'Dear Dave,
The world hates me...
But the voice hates me mocks me, It mimicks me... a
nd it reminds me about all the stuff that went down..
I miss you so much, and I can't even do anything about it... y
our smiling face... your raident eyes...
God damn it . I want to take all the fights back,
I want to be there for you!
~
Love, John Egbert'
'Dear Dave,
Hope you think of me...
and I'm sorry tomorrow is gonna be such a hard day.
I heard you came to the funeral home to visit me today.
That.. really means alot...
The voice is telling me something is gonna happen today.
Why Am I both worried , and exited?
Writing words forever
Love, John Egbert'
'Dear Dave,
Short Letter...
I love you.
Love,John Egbert.
~
Everyday, A new letter...
Friday night John sent down the small letter, the sky was shimmering with stars.
The children were running around his cloud, tossing little peices of clouds back and forth, little troll kids and little human kids.
Its kinda sad right? That They died so young, and its sad seeing younger adults, or mothers, or just people running around in general. Tonight was apparently going to be a special night.
Tonight. A select few got to meet 'Their Voice'
Their little guardian that watched over them in the afterlife.
John was all gussied up by Dolorosa , The mother instinct troll had placed him in a blue button down and a black vest, shimmering in the star powder, tying his bowtie, and fixing his hair.
"Trust me dear, Tonights your night"She smiled
"Thank you..." He whispered softly, looking down at his hands nervously.
John and the Dolorosa had connected in that parental way.
The Dolorosa had her child Signless to watch over... or..Sufferer... Him and the Disciple and the Dolorosa lived communally on the other set of neighboring clouds, along with the 'Star sent' children of the Sufferer and the Disciple; Kankri and Meulin .
John had learned alot while being up there.. that they all waited for their next generation of trolls to join them in the stars.
The Sufferer had switched things, for he died first. And once the Dolorosa and Disciple died, they joined him. And Kankri and Meulin were awaiting their StarSent children, Karkat and Nepeta.
Star Sent children were the 'Decendents' of trolls, but once they died, their generations were parents and children, a big star family.
"You Look Amazing John..."The Disciple had joined them in their conversation now.
"Indeed, Absolutely Purrfect~ " Meulins words cutting in next to hers.
"T-Thank you..."He stuttered, blushing slightly when he looked up at the 3 pairs of eyes.
"Ready to meet the Voices..." Signless wandered for them next, his swaying cloak masking and shading the majority of the blinding lights of the stars glimmering from his fragile eyes.
"Y-Yea..I guess So.. Kinda nervous though, ya know?" He asked, looking up into the eyes of Karkats ancestor .
"Nothing to be worried about as long as you don't offend her..."
"Honestly Kankri.. Calm down!" Meulin bopped the newest person in the coversation on the nose.
John sighed shakily. Signless, and Kankri. Disciple and Meulin.
"Hey Dolorosa?"
"Yes Dear?"
"Where is your Star Sent child?" He asked curiously, and regretted it when all eyes turned to the woman...
"Porrim... Porrim is a rather... Nomadic Girl..." The Dolorosa began, everyone sat down, prepared for the story.
"Porrim wants the best for the world, as Do I. She doens't come around many of the others, because she sits at the gates, watching over her Star Sent child. Kanaya." The Dolorosa explained .
"And I know that when Kanaya gets here, she will be waiting for Karkat, Just as I waited for Kankri with Signless since he passed before me" She said, reaching to lay a hand on the Sufferer's head.
The glow took over his form, phasing to the sight of a small child.. back when the Sufferer, was Signless. When she took her hand off, he was flashed back to normal.
"We wait for our dear children. As for human custom though.. we are unsure why you ended up not being waited on by someone... Or maybe, they are waiting for you to play a bigger role" The Dolorosa smiled.
John was linking them all together.
