*cringes* I know y'all have every right to murder me right now. But if y'all do that…you won't get the new chapter…or two…coz this update shall be on the long side. There is no excuse except for I was tired the last time I updated to update this one and that I didn't have anything written the time before that. I hope that you all will forgive me and keep reading.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own anybody… oh well.

WARNINGS: Fluff, talk about disowning parents, parents' death of a young child, and an understanding and soft randy.

JUSTIN POV

Mehh… I squeak and hide my face in Randy's chest.

"N-n-nothing."

Randy wraps his arms around me. "Sorry liebe."

I nod. "'s kay."

We order our food. Cheeseburgers, bacon cheeseburgers, hotdogs, sandwiches, fries, and shakes for all around. I started humming and bouncing from the food. Randy growled and I realized I was still on his lap.

"Sorry…" he grunted and I tried to slide off his lap, but he just kept me there.

"I…please, I can't—"

I kiss his cheek. "Its fine, liefde."

He nodded, but slapped my thigh. "No more bouncing."

I blushed, "I can't help it…food does that to me."

He nods and grins, showing his canines. "I don' think you should've told me that."

I gulped. Definitely should not have.

RANDY POV

He didn't know what he just got himself into and I loved it. I already started making plans on how I would get him bouncing on me, riding me, loving me, begging for me, and screaming for me. All for me.

I growled in appreciation and tightened my hold on him. I heard him sigh in appreciation and lean further back into me. I finished eating and leaned my chin on top of his head. He felt so good in my arms. I would do anything for him. come hell or high water.

JOHN POV

Everybody was happy and content after the mishap earlier. Everyone was paired off with their mates, even the young ones of the group. I'm happy Randy finally found his one. He deserves it, after all that he's been through. Even after he was adopted; he had to go though his parents dying and him being split from his uncles, because his magic was too dangerous.

I'm amazed that he can still be open to love, no matter how guarded he can be. I remember when I first saw him, guarded, and mapping out any and all exits. He flinches whenever someone who he doesn't know tries to touch him.

FLASHBACK

"Hey uncle Shawn!"

"Hey kiddo. C'mon to the living room. Uncle Hunt and I have someone we would like you to meet." He said.

I followed him into the living room and saw a boy no older than my 13 years.

"Hi" I said and saw him focus on me, eyes scruntizing every detail of my face.

"Hi" he finally said, voice quiet.

I rocked back on the heels of my chucks, awkward moment had arisen.

"Wanna watch baseball?"

"Sure, you have inter'ational games?"

I nod. "What country?"

"Germany."

END FLASHBACK

And that started our long friendship to where we are now. Closer than best friends. We were brothers.

JUSTIN POV

He was so warm and soft, yet solid. Everyone's magic blended together and surrounded all of us in a warm cocoon. After everyone was done eating, it seemed like everyone got really sleepy and started dozing off in the booth. I was on my way to sleep when Randy nudged me awake.

"No…Randy, let me….sleep."

He picked me up and walked out the restaurant.

"Where are we going?"

"My house." He said and paused. "Me and John share."

"That's fine." We got in his Hummer with John and Evan hopping in the back. He drove to the condo that they had.

"John's uncles, who took me in, own the building and gave us a whole floor to ourselves."

I merely nodded, everything going in one ear and out the other. I was still half-sleep. He wrapped his arms around me and walked me into the building. I feel asleep somewhere between him knocking on the window and saying 'hi' to the security guard and leading me into the elevator.

FEW HOURS LATER

I woke up against this warm body that was wrapped around me. I smiled, knowing it was Randy. I turned, wanting to see his face.

"Stop moving."

I wiggled more, and turned over to face him. "I want to see you."

He smiled and kissed my nose. "See me now love?" he whispered.

I nodded, snuggling deep into his arms. "Can ah…stayherewithyou?" I asked, rushing my words together.

He tilted my chin up from where it was buried in his chest. "Ye know ye dun has ta ask."

I blushed and looked up at him. "Sure? Ah mean, I dun want to impose on you and—"

He put a finger on my lips. "Liebe, calm. Ye know ye's not imposin'. I love ye, so if ye wan' ta stay, ye can."

I smiled and kissed him. "Thank you."

"Yer alwaysth welcome, liebe."

I squeaked and giggled, snuggling into him again. "Ah likes your lisp."

RANDY POV

Can' believe he was hesitating askin' if he could stay. Of course he could, ah would never turn him away.

"Randy?"

"Hm?" I said, playing with his hair. *A/N: he has the Mohawk…*drools* sorry! Keep reading!*

"Wh-what ha-happened to your parents?"

I paused. I always said that I would always tell my mate the truth.

