I'm back school been a bitch, anyone else?

Oh well anyway here's part 2!

Again I don't own cry or pewdie

And I have NOTHING! Against marzia!

ON WITH THE STORY!

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Cry pov (Ryan)

I slammed the door of the bathroom but instantly broke down and fell to my knees

I let my self be used as a sex toy! As a FUCKING SEX TOY!

That's is PATRHETIC RYAN! PATHETIC!

I began to cry even more, I hear faint scratching at the door but all I wanted is to be alone, even cutting spots out of my life

Why? Why? WHY? WHY!? WHY DO YOU LET YOUR SELF BELIVE THERE WAS SOMETHING BETWEEN YOU TWO RYAN?! WHY!

Felix was just horny, he didn't care, and he just used you as a FUCKING SEX TOY!

A sex toy

That's low even for you Ryan, and you dealt with Mad!Cry

*wheeze* I couldn't breathe, and then I curled into a ball and cried even more, why am I so PATHETIC!

*sniff* *sniff* *sob* *wheeze* dam it Ryan, dam it dam it! DAM IT!

After a couple of minutes which seems like hours, I manage to calm down then

SMACK!

I jumped, then I hear Felix cussing and all this other shit…. Why was he like this, he didn't have feelings towards me, then I hear the faint ringing, oh… I see

He's angry cuz he's girlfriend called when he was already satisfied sexually he didn't need her nagging him without getting anything in return

Then my sadness calmed down and anger grew, FUCK FUCK FUCK! WHY ARE YOU STUPID AS FUCK RYAN!

YOU LET YOUR FUCKING FEELINGS BLOCK YOU FROM REALITY! YOU WOULD HAVE SEEN FELIX USING YOU!

… but it seems so real, the emotions, the love, the caring…. What is Felix an actor like my sis

Cuz he never told me he didn't think of me as a sex toy, he just kept quiet, never said a word to tell me I was wrong, and what really angered me is that he said to me to ME! "I love you marzia!"

I. love. You. Marzia.

It haunts me, he was thinking of her when I was mad at him

Just made my self believe there was a chance with him

*my sadness kick in and my anger subsided*

*sob* *sob* *wheeze*

Why do you have to be so pathetic?

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After what seem like forever marzia finally asked Felix how he was doing

I knew I shouldn't be eves dropping but hey my home I can do whatever I want but what surprised me is I can tell Felix was angry by the tone of his voice, but apparently marzia didn't notice…. Shocker

But I wanted to see what was he angry about? Obviously it was something different that was bothering him, does he think of me as a boyfriend and not a sex toy?

Nah I'm just tricking myself again

But yet again…. No never mind

But I was still curious why was he mad? Cuz obviously he spent 2 years with marzia, he learned how to zone her out, so obvious he didn't notice her nagging, so why did he sound so angry?

I exited the bathroom and used the wall for my support, I literally cried my energy away

I peck my head in the living room she told him she wanted to know what he was thinking and what he said really surprised me he said

"You want to know what I think. Well I think you're a BACK STABBING, GOLD DIGGING, BITCH WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING OTHER THAN MONEY! AND YOUR SELF!,

I THINK YOU LIVE OFF ON OTHER LIVINGS, YOU'RE A LENCH THAT SUCKS THE BANK DRY AND WHEN ITS ALL EMPTY OR NOT TO YOUR SASIFIACTION YOU MOVE ON TO AN OTHER MONEY BAGS,

BUT I CAUGHT ON TO YOUR LITTLE LIE, YOU NEVER LOVED ME YOU LOVED MY MONEY! BUT I REALIZE TO LATE

CUZ OF YOU! AND HALF OF ME, I JUST RUNIED A TRUE REALTIONSHIP CUZ I WAS SO FUCKING BLIND FOR 2 FUCKING YEARS! THAT I GOT USED TO SAY "I love you marzia" AND NOW IT'S A HABIT

, BUT NOT ANYMORE, YOU KNOW WHY CUZ IM IN LOVE WITH CRY, I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART, AND IM NO LONGER GOING TO SAY "I love you marzia" NEVER AGAIN CUZ I LOVE RYAN,

BUT I RUNIED IT CUZ OF MY FUCKING HABIT, SO YA ITS OVER MARZIA AND GOOD LUCK GETTING MONEY CUZ I CHANGE MY PIN AND FROZE YOUR CRIDET CARD! SO HA BITCH!"

He slammed his computer shut, my jaw dropped, he does care about me, he really does, but my thoughts were ruined by crying and then this is what he said.

