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Chapter14: Cammie

It has been two weeks into school, well me starting my new school at least. For the past two weeks all I think about was Zach's letter. I really wanted to talk to him but...I don't know. I just couldn't. Today was such a drag. My classes seemed to be longer than usually and I don't know why. When school ended I waited outside for my mom to pick me up…but she never did. I called my dad yo see if he could pick me up but he said he couldn't because he was in a meeting, but he did say he could call my aunt Abby to pick me up sense he only lived 10 minutes away from my school. Five minutes later she pulled into the school drive away.

"Hey squirt." She said once I was in the car.

"Hi, where's mom?" I asked getting into the car.

"Oh she's on a business trip."

"When is she coming back?"

"Two weeks." She said this just as we pulled into our driveway. I didn't even notice that Zach was sitting on my front steps until I was out of the car. Today would be a great day to have my license; I didn't want to talk to him. I wasn't ready.

"Who's that?" my aunt whispered to me as the approached the house.

"Zach." I whispered back.

"Your boyfriend?" That stopped me short; Boyfriend? Did Zach even want to be…the bigger question is do I want him to be?

"I'll give you guys some time to talk." Abby said walking into the house.

Zach stood up, "Hey."

"Hi."

"Did you get my letter?" he said walking towards me until weren't even a foot apart.

"Yeah, I did."

"I really am sorry Cameron."

"You don't have to call me that."

"What?"

"I want you to call me Cammie." he smiled at this.

"I am sorry though. What happened with Liz, it was nothing. I feel bad for what happened between us. From the stupid bet to what happened with Liz. You have to believe me."

"I understand Zach and I forgive you but that doesn't change that things happened."

I know many of you are really confused as to why I'm forgiving Zach…but I was talking with my friend Tina about what happened between me and Zach, and she said we can always forgive but it hard to forget but she said I give him another chance and that I don't know what the future will bring so I should just go for it.

"Things?"

"Yes."

"Between us?" I nodded my head. There was silence between us for a moment until he broke it.

"Where have you been?"

"What?"

"For the past two weeks … you've been gone. I asked around for where you were but nobody knew. Not even Macey knew."

Man I just love that girl. I told her that I was transferring to a different school and made her promise not to tell anyone. Talk about a best friend.

"Don't worry about it Zach." I said avoiding his eyes contact.

"Don't give me that bullshit Cammie. I've been trying to reach you at school…you house. I mean you not even at your own house but whenever you are you're always busy…." He kept going on and on and on. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Fine! You want to know so badly? I transferred schools, ok? I didn't want to be near you. It's just what happened made me mad and I just couldn't look at you. I felt used, betrayed and so embarrassed." By now I was crying hard. Zach pulled me into a gentle hug.

"I needed to get away. I sorry." I cried into his shirt.

"Cammie you don't need to say you're sorry." He murmured into my hair. I longed for a moment like this with a guy and I wasn't going to let it rush by me.

"Zach?" I said pulling slightly away from his embrace.

"Humm?"

"Kiss me." It came out for of a demand rather than a question. He didn't think twice about it. He pulled me into a warm gentle kiss. His lips tasted like strawberries. I never wanted thing to end but it soon did when my phone went off. I pulled away and gave Zach a look that said 'it'll only take a sec' before answering my phone.

"Hello?" I asked annoyed.

"Well hello to you too miss grumpy pants." Macey said into the phone amused.

"What?"

"Omg! Cammie we saw everything!" I heard bex say in the background. Before I could say anything the line went dead I and I was being tackled to the ground.

"What the hell?" I screamed.

"You know most people would be in such a crappy mood after getting some lip action Cammie." bex said, getting up, for a matter of fact tone. I rolled my eyes and stood too.

"So is it true?" bex said out of breath.

I so confused." Is what true?"

"Don't play dumb cams. Are you guys together now?" Macey said.

Were we even together; I mean sure we kissed and all but wasn't Zach supposed to ask me to be his girlfriend or something around those lines? I looked at Zach for his answer but he just gave me a blank look.

"I don't know." I said simply because honestly I really didn't know at this point...is a relationship supposed to be this difficult cause it what had I just gotten myself into?

"Oh, well-"bex was cut off by her phone ringing.

"Hello? Yeah…no I haven't…calm down. What! Yeah, bye." Bex hung up her phone.

"We need to go." She said looking at Macey.

"Why?"

"deedee." Bex said simply and dragged Macey away.

"Bye Cammie!" both called over their shoulder before heading out of sight.

"Yeah, no kidding." I said back. Another moment of silence fell upon us.

"Are we?" I asked suddenly.

"Are we what?"

"Are we….you know, together?"

I took him a minute or two to answer. This isn't good.

"Look Cammie I want us to be but…"

"But?" I said wanting him to continue.

He signed. "But…Liz…and I just-"

"So it's Liz again? And to think I was going to give us a chance." I walked around him and towards my front door.

"Cammie…..please. Let me explain. You always walk away whenever I try to and it kills me. Just let me explain….please?" he begged. I signed and nodded for him to continue.

"Cammie when we first met, when we were younger, I thought you were the coolest kid on the block. You were always happy and smiling."

"I still am- he cut me off.

"That's the Cammie I want to date not this snobby bitchy one that always snaps at me.

"So now I'm a snobby bitch?" his eyes widened.

"No, no I didn't-"

"Have a goodnight Zach." I shut my door as fast as I could. I sat down and cried because I just messed up any chance Zach and I had together.

Zach POV:

I watched Cammie shut the door in my face. I didn't mean to call her a snobby bitch I was just in to moment and before I could stop myself the came out. I didn't even realize I said until Cammie said something. There was no way I giving to let her go again, ever.

I walked up the stairs and rang cams door bell. The door opened, it was Cammie. So started to close her door but I caught it with my foot. The reopened the door with the look that said 'what the hell do you want'. I looked at her and noticed that her eyes were red and puffy. It pained me to see her cry but I pained me even more to know that I was the cause of her crying. I'll make the pain go away. I'll make it go away I said over and over in my head. I pulled her towards me and into a kiss. At first she didn't kiss back but when I deepened the kiss she fell into it. Her arms wrapped around my neck while mine went to her waist and hair. After a few minutes I pulled away slightly.

"You know for someone that has never had a boyfriend you're an amazing kisser." I said smirking.

"Shut up, Goode and kiss me." she demanded and pulled me back into the kiss. From behind us we heard a voice clear and Cammie jumped away from. It was her aunt and she had a smirk plastered on her face. What is up with everyone stealing my smirk? I should make a sign that say's:

SMIRKING IS PROPERTY TO ZACHARY GOODE. IF WANTING TO SMIRK, YOU MUST PAY A FEE OF 5 DOLLARS.

"whatcha guys doing?" she asked all amused, like she was trying not to laugh.

"nothing." Cammie responded quickly.

"sure?" her aunt asked. Cammie nodded and pulled my upstairs into her room.

"doors open." Her aunt called from downstairs. She shut the door anyway and sat on her. I just continued standing not knowing really what to do. She patted the spot next to her and I sat down next to her. After a few minutes of just agonizing silence she broke it.

"So where do we stand?" she said looking up to meet my gaze.

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