A/n well I decided to continue the story, some people wanted me to, so ya I will continue, I will try…. So ya

Pg. 13 maybe there will be swearing who knows (sorry for typos)

And this is a yaoi so again no like, no read

There might be a little section where it gets mature….. So keep a look out

….. ON WITH THE STORY!

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Pewdie (Felix) pov

(Back where we left off)

I seems cry was extremely tired and distracted when I was talking to him, so I ended the call earlier, I didn't want to but I had to for cry's health, but I never want to stop talking to him, he always understands me, he knows what to say to cheer me up

And I almost ruined this friendship by kissing him on September 21st of last year

Ya I remember what I did last year but I acted like I didn't, begging that cry didn't either, he didn't remember and I didn't hint sadness in his eyes or any emotion but happy so I know he was telling the truth, right?

But I was glad yet sad at the same time but I already made my decision so I had to keep a smile on my face, and we did have to go to the airport.

But that night, that oh so amazing night, my feelings took control of me when I saw his beautiful face, and I just kissed him forcefully

It seems like he was enjoying himself but that's when marzia called me, I didn't want to end the kiss but I had to or marzia well get bitchy cuz she knows I don't sleep that early, anyway I separated the kiss and got off cry

He instantly got up and ran to the kitchen, he put on his mask, but he just stared down at the counter I bet thinking what just happen,

(Flash back)

I answered the call, and I beg that cry was drunk enough to forget what just happen. "Hey Felix how's it going?" I still love marzia so I'm still happy to see her. "Nothing much just…. Playing around her with cry" okay bad choice of words at this time, anyway

Marzia still had a smile on her face, it was early in the morning, what would she being doing up? But then she said. "So I can't believe you're coming back home tomorrow I just couldn't sleep, I miss you Felix."

I smiled, I missed her to but I feel at home here also, but I love marzia. "ya marzia I'm coming home" "well okay Felix, I got up early cuz well I just needed to talk to you, but I guess you want to spend more time with your bro, I'll see you tomorrow or the day after that cuz it takes like 17 hours to get here, bye I love you" I smiled and said "I love you to marzia"

I ended the Skype and closed the laptop, I sighed, then I remembered cry, I turned to look at him, I can tell he was hurt

he ran to his room and slammed his door, I realized he still had the memory of what like 2 minutes ago, I didn't know what to do, I love marzia but I also love cry, please hope to god he won't remember today.

I wanted to go knock on cry's door to comfort him but I bet he won't even remember, but what happens if he does?

I grew angry and flip the coffee table, that had my laptop but I didn't care.

Stupid feelings! Why did I have to kiss cry, just because I had feelings for him, just a little crush I had on him but when I saw his face.

His perfect chocolate brown hair waving in the right places, his oh so beautiful eyes, his perfect face, I just lost it and well kissed him

I got up from the couch, what do I do know, my best friend will probably hate me tomorrow if he remembers what I did

(Sigh) I went to my "room" and collapsed on the bed, I stared at the ceiling, what do I do if he remembers? Can I just act like I was drunk and don't remember tonight, ya that's what I'll do.

(Next morning)

I didn't get enough sleep, I just couldn't, I kept praying that if cry remembers what I did, that he will forgive me, I kept thinking that if he does remember he won't talk to me.

or look at me, he'll just drop me off the airport and well go, anyway I came out of my room with suit cases, I was reading to go, cry came out of his room, he saw me and smiled

I was confused, does he have feelings for me? No he had a girlfriend, is he BI?... no it can't be, maybe he doesn't even remember, what do I do?

Do I tell him I remember last night, or do I act like I don't, what will happen? What do I do!? (Sigh) I know what I must do, I think

"Um cry? Do you remember what happen last night cuz I sure don't" he kept the smile on his face then scratch his chin, I couldn't tell what he was thinking cuz of that mask, man why does he wear it, he has the most beautiful face in the earth and he wears that plain mask. "No pewds can't remember, but I bet it was us playing around"

I kept a smile on my face but I grew sad, he doesn't remember, for some reason I'm not relived as I thought I will be but oh well we are still friends and I like it like that….. Right?

