OKAY IM BACK, SO YA, BACK WHERE WE LEFT AT, ALL THIS IS 3 DAYS, CAN YOU BELIVE IT

(Takes caps lock off) so this is like the 5th chapter

So um, I'm kind of winging it as I go

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ON WITH THE STORY

(FYI I'm kind of hyper while writing this, just a warning)

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Pewdie pov (Felix)

(In kitchen)

I stood there like an idiot with my jaw drop, cry just…. he just, what happen? He was smiling very weak yet cheerful and caring at me 45 minutes ago, what happen?

And what did he mean I didn't DO anything I didn't DO NOTHING! Does he mean a move on him, is that why he's been flirting with me, was he dropping hints?

Oh god I'm so stupid,

but my thought were ruined by screaming and something that went SMASH, it made me jump but what really hurt me was to hear crying

Cry was crying, it felt like someone stab me in the heart, I wanted to break down the bathroom door, hug him and never let go until he stops crying, but he's already mad at me, I don't know why

What did I do? Was I so blind that I didn't realize cry was being extra flirty with me, is that it? But if I make a move and it turns out that's not why he was mad at me he'll hate me even more

Tears formed in my eyes, I want to help, but what do I do?, its obivious he's mad at me but from what? What did I do, he was fine when he went to sleep

Maybe he overheard the conversation I had with jasmine how I want him to be more than a friend, did he over hear it, does he really hate me?

I began to cry more, I went to my "room" and I just grab a pillow and cried in it, does he hate me cuz I have feelings for him, it hurts not knowing, I wonder what he's mad at me for?

I cried even more but it was muffled by the pillow, cry hates me and I don't know why

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I must have fallen asleep cuz I was awaken by jasmine voice, I got up and check out my door, jasmine put her bag on the counter and looked around, I existed, she saw me, she had a smile but then it grew to a frown then she said.

"What's wrong Felix it looks like you've been crying" just remembering what happen made me cry slightly, her face grew more worried. "What's wrong Felix you can tell me."

I wiped my eyes and stuttered. "C-cry—" her face grew panicked, then she silently screamed. "Something happen to my brother, it wasn't just back pain, oh my gosh is he in the hospital?!"

I shook my head no, she always jump to the worse things. "L-let me finish okay *sniff* he's f-fine—"she cut me off again. "Then why are you crying?" I looked at her slightly annoyed, her face grew red. "R-right let you finish, sorry, go ahead." I took a deep breath and then spoke.

"cry woke up angry, t-then he screamed at me, and he was angry at me, y-yet I don't know why, I think he overheard our conversation and h-hates me, he locked himself in the bathroom with spots, I think he hurt himself, and now he's angry as fuck, I don't think he's come out."

"It makes me cry cuz I think he doesn't feel the same way about me so when he overheard our conversation he thinks I'm a faggot

(A/n man I hate that word, anybody else hates the word… faggot?)

Or maybe it's another reason, but please jasmine can you talk to him?" she bit her knuckle then nodded then she said. "I'll try but you won't understand a word we say, okay, go freshen up at the sink your eyes are red and you have tear streaks, I'm sure I can reason with my brother."

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Cry pov

I was woken up by knocking on the door, then again I spoke in an annoyed voice. I-I don't want to talk Felix" then the voice surprised me. "It's me, jasmine, we need to talk, now!"

she sounded serious, did Felix call her over here, I sat up and crawled to the door, I was to tired to stand, I unlock the door and back up, I went on my knees, my sister open the door and entered, she sat on the floor, it was quiet tell she spoke.

(Secret language)

(a/n I don't know if they have a secret language I just needed something so felix wont understand a word they say)

"I see you're mad at Felix, but why?" tears formed in my eyes, then I spoke. "Cuz I r-realized I can N-never have him, he isn't gay or BI, he's just straight."

Her eyes soften like if she was hiding something then she said. "So you're mad at Felix for being him and with marzia, but Felix doesn't deserve this anger from yours, you were fine when you woke up last time I was here, what changed?"

