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A/N – Hey guys! Sorry if it seems like I'm taking my time getting these boys together, just don't want to rush it. But thanks to everyone who's following this story and put it as their favourites. =]

This Chapter is a set a month after the last chapter (just to speed things up a little bit) Jeremy and Damon have been getting closer and hanging out all the time, although Stefan and Elena aren't quite unsure what Damon's angel is. And Elena knows that the boys are vampires now and Jeremy knows there's something going on and wants to find out! hope you enjoy!

Jeremy's POV

I could hear Elena whispering down the phone to the youngest Salvatore. I knew they were keeping something from me. Elena started acting different. I didn't know how to explain it. She hates the fact Damon and I are friends, she hated it from the start, but its different now, like I said, I couldn't explain it. Damon came over last night to play some video games and my sister watched our every move, it was like I needed a babysitter! I was sick of everyone treating me like I'm a child. Damon was the only one that treated me like an adult, although I could tell he was keeping something from me also. I grab my bag and head out the door, Elena catches up with me and asks if she could walk to school with me, which means she wants to talk to me about something.

"I'm glad to see you back to your old self" My sister bumps into the side of me and laughs

"I'm still the same" I shrugged.

"Come on Jere, you've stopped smoking pot and your smiling a lot more too"

"I guess" I shrugged again.

It was true though, I was feeling more like my old self, for once the numb feeling was going away. Once we got to school, I left my sister to talk to her friends. I saw Tyler, but walked right passed him, haven't spoken to him since the night at the Grill, when him and his buddies kicked the crap out of me. He swore he had nothing to do with it. But I didn't know if it was the truth or not, so many people were telling me lies all over the place.

After school, I headed to the boarding house, I hadn't seen Damon in a few days and wanted to see him, I felt like I was missing him. Before I could even knock on the door, Stefan opened it, looking quite distraught.

"What is it Jeremy?" he snarled. Which isn't like him.

"Hey, thought id check on Damon, not seen him in a few days" I noticed a bit of blood on his shirt but he tucked his shirt in as soon as I saw it.

"He's not here"

"Is everything ok?" I asked concerned.

"Y-yeah, everything's fine. I'll tell him you stopped by"

Before I could say anything else, the front door was closed. What the hell is going on? I thought to myself. I need to find out! I looked up at Damon's window, I swore I could see him staring back at me. Maybe I just wanted to see him? With another look at the house, I turn round and head home.

Damon's POV.

I stood at my window, watching the Gilbert boy walk away. I wanted to see him, but it wasn't safe for him to be in the house the now. Stefan fell off the wagon, so to speak and is in a bad way. Elena and I have been trying to help him. He just needs to control it. I know I make it look easy, but it is hard. I go back downstairs to find Stefan with another blood bag. I sighed.

"Elena said she's coming over tonight, to help you with your little problem" I couldn't help but smile. There's something about my brothers suffering that I enjoy.

I leave Stefan alone and head back to my room. I stare at the sketch book Jeremy left the last time he was here, that was probably why he came over. My curiosity gets the better of me and I find myself looking through it. As I flick though most of his doodles, I come across one of me. I was sitting on a couch and it looks like I'm looking at someone, smiling. I have never seen myself smile like that before, I look, happy.

Jeremy's POV

I get home to find Elena leaving. She seemed like she was in a rush. I asked her where she was going, but she ignored me. I couldn't take it any more! All the lies! I had to find out what they were keeping from me!

I wait till my aunt heads out on a date with Alaric. Once she's gone. I entered my sisters bedroom, I felt back for going in when she wasn't here, but I couldn't help it, I had to know. I search everywhere I could think of, I'm about to give up until I decide to check one more place, I go over to her bed and stick my hand under her head board, and there it was. Her diary. Whatever going on, it will be in here. She never stops writing in that thing. I go in to my room and sit at my desk. I stare at the journal. Should I really be doing this? I thought to myself. All I knew is that I had to know the truth.

A/N- please let me know If you liked it, and I will write more.