Alone in this world

Chapter 12

confession

Marceline has worked hard today, she worked right through her lunch break; she didn't care if she starved herself for today. She was fine with it as she could eat after work. She finished stacking up the new shipment of candies onto the empty shelves along with bringing out the new candy packs. She looked up at the time and sighed with relief; a few minutes before it's time to get out of here. She stretched her arms out, feeling the strained pain that was holed up in her muscles. She goes over to her locker; she turned in the combination and opened it. She took off her work shirt and took out her leather band jacket. Before she left out the door to the front; she opened up one of the boxes that contained salt water taffy and stuffed a handful into her jacket pocket. She walked out the front door, she stopped dead in her tracks; her mouth gaped open.

She couldn't believe who was here, she thought she left forever ago but- she was here. Her old childhood friend; Bonnibel Groves. Marceline didn't know what to do, she was shocked, and she didn't know what to say or if she should say anything. Bonnie was talking to Greg; either of them noticed her which was great. She snuck by them and tried for the front door before Greg piped up and called her over. Marceline cursed herself silently before going over to them.

"Ah and this is the employee I told you about, Marceline Abadeer." Greg said with pride.

Bonnibel's eyes widen, Marceline just sheepishly waved. Bonnibel narrowed her eyes and stepped closer to Marceline who leaned away from her.

"So, how long have you been working here?" Bonnibel asked in a harsh tone.

"Two months at the most." Marceline stuttered.

"And how are you already a star employee in just two months?" Bonnibel's tone got colder.

"Um, I don't know?" Marceline honestly didn't know.

Bonnibel stepped away from her; she kept her cold glare on her. "Greg, let me speak to you in private."

Greg was about to protect but Bonnibel grabbed his arm and pulled him into the back room. Marceline sighed with relief that she didn't need to stay here and talk to Bonnibel; she honestly never wanted to talk to her. Not after what happened in middle school. Marceline too this chance and headed for the door, she gasped in surprise to see Finn there. She smiled too see him but she was curious to why he had his hands behind his back.

"Hey hero, what brings you here?" Marceline asked.

"Oh well, I thought you needed help to walk home and beside; I figured you missed this." Finn smiled as he pulled his hands out from behind him; in his hands he held the axe bass.

Marceline's eyes went wide; she snatched it out of his grasp. She tuned it a bit before strumming a few notes on it; music to her ears. She sighed happily as she turned to Finn. She pulled him into a tight hug.

"Thank you Finn." Marceline choked out, she held back tears.

Finn smiled and held onto her. "No problem, anything for my radical dame yo."

Marceline pulled away and giggled. "Well little boy blue, let's play something as we waltz into the night."

Finn nodded, he coughed to clear his throat before he started beat boxing. Marceline bobbed her head to the tune of it. She mouthed a count down before she started strumming.

"la da da da, I'm gonna to bury you in the ground. La da da da I'm gonna to bury you with my sound."

Marceline sung her voice was music to Finn's hears.

"I'm going to drink the red from your- pretty pink face. I'm gonna-… I'm gonna- ugh." Marceline stopped playing.

Finn stopped his beat boxing. "what's wrong Marceline?"

Marceline sighed. "nothing just went off track. Come on let's do another." Marceline started playing again.

Finn just shrugged and started to beat box again.

Finn and Marceline played until they came to a liquor store. Marceline stopped playing and looked at the sign, she pondered at what she was going to do. So many thoughts ran thoughts her head; the thoughts that she didn't want to hear or remember at all. She sighed and gave Finn her bass; she walked over to the store. Finn gasped, he grabbed her arm and pulled her back.

"Finn!" Marceline screamed as she tried to tug her arm away.

"but Marceline, you can't do that!" Finn protested.

Marceline struggled against his grip but Finn was much stronger then she was. She grunted and tried to pull her arm away.

"Marcy stops it!" Finn pulled her back.

Marceline slipped and fell to the ground. Finn put her bass down and kneeled down next to her.