I looked at the floor then spoke. " I had a dream that made me realize he never going to like me, he's happy with marzia, and we all know she doesn't love him for who he is, but it hurt me to see everything single fact put in front of me and I cracked."

She sighed and pulled her hair back. "But your angry at Felix for nothing, you are afraid Felix never talked to you again, well you're doing that to him right now, aren't you?

She made a point, what I never wanted Felix to do to me, I'm doing to him, and it's true he didn't do anything. "But what the point it's only going to make me sadder that I can't have him."

I was starting to shake I can barely see my sister threw the tears, I cried even more, I look up at my sis,She bit her knuckle, I know what that means, and she knows something.

"What are you hiding?" she was shocked then said. "Something important, but you know me, I never break a promise even though it's important." I grew angry she knows something "you have to tell me! You know something, TELL ME!" she snap at me "no, I never broke your promises did I! so I won't break other people promises no matter how much you try to convince me!.

She made another good point, dam you sis, she sighed. "but I didn't come in here to have a fight with you, I'm trying to tell you, don't be an ass to Felix who hasn't done anything, just cuz your emotions are out of order doesn't mean you have to express them towards Felix who doesn't understand what he did! Put yourself in his shoes!

Dam she makes good points, how would I feel if Felix did this to me, confused, sad, idiotic, worried…. Is this how Felix feels?

I sighed then said. "Fine, I won't express my anger towards Felix for doing nothing but be him, I will learn how to control it, but I warn you sis, if he dares, speak out of term or something that angers me a lot, I will do something about. She raised her hands then said "it's fine if you don't hurt him physically or kill him."

Spots was on her lap, she looked up and saw the broken mirror, she looked at me then at my hand, she shook her head, then she said. "You let Mad!Cry take over didn't you, *sigh* but seeing your back to yourself….. Now come on let's get out of the bathroom and again don't be an ass. (End of secret language)

we got up, I was barely able to stand with all the shaking I was doing cuz of the crying, I barely realized how thirsty I was, I still had my sunny D, I pick it up and chugged it down, then I walked over to my mask and pick it up and put it on, I sighed, great have to control my emotions now, and I still haven't slept well all week, great.

We existed the bathroom to see Felix staring out the kitchen window, I coughed and he turned around, his eyes were slightly pink but before he could say anything I spoke. "Sorry Felix for making you sad, I just had a dream where I remembered something at it got me angry, you really didn't do anything, can you forgive me?"

He had a small smile then said. "Ya, I can, that's what bros are for right?" I smiled, just bros, just bros, a phone ranged and my sister answered her phone then she hanged up. " I have to go guys, can you not kill each other while I'm gone, I'm coming back tomorrow to see how you're doing, I do have a spare key remember, it's like 1:00 right now, go do guy stuff, bye. She left

Great got to deal with this my self

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We were watching TV, everything else was put on track, we couldn't play video games cuz I kind of cut my playing hand, nice way to think that out cry, oh and me and Felix clean the broken glass, everything was fine until

RING, RING, RING it was Felix laptop, oh no not marzia, what I she doing up, it's like 5:00pm at our time, what does that make in Italy?

He answered, I got up and went to the kitchen, where's my I pod, where's my I pod, it well distract me

FOUND IT, DEAD BATTERY! FUCK

I over hear them, and my angry started to return, dam it marzia, you don't deserve Felix, you never did!

I turned around, he was smiling and laughing, and I snap, I completely snap,

There's no stopping me,

What I want, is what I'll get, and I want Felix NOW!

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Pewdie pov (Felix)

Cry walked behind my laptop and slammed it closed, I was shocked then he spoke to me in his "cry voice" "I had enough of this bull shit"

I was about to say something when he pounced on me, he kissed me forcefully, I was shocked and stiff, but he didn't care, he no longer cares, one of his hands snaked down to unbutton my pants, then that's when I reacted, I put 2 hands on his shoulders and pushed him off just a little bit so I can talk.

