I sat down on there white couch with a mug of hot chocolate in my hands Carlisle spoke "what do you mean abused" I sort of shrugged "I geuss you would call it the usual stuff you know he would" I stopped think of a word bile rising as it replayed "molest me you know touch me and he would uh forcefully you know" I moved my hands in a suggestivw way "I'm sorry I don't want to talk about it" tears filled my eyes and ran down my cheeks following there earlier tracks "please don't make me relive it" sobs wracked my body as I balled up I felt a hand on my back I looked up exspecting to see esme instead I saw a different person "rose?" I asked she gave a small sad smile and sat down on the arm of the couch beside me and opened her mouth to speak "I to was abused in my human life and my last few hours as a human I was forced just as you were I understand what your feeling and Carlisle" she paused looking up at her father and smiled at him he smiled back "Carlisle he helped me and he can help you to you can talk to him like a therapist and if your not comfortable with that you can go to some one he suggest I know from experience you can say anything and it wont be told to any one not to Carlisle not to esme and even not to edward" I nodded "sounds good but can you can promise me one thing " "if I can" "don't let my mom or roger come back please" Emmett stepped up crossing his arms "Id like to see him attempt to break through us anna your family and the Cullen's protect family " I smiled at him and then yawned "I'm tired but I cant go back to asleep I don't…don't want to see him again" Rosalie gently put her hand on my shoulder "its alright we all will stay up with you after all we don't sleep" I smiled and leaned against esme loving the feeling I was getting…the feling of family