"Well I guess we should go, the airport a long way from here." "ya pewds it was fun having you here, but you have to go back to Italy with marzia" he said marzia with an angry tone?, probably my imagination, but he had his mask lifted up to show his lips he had a smile that well melt anybody heart, those soft pink lips, the ones that you want to let them explore your body and do thing to you

NO, NO, NO, NO STOP PEWDIE JUST STOP, YOU ALMOST RUNIED YOUR FRIEND-SHIP ONCE, DON'T TRY TO RUIN IT AGAIN! Just stop thinking like this, stop, you're going back to Italy with your girlfriend, just be happy with your friend ship you manage not to ruin

… we arrived at the airport, I got out my bags and cry was closing his windows, he helped me with one of my bags, he talked all the way to the departures center, I check my bags and all that shit…. 5 more minutes tell my flight leaves, I was down until. "Hey, we still have our games and Skype right Felix" "(sigh) I suppose your right cry, but…" "But what?" I can hear concern in his voice

I smiled while still looking at the ground. "…. I just really going to miss your real reactions when you get scared, and see you jump when a bro comes out of nowhere, and seeing you in person and actually can punch you playfully or seriously when I want to, and actually bro fist you, I'm going to miss that.

He touch my shoulder and I turned to look at him. "hey don't be down pewdie, at least were still friends and got an amazing experience from meting each other, playing around, eating pizza, convincing me to go to that gaming convention, we will always have those memories"

I sighed, he had a point but I wish he had the same feeling for me… what am I saying, but it's true, I just smiled at him, man I wish he take of that mask so I can see his face. "You have a point cry. (Background) flight 227 is boarding" "well pewdie I guess you have to go, I'll Skype you when you arrive k?" "Ya ….bye cry" "bye Felix" him just saying my real name gave me shivers

I wanted to hug him but I just gave him a bro fist, the voice repeated itself, I began to walk away, I turned around and cry waved by to me, I waved back and boarded the plane, then no it can't be….. The flight attendant I cussed out in Swedish, she on this flight… shit

(End of flash back)

I sighed, well I'm leaving today, and I'm going to arrive again at 6:15 am in Florida…. again,… time zone is so difficult to understand sometimes, I'm leaving today in the early afternoon, and I'm already done packing so I'm just thinking that I have to control my emotion, cuz ever since I left Florida my feelings for cry grew but I still love marzia, (sigh) love is complicated

But I could never forget his face, their some drawings of him that are exactly how he looks like, a little off but close enough, I can't wait to see cry again, my bro, my best friend,… my secret crush, (sigh) (raspberry) pewdiepie is confused with his emotions right now

I need to get my mind off things, maybe if I play happy wheels it will

Cry (Ryan) pov

I woke up like at 8:15, I don't understand, I barely slept at all but I can't sleep now knowing my crush is coming back, the one that kissed me when he was drunk, the only one that's seen my face except my sister

(A/n I learned that cry has a sister but I don't know her name oh and she's like 2 years older than cry, just saying that)

I got up from my bed, still in my boxers, but I don't feel like getting dressed who would see me, I live alone except for my pet spots

(Again don't know if he has a pet just putting it in there)

I stretched and went to the kitchen, still in my boxers, spots was sleeping on the couch, I yawned which woke him up, he looked at me and got down from the couch, oh he's so cute... man I can be a chick sometimes when I'm around spots

But he's so small and cute…. Dam it Ryan stop being a chick

I poured kibble in his bowl and water, he began to eat, I looked around my apartment it's not that dirty just have to throw away those pizza boxes and pick up my clothes, and my laundry, it wasn't as dirty like last time, good cuz I don't have that much energy

(Later)

I finished cleaning, I've changed and all that shit I do, I just fell on the couch, spots went on the recliner and just laid their cuz he knows when something troubling me

I just closed my eyes….what happens if I can't control my emotions anymore, what happens if pewdie jumps on my lap again, what happens I can't control my urges and I attack him, what if it does happen and he never talks to me ever again, stop thinking about this Ryan, stop

Pewdie happy with marzia, marzia… she's so fucking lucky, she has pewdie, ….. Marzia! Ugh, I bet she dates pewdie for his money

NO cry don't think those things, marzia a sweet girl, and you know that, you're just jealous and you know it

This emotions and thoughts keep swarming my mind and eventually I fell asleep

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(um it's here where its gets rated M, in my opinion, so ya don't say I didn't warn you so if you don't want to read boyXboy then skip until you see squiggles)

I woke up in a …. Dark place? I had a lantern, it lit up some places, so I can see where I was going

Then 2 arms wrap around my waist, I grew stiff, then a voice whispered in my ear. "Look who I found" I know that voice anywhere. "f-Felix?" man I hate it when my voice cracks, he just chuckled and his voice purred in my ear. "Man I love it when you say my real name Ryan" he licked my ear.

it send shivers downs my spine and before I can say anything, he turned me around to face him, he reached up to take off my mask, I just closed my eyes, then I felt the air hit my face, I opened my eyes, to see his eyes more darker shade.

