a/n: HAPPY DAY AFTER NEW YEARS! YYAAAYYYY! Let's hope 2013 is a year filled with love and happiness! And thanks to everybody who has followed, favorited and reviewed this story! You guys are just, amazing! And this story is officially a double-digit chapter story !

The Moment I wanted to change my life

17 year old Cat Valentine, stood between Beck and Andre, with a glass of sparkingly grape juice in her hand. She was at Tori's New Years Party. The music was loud, everybody crowded the t.v., waiting for the ball to drop. It was 11:30. Jade was talking to Andre and Tori about new years resoultions. Jade said she wanted to be more public with her hurtful comments. Which caused her and Tori to get into another stupid arguement. Cat laughed. Beck was going to break up the disagreement. Robbie was having a conversation with Trina, with Rex ofcourse.

Cat sat down on the couch, she wondered what she wanted to change about herself. She always found New Years Resoultions to be depressing. You have to sit there and figure out what is wrong with yourself. She also found them to be selfish. It was all about her. Nobody ever made a resoution to change the world, or help anybody else.

Cat grabbed a napkin and a pen and began scribbling ideas. She wanted to help animals, she wanted to help her friends and family. She wanted to help in any way she can. She began to cry, she is 17. So many years of her life has passed by. She could've been helping all this time, she hated herself. She has been living her life all wrong. She spent the first 17 years of her life being selfish. For that, she hated herself.

Beck saw her crying and walked up to her. " Cat, what's wrong?" Cat wiped her tears, and looked at her tear-stained list. The writing was blurry. She thought it represented her dreams. To hard to read, to hard to reach. She angrily ripped it into pieces. "Cat?" Beck kneeled down to face her. " What's wrong?" he asked again, looking her in the eyes. " I've been doing everything wrong!" she cried. " What do you mean?" Beck asked, concerned.

" I've been living life all wrong! I'm so selfish and stupid!" She yelled. Beck wrapped his arms around her. " Don't say that. You are neither of those things" "Stop lying Beck. I wasted 17 years doing nothing! I wanna do something, I want to make a difference. I want this year to be different" Cat said. " That is very sweet of you to think about, the others who need help in the world. But you aren't stupid and selfish. If your going to help others, your going to have to help yourself" Cat nodded. " Thanks, Beck"

"Anytime" Cat got up, got her glass of sprakingly grape juice, and walked to the t.v. She checked her watch. 11:59. Everybody was counting down.

"Ten" "Nine" "Eight" "Seven" "Six" "Five" "Four" "Three" "Two" "ONE!"

The ball dropped. Confetti and ballons dropped from the ceiling. Everybody was cheering, laughing and kissing.

"Happy New Year!" Everybody shouted.

Cat kissed Beck, and gave everybody a kiss on the cheek. She stood on the couch, and raised her glass. " To a new year, a new beginning, and a new life"

Man...I remember that. Just remember, a new year is a new beginning. Beck is coming to pick me up! We are going to Tori's annual New Years Party!

see you later

a/n: I know, it's the day after new years. But I couldn't post this yesterday, I was to lazy. I sorry. Have a great rest of the week. I won't be able to post any updates this weekend. Not sure when the next update will be...but it will be soon. Promise.

Luv Ya!