquid painting my skin. My breathing becoming erratic, my chest moved up and down, bloody tears poured from my eyes. And as suddenly as it became it stilled.
"What happened?" Tony asked.
Bruce looked over at both of us, I already new the answer "You died" I nodded at him grimly.
"Sam-"I shook my head and pointed to the screen again for him to watch.
Myself I screen still for two minutes exactly, a huge breath of air escaped my lungs as my back arched of the mattress, my skin changed to the color of the moon, the sweat evaporated off my body like dropping a droplet of water on hot cement. My scars and tattoos disappeared, my hair darkened to ebony black, glossy like there was never any sweat there.
Then my eyes shot open, they jumped as I my figure appeared in front of the camera lens, then the screen went black.
"I haven't changed in two years" I stood in front of them looking down at my feet "I dream for being the girl I used to be" There was a plead in my voice, as I looked down at my heeled boots.
"But I'm an animal" I laughed, as I felt bloody tears fall down my face "Who dreamed she was a girl again" I laughed pitfully.
"I'm just off of buildings, bridges, and moutains" I laughed "Not a bone broken, not a scratch" I lit another cigarette "I can't die" I stated "It will always be this"
Bloody tears cascaded down my face, I didn't sob I didn't let out a cry, I just let them slide down my face, like rain on a window sill.
"Sam-" I felt Tony's hand on my shoulder.
"NO!" I roared as my fangs descended down, and I zipped out of the room, in bloody tears.
Note: Not the way I wanted to end the chapter, but I lost how I wanted to end it. So let me know what you think. I know my grammar sucks, bare with me. So if you guys have any ideas, send me a review. Toddles.