He grab the lantern from my hand and set it down on the floor, then he grab my forcefully and pushed me down to the floor

I hit the floor with a THUD, I rub my head then Felix climb on top of me and crushed our lips together, my eyes grew but slowly closed, then he licked the bottom of my lip to allow him entrance, I eagerly accepted

His tongue explored my mouth we fought for dominance he won, I moaned into the kiss, I didn't even realize he pinned my hands near my head

He began to grind me, I moaned again into the kiss which only encourage him to grind harder, we separated so we can breathe but Felix just kept on grinding me, my moans escape and it echoed, I was breathing fast, both our erections were grinding at a fast motion

My erection wanting to be touched, then Felix started attacking my neck, I moved my head to the side so he can get better access, he began licking, kissing, nipping, he found that certain sweet spot on my neck and bit it, I screamed and arched forward were it only caused more friction

My moans became louder, he let go of my arms and he unbutton my shirt, then he began to rub my nipples with his thumbs I moaned more load, I can tell he smirked, one of his hands snaked down to my pants, he unbutton and un zipped them, he began to pull them off, he manage to make them to my ankles, I sighed in relief my pants started to hurt

He began to rub my erection in which I only whimpered.

" cry?" I struggled to make words in my hazy mind. " y-ya?" " beg" I was surprised by what he said, but I really wanted this. " p-please" I see him hake his head in disapporvel. " you can do better than that cry" I bit my bottom lip.

" please m-more" " come on you can do it, beg!" " p-please felix M-MORE!" he smiled and continued rubbing then he began tracing kiss down my neck and my chest, until he reached my boxers, he kissed my erection threw my boxers, and I twitched, my erection really wanted to release, he began to pull of my boxers when

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(Reality) I fell off the couch and hit my head, I sat up and rub my head…. Whoa I really do want Felix, that's going to be a problem, and Felix going to stay here for a week, shit, this is going to be a serious problem

(Morning)

Pewdie pov (Felix)

I was awaken by the announcement of the flight attendant saying on the speaker "please fasten your seat belts, where about to land" I sighed and put on my seat belt, well I'm in Florida again my home away from home, wait what am I saying? Oh well I just woke up, please hope to god cry didn't forget again that my flight lands, he did last year….. Last year….

(Later) I excited the airport to smell the Florida air, it's always so fresh, I took out my phone and I was about to call cry when "excuse me sir do you have the time?" I turned around to see, that poker mask,….cry?..." CRY! Man you sly dog you, I forgot you can do a British accent, I really thought you were some stranger"

His mask was lifted up a bit so I can see him smile. "That was the point my dear friend" I punched him on the shoulder. "Stop talking British, I'm surprised you didn't forget this time."

His cheeks grew pink. "Well I couldn't stop thinking about it" I wonder why his cheeks are pink? But hey its cry his mysterious, and I totally forgot I have to act like I haven't seen his face cuz I said I was drunk and couldn't remember, shit, his face is gorgeous

"So have you got anything to eat cuz well airplane food is disgusting when you're not in the right class" he laughed and nodded. "Ya at home, so to the cry mobile!"

"You named your car the cry mobile Pfft? He lowered his mask so it can fit more properly on his face, man I like his smile, then he spoke. "Well did I judge you when you named your car the bro mobile?... no so don't judge" he laughed again and I joined, it was only a onetime thing gosh

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We arrived again to his casa, I saw spots sleeping peacefully, Man I should have brought Maya, anyway he came to the kitchen and took out left over pizza, he seems more awake this time. "hey pewdie you re-heat this when I go take a shower kay?

I smiled and nodded, he went to his room then the bathroom, I went to the kitchen and put 3 slices of pizza in the microwave, I heard the shower start, and sick images came into my mind, seeing water drip down cry skin and… NO PEWDIE STOP!

(Sigh) this is going to be a long week, so stop imaging cry naked, and wet, and seeing water drip down his hair to his face… FELIX STOP! (raseberry) god please help

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A/n I regret nothing of writing that rated M section so ya, I warned you so don't flame, so ya what do you guys think of this chapter, I'm kind of writing it as we go, I might publish this on a weekly subject, review or PM me….. oh and I have nothing against marzia.