I went to the party. I didn't know what to expect. I know Nate had a girlfriend. He was kind of hard to read sometimes. I thought he was into me before when he didn't seem to be and when he was he was, I didn't see it.

"Thank you, everything for showing up." Chuck declared. "I'm glad that you're all here to celebrate my marriage to the marvelous Blair Waldorf. Although our marriage was sudden, that doesn't make it any less real. I hope that all of you are you to wish us good luck and let's have a hell of a party."

Well that seemed like Chuck Bass being Chuck Bass. I grabbed a glass of wine and began to drink. I was probably the only underage person there. I was in a good place right now. I had a new job, and I had made peace with all of my enemies. The only thing that I didn't have was the guy that I wanted. Maybe I didn't need him right now. He and Sage could be broken up by the time that I come back from England. I personally don't think that their relationship is going to last.

"So I've decided that for music we are going to have an open mike night." Blair replied. That was interesting. I noticed a piano. I was a feeling a little bit drunk, so I decided to be brave and went up on the stage. I had taken a piano class since I wanted to minor in music.

"Okay, let me start by saying that I didn't write this song." I stated. "I heard this song at a Paramore concert in London."

I then began to play.

Can't count the years on one hand
that we've been together
I need the other one to hold you

Make you feel, make you feel better
It's not a walk in the park
to love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time, I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)

Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time I'm still into you

Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya

You felt the weight of the world
fall off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
we sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time, I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time I'm still into you

Some things just, some things just make sense
and one of those is you and I (Hey)
Some things just, some things just make sense
and even after all this time (Hey)

I'm into you, baby not a day goes by
that I'm not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far

'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you

Yeah, it didn't quite fit. There was a round of applause. I got up and walked over to where Nate and Sage were. I wish that she wasn't invited.

"You're a really good singer." She complimented.

"It's not my career of choice, but thank you." I replied. "It would probably be what I would do if I wasn't a designer."

"So were you singing that about anyone in particular?" Nate asked me. I obviously didn't want to tell him the truth here.

"It's actually the only song that I know how to play on the piano…well the only good song." I responded. That was true. What kind of teacher teaches someone to old standards and children's songs? Well I got an A in the class.

A little later, I had to go to the bathroom and fix my makeup. As I came out of the stall, I noticed Sage, who happened to look very angry.

"So you think that you can just come here and steal my boyfriend?" She asked.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I replied. I wasn't going to stoop to her level.

"Everyone knows that you like Nate and then go about singing this song about being still into him and lying about it?" She responded.

"Look, I am going back to London in the morning, so I'm certainly not looking for a boyfriend right now." I countered.

She then proceeded to shove me into one of the stalls, thankfully I didn't get wet.

"You need to stay away from Nate." She threatened me.

I walked out of the bathroom. My hair was all messed up and I'm pretty sure that my hand was bleeding. As I was coming out, Nate was the first to spot me.

"What happened?" He asked.

"Your girlfriend attacked me." I replied. "Look Nate, I do still have feelings for you, but I'm not trying to win you back. I wouldn't try to do that again. I didn't do anything and I didn't say anything. I definitely didn't come back for you."

"Did anyone else see it?" He asked.

"No." I replied. "But I promise that I'm not lying. She's going to say that she didn't do anything."

"Well it was just a misunderstanding." Nate pointed out. That may be true but that wasn't the issue.

"Nate, she attacked me." I reiterated. "That's unprovoked violence. You can't honestly be okay with that."

"Well I don't know what I'm supposed to do." Nate admitted.

"Well you shouldn't ignore signs of violence when you're dating someone." I declared. "It's a sign of obsession. As someone who has experienced obsession, I know. I saw a therapist to get my attraction to a much more sane level. I may have never acted on them, but I want to seriously injure Serena. That's how bad it was. It was a real problem and something that I don't like to talk about."

I decided that I should just go home from there. I needed to start packing. I hoped that everything would work out and that I could be with Nate someday, but now with the right time when he had his psycho girlfriend.

In the morning, I went to the airport by myself. I prepared for my flight back to London. I went to the gate and to my surprise, I found Nate sitting on a bench.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"I broke up with Sage last night." He replied. "It's not because she attacked you. It's the fact that you still manage to love me after two years. I really wish that things weren't down differently between us."

"That still doesn't explain why you couldn't wait until I came back to tell me this." I pointed out.

"I didn't want to wait until you came back from London to tell you this." He replied. That was when he gave me kiss.

So there's going to be one more chapter which will probably involve a wedding. Whose wedding exactly, you'll have to wait and see. Please don't forget to review.