Well I guess you guys have to read the T version

Oh well, you guys voted, I did not… there's such a thing called PM

So um ya please read, don't be sad and not finish the story cuz it's not rated M

So um I think I'll save an M chapter for later on in the story

Oh and I forgot to say in early chapters that I don't own pewdie or cry

ON WITH THE STORY!

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Cry pov

I was catching my breath, and resting my head on Felix chest and his arm bringing me closer to him, we were covered in sweat, drool, lubricant, some tears, and…. another fluid,

my sheets covered our lower organs, and I was listening to Felix heart beat which mange to go back to normal and also his breathing, while I still was panting, that was the most amazing thing I can experience just happen,

I dozed off to sleep, when I awoke, Felix was awake but somehow I knew he went to sleep but woke up before me

But something was still bothering me, something that I pushed back in my head but came back, I was afraid of the answer he was going to tell me when I ask him

but I have to ask or it well eat me from the inside out, I looked up at Felix who was looking down at me and smiling, I blushed then he kissed my forehead then he said. "You're still blushing after what we did? Oh you're so cute."

I blushed even more, he kissed me again but on the lips, I smiled but then concern grew over my face

He said "is everything okay? I didn't hurt you did I?" I just gave a small smile then I looked up at his eyes, he was truly concern,

I just sighed and sat up, I put on my boxers and just sat there looking at the floor

Then Felix sat up then he really, really had concern in his face and voice. "What's wrong?" I looked at him with tears in my eyes, then I said. "D-do you s-still have feelings for marzia?"

His face totally change to concern to shock, he looked at me then he struggle to put words together, like if he never expected me to ask that question,

More tears came to my eyes, he then manage to say. "Well I…. you know… we…. You…. Us?... um, her… me, um um" I began to cry even more, I got my answer, he still has feelings for marzia, that's why I was afraid to ask the question

I manage to say I-I-I knew it, you still love marzia, I'm just a little s-sex toy to you." I began to cry even more then he said. "No, no, no I-I-I-I."

Then anger came over and I snap at him. "You, you, you what? You got caught cuz you admit I'm just a sex toy to you that you can fuck whenever you want!, that you play with my emotions! That's just it isn't it!"

he truly was speechless then I grew more angry, he hasn't said anything to tell me I was wrong and he doesn't think of me as a sex toy, he hasn't said anything to tell me he doesn't have feelings for marzia anymore,

He just look at me with shock

More tears came to my eyes, I stood up and grab my shirt and pants and put them on in record time and I got up and began walking away when~ ~

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Pewdiepie pov (Felix)

I was lying in bed with cry, or Ryan as I should say anyway, what we just did was amazing, I will happily chose cry over marzia any day, which reminds me I have to break up with her,

I dozed off and when I awoke

I looked down at cry he was sleeping peacefully on my chest, well it seems like he's sleeping, and I wonder why he hides his face with his mask, why?

I didn't realize I was staring at cry until he shifted and looked up at me, those deep blue eyes, there so beautiful, I kissed cry on the forehead and he blushed, aaawww he's so adorable, just seeing his face can make me hard all over again

If I think about it a lot, then my thoughts were mis-tracked when I see concern in cry's face,

I was afraid I might have hurt him while I penetrated him so I ask. "Is everything okay? I didn't hurt you did I?"

He just gave me a small smile then he sighed and sat up and put on his boxers

What's up with cry? , he sat there staring at the floor, now I sat up,

Something was definitely wrong, then he turned to look at me, he had tears in his eyes then he said "d-do you still have feelings for marzia?" I was shocked, I didn't know he would ask me that, that early

Of course I don't have no more feelings for marzia, I love cry, we have a lot of common,

I didn't realize I didn't answer to cry, and he was looking at me with those deep blue eyes,

I struggled to put words together cuz I didn't want to mess up, but even struggling to put words together, I made it worse and cry jump to conclusion then he snap at me,

Which surprised me cuz I never heard cry raise his voice at anyone he said he was a sex toy to me, then I said. "No, no, I-I~" he cut me off when he said. "You, you, you what?! (A/n you already know what he said)"

I was truly speechless, I wanted to say, no, I love you, I care about you and you mean everything to me Ryan, but I didn't I was just speechless, this made him Ryan cry even more

He put on his shirt and pants faster than I took them off,

He got up and began to walk away

I manage to stand and put on my boxers and grab his arm, he just jerked me away and turned to look at me

He was crying even more, then he snap at me again. "What! What do you want! Are you going to tell me that you love me? If you did, you should have said that when I asked you if you still have feelings for marzia! But you didn't! Did you!?"

