We were called for an all Youtubers conference and we discussed the future of our videos and the idea was raised that all the Youtubers live together for better videos. This shocked everyone's bank accounts until Youtube said they will pay for the accommodation everyone agreed with this plan. Tobuscus gave me the most beautiful smile and did I just catch Shane looking at me? 'Oh god shut up Kitty get a grip'
Feels almost impossible to be here I tried to grab Kat's hand so I could get back to reality but her other hand was in Phil's I looked down at the table depressionseizing me instantly. Did I just see Shane staring at me again? I inwardly groaned at my stupidity, when the meeting was finished we were ordered to start packing I took my backpack and was beginning to walk out without Kat but of course me being the person who has the ability of not giving a flying fuck when I am listening to music and walking. I forget that cars drive on roads. So as I blindly placed my foot on the road depression and music consuming my vision, a car was making its way towards me, I looked up realising what is going to hit me, I stood there in utter shock not moving a limb in protest to my on coming fate. I felt two hands push me back I landed on my saviour I turned around to find the crazy eyes of Shane staring back, my mind screamed in disbelief and astonishment Shane has appeared out of the blue so many times its almost like he wants to be near me.
"Are you insane? Are you trying to get yourself fucking killed!" he shrieked scanning anxiously up and down my face. As if he actually gives a fuck, this is insane! I suddenly realised in my heart that I didn't even have to cross the road to reach the hotel. So that means I wanted to get run over by a car? I was so scared of what could have been, Shane looked at me with a more sincere glance. "Shane why do you care? You have a girlfriend go save her from a fucking car" I spat standing up and brushing off the invisible dust of my jacket. My nerves were completely screwed up even before the accident. Shane pushed himself off the ground and started walking towards me but I kept walking backwards frightened of what he was going to say. As my back slammed onto the wall behind me my mind cursed in every humane way possible. He put his hands on the wall behind me leaning his face close to mine I wanted to close my eyes because his angelic eyes were pulling me into a rollercoaster of emotions. "Kitty, stop being oblivious you know full well Lisa and I departed, now answer the god damn fucking questions what were you doing?" he said I couldn't understand what emotion was trembling through him but I could feel it in my soul. "You know damn well what I was doing Shane now can I go to my hotel? I need to pack shit up." I said trying to ignore his strong gaze, I didn't know what I was doing on that road but I will go along with whatever he thinks I was doing. He leaned in closer until our foreheads touched, my lips quivered "Kitty I am escorting you to your hotel you are not safe." I rolled my eyes and attempted to shove him away but he wouldn't budge. My eyes ignored his once again no matter how much they tried to reach mine; I jerked my knee upwards into his crotch, he howled and I ran leaving a suffering Shane behind me even though I knew that no matter how many times I will push him away from me. I still have feelings for the boy with the emo lesbian haircut.
Oh god Kitty you're a crazy bitch aren't you?
Stay tuned for more drama and more romance
I was trying to come up with a ship name but...
All I could come up with was 'Shitty'
Can you suggest ones for me pwease?
From Russia with Love
Fall xxx