"Marcy I didn't mean it, I just-"

Marceline put a finger to his mouth. "I know Finn but- please just let me do this. Just this once and I won't do it again, okay? Please Finn." Marceline pleaded.

Finn looked at her, he didn't know anything of what she gone through on her own and why she needed to drown it out in liquor. He wanted to help her but she was keeping him from doing that. He wanted to know what was wrong with her, two months and he tried to help her with her problems and still she won't accept it. Finn sighed, he guess he can't save everyone; not even her. He nodded and Marceline got up.

She headed into the store and down the aisle. She took a bottle of whiskey and headed for the front. The guy was a real shit, he didn't ask for an ID or anything; it's a wonder how he hasn't been fired yet. Marceline walked out of the store with her booze, she sat down on the ground and opened it up. Finn walked over to her and put her bass up against the wall before he sat down.

"you know drinking is bad for you right?" Finn said.

Marceline just nodded before taking a shot, she didn't like the taste of the alcohol but it was she had now. she wiped her mouth before taking another shot. Finn watched as she drank down the booze, tears forming in her eyes. He sighed and watched her drink her feelings away. He didn't know why she refused his offers to help her, he wanted to but Marceline won't let him. He hoped that just this once she'll let him in.

"Marceline, what are you trying to hide from me?" Finn asked as he scooted closer to her.

Marceline put down her half-finished bottle. She didn't look at him, she couldn't bare it. She shook her head and downed another shot.

"Marceline, please, talk to me." Finn nudged her.

Marceline sighed. "you wouldn't want to know, Finn"

"but I don't wanna see you like this, your always moping around somewhere and I try to help but you won't let me. Please- let me help you just this once. What's been bothering you?" Finn asked, concern making itself know in his voice.

Marceline sighed, she took another drink. "it's Bonnibel, when I saw her in the store; memories of us flashed back through my mind. Years of friendship, crushing and blooms of love and betrayal. It all hurts."

Finn furrowed his eyebrows. "what happened between you two? You were friends once."

"once…until you came along." Marceline kept her gaze away from him.

Finn was confused. "what do you mean?"

Marceline sighed. "remember that time in second grade? Valentine's day, I had a card for you. I made it myself because you were special to me; not just as a friend but- more than that." Marceline choked out that confession. "I was in love with you, all through the time we've been friends up until you had to leave in fifth grade. I didn't know how to tell you and it pained me to know that you and Bonnie were dating."

Finn was speechless. All these years he's known her and found her again; he's never known this. Marceline was his best friend and his radical dame because she didn't need anyone to fight her battles for her; she did it herself. She was tough and fearless but now, she's small and weak. Finn didn't know what to tell her. He bit her lip and scratched the back of his head.

"it's okay if you don't feel that way, seeing Bonnie made me think of what I could have had- that is if she wasn't in the picture." Marceline sighed and downed the rest of the bottle.

Finn furrowed his eyebrows, he didn't know if she was just drunk or telling him the true. He was confused and didn't know what to do. Finn opened his mouth to talk but instead he got Marceline pressing her lips to his. He was shocked, he didn't expect his but he can see tears fall down her cheeks. Finn wanted to push her away because he was sure it was just her drunk self wanting this but something about this just felt so right. He found himself wrapping his arms around her and pulling her closer to his body. Marceline felt his warmth through her jacket. she felt loved. They locked lips for a long while before they pulled away.

"let's go home hero."

Finn had to help Marceline back to his house due to her wobbling all over the place, when they finally reached his house; he balanced Marceline up against the wall so he can open the door. He pushed it open and helped Marceline in. he walked upstairs with Marceline and lead her to his bedroom; she sat her down on the bed. Marceline groaned as she lay back down on the blue covers in the blue painted room.

"you can sleep here until you feel better, I'll be downstairs watching TV if you need me." Finn said before he started to leave.