Dolorosa [Paradise Bound]- Porrim [Paradise Bound] -Kanaya [Star Sent]
Signless/Sufferer [Paradise Bound] - Kankri[Paradise Bound] - Karkat [Star Sent]
Disciple [Paradise Bound] - Meulin [Paradise Bound] - Nepeta[Star Sent]
He had encountered others nowadays as well. and would simply add them to his little log in his notebook of who he was keeping track of . And he was knowing that the trolls down on earth still. Were the STarsent, and when they died.. They would become paradise bound, aka, meaning they would remain here.
He'd met all the ancestors and their starsents. and had them linked to who they were waiting on.
The handmaid , with her Star Sent Damara and they were waiting on Aradia.
The summoner , his star sent Rufioh and they were waiting on Tavros.
The The Ψiioniic / The Helmsman , his star sent Mituna, and they were waiting on Sollux
Neophyte Redglare, her star sent Latula and they were waiting on Terezi
Marquise Spinneret Mindfang, her star sent Aranea and they were waiting on Vriska
Executer Darkleer , his star sent Horrus and they were waiting on Equius
The orphaner Duelscar, his starsent Cronus, and they were waiting on Eridan
The Grand Highblood, his starsent Kurloz and they were waiting on Gamzee
The condescenion, her starsent Meenah and they were waiting on Feferi
So. Much. To. Write. In general, his map, looked like this
Dolorosa [Paradise Bound]- Porrim [Paradise Bound] -Kanaya [Star Sent]
Signless/Sufferer [Paradise Bound] - Kankri[Paradise Bound] - Karkat [Star Sent]
Disciple [Paradise Bound] - Meulin [Paradise Bound] - Nepeta[Star Sent]
Handmaid [Paradise Bound] - Damara [Paradise Bound] - Aradia [Star Sent]
Summoner [Paradise Bound] -Rufioh [Paradise Bound] - Tavros [Star Sent]
The The Ψiioniic[Paradise Bound] -Mituna [Paradise Bound] - Sollux [Star Sent]
Neophyte R. [Paradise Bound] -Latula [Paradise Bound] -Terezi [Star Sent]
Marquise Spinneret Mindfang[Paradise Bound] - ,Aranea [Paradise Bound] - Vriska[Star Sent]
Executer Darkleer [Paradise Bound] - , Horrus[Paradise Bound] - Equius[Star Sent]
The orphaner Duelscar,[Paradise Bound] - Cronus[Paradise Bound] - , Eridan[Star Sent]
The Grand Highblood[Paradise Bound] - , Kurloz[Paradise Bound] - Gamzee[Star Sent]
The condescenion,[Paradise Bound] - Meenah[Paradise Bound] - Feferi[Star Sent]
John of course wrote most of this down cause he'd never remember, they all knew his weak attempts at sending letters. But he had encountered and whined and cried to most of them, he stayed clear of Darkleer and Horrus, kinda avoided the bully like Duelscar and Cronus, and STAYED FAR AWAY, from Grand Highblood, but, Kurloz was kinda cool.
The only family that refused any type of communation from him was Mindfang and Aranea, Vriska's ancestry. It wasn't that surprising, but they were constantly giving him looks, but never saying a word, or talking in hushed tones.
Everyone had a guess there was something up with their StarSent, Vriska.
John hadn't payed no mind to it, until his name was called, that voice. Wanting him to join the mist that soon gathered .
"Go Step inside dear, you can do it" The Dolorsa smiled, nudging the fearful John twords the fog, until he was fully submerged.
"We are always Watching..."
Only then did John notice, that the fog was circled by all of them. So. Many . Trolls.
He clutched his notebook to his chest, inside written was notes, he'd gotten everyone but Mindfang and Aranea to write a note to their trolls at home, he'd planned on sending them out later to please them.
A flash of light... and he was gone...
~~~
[[YAY ANOTHER CHAPTER DONE
. Sorry for all the cliff hangers but i wanted to put in what the hell JOhn was doing all this time XD .
note. I do take copyright for the PAradise bound, and Star SEnt meanings, that is something that i created the idea of, i do not own the scratch or ancestry characters, but the whole plots of that was my original idea. No meaning to go against Hussie, infact, i think he would be slightly pleased. ]]