He began to speed walk away from me when I grab his arm again and said

"I LOVE YOU MARZIA!" then I covered my mouth, cry stood there not facing me, then he grew stiff

I just said "I love you marzia" oh no this is bad, it was just a slip of the tongue, a force of habit

" I mean Ryan, I love you Ryan, I'm sorry 2 years of saying "I love you marzia", it's a force of habi~" I was cut off when I felt a stinging sensation on my cheek, I looked at cry who had hurt/anger in their eyes, tears sliding down his face,

But my cheek grew red, cry….. Ryan just slapped me

Cry just stormed off to the bathroom and slammed the door, then I heard crying,

Tears slid down my face, shit cry slaps hard,

but that's not why I'm crying I'm crying cuz my stupid force of habit saying "I love you marzia" just gave me a shit load, I said I love you marzia because it's what I've been saying for 2 years, and now I just ruined my "pre- relationship" with cry

Tears slid down my red cheek but I refused to make a sound, I have no right to cry, Ryan does, I just broke his heart, and I didn't mean to

I continued to cry slightly, I put on my clothes very slowly, all I can hear is Ryan crying, then I hear ringing, and I realized, my laptop been on this whole time, I kept hearing the ringtone,

I knew who was calling and I got angry, all the bad memories I had of me and marzia came to me and I realized, marzia only loves me for my money

Marzia only loves me for my money

She only loves me for my money

Loves me only for the money

Only. For. The. Money.

THAT BITCH!

That explains when we get into a fight she goes out to buy some expensive shit then she says "I forgive you" then it's like we never had a fight

THAT BITCH ONLY LOVES ME FOR MY MONEY!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Anger boiled inside me, why didn't I realize this sooner,

No wonder I felt like jasmine and cry never liked her cuz they knew the truth,

They knew marzia's love for me was fake! They knew she only cared about the money!

FUCK WHY WAS I SO BLIND!

"FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!" I screamed of pure anger and I punched the wall, I left a dent, then I screamed. "FUCK FUCK FUCK! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO BLIND, MARZIA ONLY LOVES ME FOR MY MONEY…. THAT BITCH, THAT WHORE, AAAAHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK!"

The ringing keep going and I got annoyed, what the fuck is marzia doing up so late? It's like 1:00am over there

I stormed off to the living room, I found my laptop on the coffee table where cry put it when he… I don't want to think about it, It makes me sad I mad Ryan cry

The ringing continued, my anger grew, I flew open my laptop and slammed down on the accept button

Then came out back stabbing gold digger marzia, she was bubbly to be up so late, she saw me but didn't see threw my fake "so glad you live" face

But she wouldn't have notice it was fake, she was blabby about what she did today mostly shopping, finally after like 7 minutes she said. "Anyway that was like ¼ of the day, how are you doing Felix?"

"Do you really want to know?" I said half annoyed half angry. But yet again she didn't notice.

"Ya I want to know I want to know what you think in that head of yours" she smile, which was fake, then I snap, cuz of you marzia I lost my chance with cry, it's also half my fault then I said. "You want to know what I think?, well I think you're a~ ~

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a/n well I'm going to end it there, there's a part 2 so ya, just saying that, leave a review on what you think of this chapter, if you got confused I'm sorry, PM me if you want me to explain, other than that hope you like this chapter, review on how you felt about this, cuz I am lost, I just writing down drama, I'm a drama girl, I can never give them a break, I'm lost in this story