"C-Cry what are yo—" I was cut off when he put one of his free hands to cover my mouth, my eyes grew, he unbutton and unzipped my pants then he lowered them to my ankles, I had shallow breathing, I knew where this was going

He puffed hot air on my lower organ threw my boxers and it felt so DAM good, I was growing an erection, I looked at him and he gave a smirk, he puffed more hot air and the more my erection grew, I wanted to feel his warm mouth around my organ, I wanted it badly

I began panting, just do it already cry, do it, his free hand began to rub my cock threw my boxers and he puffed more hot air, my erection began to twitch, man I need to release

I whimpered, and cry gave a shocked face like he didn't expect it, my face grew red, his smirk just grew,

Cry pov

I hear Felix whimper, is he enjoying this? Or is it just the body reacting, oh who cares ,I lowered his boxers to see my prize, I lick the side of his cock, he jolted, his whimpers became more loud, I open my mouth but I looked at Felix who eyes were wide and he put his head against the couch arm,

I took away my hand from his mouth I can hear his shallow breathing

He then tried to speak but I cut him off by putting the head of his dick in my mouth and suck hard, he just half moaned half screamed, his hands clutching the couch, I put more of his cock in my mouth, he began gasping

I suck and lick, my tongue lap dance around his organ,

He began to moan, and his nails dig more into the couch, when he tried to speak but I only suck more, and his moans grew as I lick

"F-fuck! *pant* f-fuck!" he would say over and over as sucked, my teeth grazed his dick and he screamed and his fist turned white from grabbing the couch

"C-cry aaaaahhhhh FUCK ME ah ah ah FUCK" I lick the top of his dick where's there's a slit, I could taste his pre cum, he only moaned, his hands left the couch and went in my hair, he slightly pulled my hair but I refused to release him from this oral pose

But I was wrong he wasn't pulling me away he was pushing me down more, it almost made me gag cuz he was long and thick, probably 9 inches, I don't know but I was afraid he might choke me so I relax my trought, he began to trust into my mouth, again I almost chocked until I found a rhythm

His grip on my hair tighten, and his back arch, I knew he was coming, so I got ready, I suck so hard I practically suck his chum right out of him

I try to hold it down but my mind became a white haze, I released the oral grip I had on Felix and I fell back on the couch, I shut my eyes tight, until the white haze well go away.

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I still had my mask on but it was up to show my lips, so I can give Felix the blowjob, even I was panting, my mind was becoming clear but I looked over Felix who had his head rested on the couch arm and his breathing returned to normal

I just realized, I kind of short of raped Felix, I forced him into the blowjob, maybe its not rape cuz he never pushed me off yet I never really gave him a chance so he can get away, so maybe it is rape?

I can tell his mind was gone for a while cuz he didn't do anything, I put on his boxers and pants, I looked at the recliner, spots had one eye open to see what was all the noise ,I raised an eyebrow and said. "Like the show spots?" spots just huffed and went back to sleep

Probably Felix is going to hate me, he isn't gay and look what I did to him, tears slid down my face, it's for sure, I raped Felix, I stood up, Felix lifted up his head and frown,

I knew what was coming, he was going to say "what's wrong with you, why you do that to me" so before he can even speak I said. "I'm sorry, my feelings just kick in, if you hate me forever I understand, I forced you into that pose, and well forced a blowjob, I understand if you want to go back home"

I left before he can respond, I went to my room, I didn't even bother to close the door, if Felix wanted to bet me up he had every right to, cuz he was simply talking to his girlfriend and I attacked him, he hates me, or despise me right now

I took off my mask, and set it on the nightstand, *sigh* nice going cry, you rape your best friend

Felix came staggering in, I looked at him but he didn't have anger in his eyes, he had…. Lust? Wait what?, then he said. "Oh I'm not done with you just yet Ryan, it will be a shame to leave you hard like that…. I'm going to make you scream my name, if it's the last thing I do"

Before I can react he tackled me to the bed and~~

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A/n I REGRET NOTHING, I WARNED YOU SO DON'T FLAME! Send me a PM if I should post what Felix did to cry… or review which ever one I just need to know if I should write the rated M version or the rated T version, oh and what you think of this chapter?