"Because of my fucking habit I said the wrong thing to Ryan, I really meant to say "I love you Ryan" but my habit took the better of me,

I want to make things up with you cry but, you probably hate me, you probably think I used you but I didn't use you, I love you, but I hurt you too badly and you locked yourself in the bathroom…

I'm sorry, I'm sorry….. I. love. You. Ryan….. With all my heart, too bad you aren't going to give me a chance to talk, you even slap me *sigh* I want Ryan, I want to hold him, I want to make everything right"

Tears slid down my face, he really does care, and I knew he was telling the truth cuz he didn't know I was there cuz he was talking to me in 3rd perspective?

Felix does love me, he does

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Pewdiepie pov (Felix)

Look at me, I'm so heartbroken of losing Ryan, I'm talking to nobody, *sigh* I'm sorry Ryan, I do love you, I love you, I love you. "I love you Ryan, too bad you lock yourself in the bathroom" *sigh* *sniff*

Then something hugged me from behind, I grew stiff, was it Ryan? Or a freaking perv, I was to scare to look until I heard. "I love you 2 Felix, and I heard everything."

I felt him burry his face in my back but I turned around so I can face him, but he just buried his face in my chest, I saw tears sliding down his face and I started to cry, but these were happy tears

I return the hug, I gave him a tight squeeze, I kissed him on the forehead, and I rested my chin on his head, he was crying silently

I rub his arm, I took off my chin from his head and looked him, he looked up at me, I sweet smile on his face, tears sliding down his face,

I used my thumb to wipe them away then I said. "I love you Ryan, more than anything, what I said back there in the bed, I was just shocked, I couldn't believe you still thought I loved marzia after what we just did, and I accidentally said "I love you~~"

He shushed me then said. "I thought you said you were never going to say those 4 words." He gave me a small smile and he kissed me, I smiled into the kiss but I didn't push it, I was barely lucky to let him forgive me

But I was surprised when it was Ryan who pushed into the kiss and bit my bottom lip, I gasp which gave him the opportunity to stick his tongue in my mouth,

Somehow I found myself push against the couch and Ryan straddling me, It was going intense fast, his hand snake down to my pants and when he was about to stick his hand in my boxers ~~~

The door open and we both looked up, jasmine was standing at the door and her face was bright red, she began to have a nose bleed. Then Ryan said in a annoyed tone. "Sis! Really now!" I blushed bright red, then she said

"I told you I was coming to check up on you, you did have a fight with him like I don't know yesterday! But seeing you made up, or should I say made out, I think everything fine. "She kept looking at the ground, using her hand to try to stop the nose bleed

Ryan was still straddling me, that made me blush darker, but it seem Ryan didn't have an effect, then he said. "Well there been a lot of drama since you left, and it's only 11pm and you left at 1pm yesterday. So ya a lot of shit can happen."

She walked to the kitchen and grab like a bunch of napkins, she was dying of an epic nosebleed

Then she still looking at the floor when she said. " I can see a lot of things can happen since the I left, and I'm not going to look at you until you get off him" a frustrated sigh came out of Ryan and he got off me, I stood up instantly, my face bright as a tomato, but Ryan didn't have any effect.

"Happy now sis?" she looked up and gave a smirk, then she said. "Happy anniversary guys." Now Ryan turn to blush he looked at the ground,

Oh so that effect you, but what didn't affect you was that you sister saw you straddling me with your hand touching my bulge threw my boxers, that had no effect on you,

But I chose to say nothing to him instead I spoke. "The exact day where I kissed Ryan on that couch."

Cry's eyes grew, oh I forgot I said I didn't remember last September, shit more drama!

"you remember September?!' I flinched, then said. "Yes, every detail of it, I'm sorry I lied." I waited for a slap but didn't get anything but what he said shock me. "Oh… well I remember September to." Now I looked at him

Then I said " I could have fuck you way earlier if you told me that! Like seriously if you told me that way before, I would have fuck you so hard you wwouldn walk straight for a week" then I slapped a hand over my mouth, I can't believe I just said that, Looked at jasmine who was panicking to find more napkins, man if I say anything else she would literally die of a nose bleed

I looked at Ryan who was blushing dark red and playing with his thumbs

Uuuuggghhh we have to go somewhere so I wont be able to kill jasmine of a nosebleed cuz of all the stuff me and ryan might say around here

"um lets go somewhere so we wont be able to say something… that realted to the topic I was talking about earlier, uuumm the convetion today, want to go there?"

Ryan and jasmine exchange glances but then nodded yes, well at least we wont be able to kill jasmine by lost of blood

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Next chapter is at the convention, sorry if this chapter was short, school stuff and all that, now my parents are checking my papers I work on so I'm writing this at like midnight so they won't see the inappropriate shit I write, the things I do. Leave review on what you think of this chapter