Marceline got up and grabbed his arm. "don't go…"

Finn looked back at her; he saw Marceline's eyes pleading him not to go. He had to, he didn't want her to do anything she'll regret just because she's drunk but- she was begging him not to go. He sighed and sat down on the bed with her. Marceline wrapped her arms around him, holding him tightly. Finn held her close to him before lying down on the bed with her. Marceline rested her head on his chest, her head rising and falling with the rhyme of his breathing. She was content with having him here with her, Finn was glad he chose to stay.

They lay their awhile before Marceline inched herself and kissed Finn, he didn't have any second thoughts; he just kissed her back. He found himself missing this; he moved his arms down to her lower back and held onto her. Marceline held tightly onto him as Finn moved his arms further down, no idea what demons possessed him but he started to tug her pants down. Marceline shivered, she broke the kiss and got off of him. Finn thought he did something wrong before he saw Marceline stripping. She removed her leather jacket, her tank top and her tight blue jeans; all the way down to her underwear; a wore out bra along with plain grey panties. Finn bit his lip.

Marceline tugged at his blue hoodie. "now you." She whispered.

Finn nodded, he sat up and started to take off his clothes. His blue hoodie, his plain blue shirt and cargo shorts. He was wearing just basic briefs as underwear. Marceline crawled back over to him, wrapping her arms around him. Finn bit his lip again, unsure if he should continue now that they're both in their underwear. He never done anything like this before and with Marceline here; he's not sure if he should really be doing this with a drunken Marceline. His thoughts were interrupted when Marceline started taking her bra off. She grabbed his hand and placed it on her breast, Finn froze at the contact. Marceline smiled, Finn stayed still for a bit before bringing his other hand to her other breast, he gently squeezed them. Marceline moaned at her B-cup breasts being squeezed. Marceline bit her lip as she slid her hand down Finn's chest all the way down to the waist line of his briefs, Marceline slide her hand down; her fingers barely touching Finn's penis.

Finn bit his lip harder when Marceline touched him; she kissed him and pulled down his underwear. Finn was a little embarrassed about that, he wasn't sure if she would like what she would see but Marceline smiled. His penis was a little above average size which wasn't bad at all. She took his hands off her breasts and took off her panties. She grabbed Finn and forced him on top of her. Finn's face flushed at this position, he bit his lip as Marceline wrapped her legs around his waist.

"I'm ready hero." Marceline whispered.

Finn nodded his head in response. he repositioned himself and he held onto Marceline's hands as he slowly pushed himself in. Marceline bit her lip and closed her eyes tightly; she groaned as she felt herself stretch around him. When he managed to push all of himself in Finn she pulled back out and pushed back in. Marceline's eyes shot open as she gasped, she let go his hands and wrapped her around his neck; she held on tightly to him as he started to thrust. Marceline moaned and she shifted herself a bit underneath him, she wasn't use to him yet but she didn't want him to stop. Finn groaned at the sensation of her tight moist vaginal walls being stretched by him, Marceline dug her nails into his back. Her moans grew louder and louder with each thrust, the sensation was something she missed this but with Finn here; fucking her like this made her believe this was better than the previous sex she had. Finn pressed his lips to her's as he started to pound her vagina hard, this would have made her scream if Finn wasn't kissing her.

Marceline started to cry, it hurted but it was so darn good. She moaned through the kiss, she was so close to release, she tightens herself around him. Finn groaned at her tightens around his boyhood. Finn stopped kissing as he thrusted harder into her, Marceline gasped. She bit her lip, crying a bit more as she heard Finn groan and felt him fill her up with his semen; but he didn't stop there. Marceline screamed as she reached her climax. Her breathing become heavy as she felt herself fall down from cloud nine as Finn began to slow down. Marceline bit her lip as he pulled out, it hurted but it hurted more for this to be over. Finn laid down beside her, completely exhausted like her, Marceline rolled over and hugged him.

"I love you Finn." She mumbled.

Finn caught his breath; wondering what to say to her but- it was clear how he felt.

"I love you too."

well if you guys haven't noticed

i am very bad at writing sex scenes but this is the best i could do

-A