"They died in Germany when I was almost 10. Me uncles were over an' I went to where me parents were ta hug them goodnight when me dad grabbed me and handed me to me uncles. Next thing I knew, me mum had her dagger out. I tried to run back to them, but me uncle Glenn held me to 'im as me other uncle, Mark, went ta help them. I was screaming, trying to get to them. I dun know wha' I was gonna do, but it was gonna be something. Me uncle Mark got rebounded back as me mum screamed out to me dad and she fell to her knees. Next thing I knew, me uncle Glenn was nudgin' me. I saw that he 'ad been crying.

'Wha' happened Uncle Glenny?' I asked him, crawling in his lap.

'Well, honeybee, uncle Marky is hurt…an' ye'll has ta stay wit' us fer awhile now.'

I nodded and then looked at him. 'Where's mum and dad?'

He hung 'is head, somtin' that I've never seen 'im do. 'Remember when yer mum told ye that we all has ta leave tis Earth?'

I nodded, not liking where this part of the conversation was going.

'An' do ye remember tha' she said that if any of us ever left ye before our time, ye could always look inside ye and our magic would be there wit' yers?"

I nodded, crying. I already knew. "Th-they dead?"

He nodded. I just remember breaking down in 'is lap. Ta next day we went back to me house and jus' saw all the destruction left in ta wake. All ta people that were there, died. Only me uncles and I survived. I remember running to me parents' bodies and jus' sitting there, holding their hands.

'Mum…ah love ye. Ah love ye too dad.'

I took me dad's chain with our family crest, me mum and dad's wedding rings, me mum's studs, her lucky dagger, me mum's cross, and the signet ring. The dagger was special because it had our names on it and the cross for God to guide us, and the crest to lead us. Me uncles burned the bodies and we scattered the ashes to the four winds. Native American tradition that we always did. I lived with me uncles for almost 3 years. Me powers got stronger and after me 13th birthday, I had to move to America with some of their friends. Some of the last people that we could trust and me uncles went into hiding. I get calls from them almost every day and they may move back once I tell them that I found you. John was me anchor after I got ta know 'im. He's me best friend. Me brüder, liebe."

JUSTIN POV

I listened to his whole story. I was heartbroken to find out that he went through all of that . whenever I saw him, before we got together, he always had an expression of loneliness and sadness. I vowed right then and there to always make him smile. He will NEVER have that expression on his face again. After he got done telling me, I hugged him to me, keeping him cradled against me.

"Baby…let it out. It's ok. Jus' let go."

He shook his head. I laid him down on the bed and got a towel and climbed back in. I pulled him on top of me. His head on my chest.

"Randy…let it out. I'm here and I'm not leaving, nor will I ever leave you."

He nodded as I felt hot tear soak through my shirt.

HOURS LATER RANDY POV

I woke up, feelin' better than I had in a long time. I woke up to me mate. Who was snorin' peacefully. I tried to get up, but he pulled me back down and whimpered.

"Dun go."

""m no' goin' anywher', love."

He let go and rolled over. I made a quick trip to the bathroom and climbed back in.

"Randy…" he purred, climbing on top of me like a cat. I laughed.

"Yes?" he smiled and stretched out. "Warm."

I laughed again and stroked his back.

"Justin?"

"Hm?"

"Dun ye need clothes?"

He froze. "I can buy new ones."

"But dun ye have ye favourites at ye house?"

He nodded. "We'll have to go when me parents aren't there."

"Why?" -Why didn't he want to go home—I wondered.

"Because," he sat up. "They kind of 'disowned' me when I wouldn't marry McGillicutey. Wade and him, meaning Wade, brainwashed them. They talk to me, but our relationship isn't' the same as it used to be."

I growled. "How could they pick that piece of shit over you?"

"Easy, he and Wade are the kind of sons they never had. Me dad said I wasn't' man enough because I'm shorter than him, me hips are…yeah…, and me lips are a lot fuller, and apparently to me dad… I was more girlish than anything."

"Darlin', yer perfect and ye know that. I love ye and …yer body…is banging…"

Justin laughed when I said that. "You've been hanging around John for too long."

I nodded. "But I appreciate the gesture." He leaned up and kissed me.

I sat up with him in me lap. "Wha' bout yer mum?"

He sighed and played with me chain. "She has ta stick by me father, she could before I refused to marry 'im. So….I mean, I pack and leave. I won' stay there for them to force me into the marriage. I love YOU and I can't nor will I love anybody else."

He started hyperventilating a little bit. "Breathe, I'm not goin' anywhere. 'm righ' here."

I hugged him to my chest. "I got ye, we all got ye, love."

He nodded and snuggled more into me, falling asleep.

Soo how was that for me not updating for almost two months straight? i really hope that it's up to par. please forgive me!