Loneliness, anger and pain.

That's what I feel every day at school.
It starts with innocent walking on the hall:

"So~ Gilbert, I heard from someone you have a new boyfriend. Who is it~?" Francis asked hugging him from behind. "oh Ja! He's so Awesome! Birdie is almost Awesome as me!" he answered something which wasn't in the lines 'oh, he's just a good fuck' or 'it was a bet' surprisingly.

"Birdie…?" Francis asked "Ja! It's an Awesome nickname I gave to him cause he looks like Gilbird!"

I facepalmed.

Of course he'll like someone who's like a pet he named after himself. I wouldn't wander if it's a bird too…

"BIRDIE!" "MAPLE!" and then I saw Gilbert running after Matthew.

There was a pause for a second.

It didn't last long.

"GET AWAY FROM MY COUSIN BEER BREATH!" Francis yelled and Antonio decided he want to join the fun too "WAIT FOR ME GUYS!"

And suddenly I was completely alone in the hallway.

Fucking fantastic baby.

Ughhh and that song Feli was listening for five weeks straight got stuck in my head (I never believed I would say 'Feli' and straight in the same line!).

So I kept walking to my class, like the boss I am and some bastard ran into me on purpose just so I'll fall (but I didn't) and decided it's cool to beat up the Italian homosexual.

"Heh. Look at this fag! He can't even fall properly!" he laughed and of course his friends laughed as well! But I decided to stay cool about it to not cause problems on the first day, so I started walking away.

But that didn't please them I guess.

I was shoved down to some random lockers. "I bet you wanna suck my dick because you're so gay!" the same guy laughed as he was looming over me. His friends laughed and one of them decided it was so smart to say "why won't you make him to do it?" which of course leaded to some cheerings.

"So, fag. I'll do you a favor and let you do something you obviously wanted to do a long time! Don't you like a dick chocking you?" he asked and laughed "I bet your dick is labeled as a thing kids under 3 can't play with because it's so small if it can choke someone." I said.

I really should not have said that.

Really.

I met a fist at that point.

A fist of 153 mph.

Motherfucker that fucking hurt!

I met with another fist and some kicking.

Fuck fuck fuckity fuck on a pogo stick full of fucks!
his friends are joining, joy.

Everything is blurry, and there's pain everywhere. I started sobbing as I remembered my dream and the pain from so so long ago…

I heard a big BANG sound.

The kicking and fists stopped.

"if you touch him again, I'll not only make sure you'll live hell- but I'll make sure you're in there!" someone said.

I heard some fight noises but everything is so blurry…

"hey there, don't worry. I'm taking you to the nurse." He whispered to me and everything turned black.

Then a dream started.

~ -n- zZzZzZ ~

"hello, my name is Alfred. What's yours?" a blonde kid asked me

"R-Romano..." I answered shyly.

"wanna play with me?" he asked with a bright smile I hesitated "don't you want to play with my brother? Everyone does… even sometimes mama and papa…" I asked "no way! You look WAY cooler and strong then he is!" he said happily "really?" I asked smiling "yeah." He smiled "okay!"

The game was fun, we fought demons and dragons (cats and lizards) and saved the princess (puppy) 'like a true heroes' in Alfred's words

Then the puppy ran away.

"we have no princess to save! how can we be now true heroes?" Alfred whined

"maybe we will find a new one?" I asked.

Alfred rubbed his chin like he was thinking… and having a beard. "hmm… maybe… you'll be the princess!" he said loudly "what?! I look nothing like a princess!" I yelled in horror "please? Pretty please? With cream and cherry on top and some sprinkles? I promise I'll be the princess next time!" (he never was) "forget about the sprinkles and we have a deal!" I said.

he made me wear a dress.

A fucking dress.

"don't worry princess! I'll save you!" he yelled fighting the demon (cat) and when he won he ran to me.

"I saved you princess! Now you will marry me!" he said happily "okay. Now the game ended, right? Good, bye." I started to get away but he grabbed my arm "Nuhuh! You didn't kiss your hero! So the game didn't end yet!" he said "what? We didn't agree on-" he gave me a small kiss on the lips (a children's like of course) and smiled happily "now we will live forever and ever and we'll marry!" he said as I blushed and ran away.

HETALIA IS NOT MINE AND WILL NOT BE AT ANY POINT. :I

new chapter, SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG! QAQ
forgive me if I'm doing silly stuff .3.~nameIDC