Santana sank further into Brittany at her words of approval. She would never admit to it but she was almost scared to ask, after everything they've been through lately. After everything SHE put them through. She wasn't sure Brittany would be ready... even with her complaints from the night before.
Brittany ignored her flaming muscles and accepted every ounce of Santana's weight. She'd been craving this for far too long. As Santana's hand slithered its way up Brittany's stomach, under her shirt, she lifted her head up to smile down the only person she knew would hold her heart.
The blonde smiled back at her, matching the intensity of her gaze, as she lifted her chest, awaiting the contact she knew was coming, the contact she was anxious for.
Santana didn't bother to worry about things like barriers, as she pushed her hands past Brittany's bra, drawing it up, and palmed at the supple skin.
Groans were sung in unison and they're smiles dropped before shining brighter than before.
Sex was always the easiest thing for Brittany and Santana. It was dancing and singing and saying 'I love you' over and over with their bodies. Tan skin mingling with pale, learning each other's curves and finding new spots to set the other girl on fire was how they began their spiraling fall into love. Maybe that was why this was the moment they had both been waiting for since their rekindling. To reconnect physically again was like that final step into becoming whole. This was their moment, they both knew it, and maybe that was why they were both simultaneously giddy and nervous as fuck.
They expected it to be natural. It had only been a couple of months since they last made love, it shouldn't be a relearning of bodies and souls, it should just be a natural reconnection. They're reunion wasn't exactly as Brittany pictured in her head though.
Just as the blonde went to make the same move she's made time and time again in bed with Santana a forgotten weight pulled her back down. Flipping them into opposite positions was not happening tonight.
Santana felt the movement and the flinch from under her body and lifted herself; worried that she had hurt Brittany. That worry was etched into her frown lines and written all over her face.
"It's fine. I just can't…" Brittany's words died in her mouth as she tried to move her leg again, to no avail. And the pain that came with her second attempt was too much to hide.
"It's okay. Just lay back and let me take care of you." Santana cooed as she nipped at Brittany's jaw line.
"You've done enough of that already."
Santana gazed back into her eyes with a small smile playing on her mouth.
"Never. It will never be enough."
Brittany sighed but fell back onto the bed and relaxed as much as possible. Sure, Santana was telling her that she wanted to touch her and that she could never get enough (with much more underlined), but Brittany was dieing to feel Santana's warm skin under her own.
As Santana's hands squeezed where they had been resting on Brittany's chest all of her thoughts became a distant memory and her squeal was all Santana needed to continue.
She found her angle on Brittany's body where she could apply the most pressure without Brittany wincing and used both of her hands to rake down the most perfect abs she'd ever want to touch.
Santana went slow. Retracing a body she memorized in her heart ages ago.
She licked her way down Brittany's jaw and bit lightly on her collarbone before she was telling the blonde to lift her arms so she could free her of her shirt and bra. (Santana's mouth only hung loose for a second as she took in the sight of Brittany's bare torso.)
Brittany's breasts were subtly bouncing with her deep and quick breathing, her chest was still raised from taking off her shirt, like she was frozen in time and her bottom lip was drawn into her mouth. It was rare that Santana got to see her like this. Open and vulnerable underneath of her, waiting for her to make the first move. The Latina reveled in it.
As soon as she caught a hint of frustration in the blonde's eyebrows she dipped down and wrapped her lips around an already hardening nipple. She smiled into the flesh as Brittany gasped in pleasure. Her teeth were teasing Brittany's nipple as she brought her hand to cup at Brittany's sex, eliciting a deep moan.
Santana could feel the heat emanating from Brittany's core even through the layers of clothes her bottom half was still covered in. She rocked herself into her hand and pushed deeper against Brittany before trying to map out how she was going to get rid of the blonde's shorts and underwear.
Brittany had never seen the reverence in Santana's eyes like she did that night. The way Santana looked at her wherever her eyes landed like all she wanted to do was worship her. It made her heart skip a beat and her eyes blurry from unshed tears. No matter what Santana did or said, that look was burned into Brittany's memory forever.
The shorts were awkward to take off after Santana finally managed to pull herself away from Brittany's chest (making sure to lean back in for a final swipe of her tongue and watching the skin of Brittany's nipple pebble even tighter). As it turned out Brittany wasn't wearing any underwear and if Santana weren't busy drooling she would be grateful.
Brittany giggled at Santana's expression and noted her darkening eyes, knowing what it meant and it almost made her own mouth water.
Santana took her time to ease Brittany's legs open. Making sure to show affection to Brittany's good leg, massaging it as she shifted it the way she wanted. She was more cautious with the casted leg and barely moved it an inch, but showed special attention to the only exposed skin there. She draped her lips over the skin and coated it with searing kisses and tiny suckles that she knew would drive Brittany wild.
"San…" Brittany pleaded, her body squirming with those lips moving and gliding just next to where she needed them to be.
Santana smirked into her leg, but traveled closer and closer to her center with each drawn out kiss.
When she finally tongued over Brittany's folds the blonde almost bucked off of the bed. She might have too if one side of her wasn't being held down by an unwelcome weight. All the same, Santana brought a hand up to hold Brittany in place and slid the other up to caress at Brittany's chest.
Santana's tongue slid through Brittany's wet folds with ease and every time she moved and Brittany's center would catch a breeze her hot tongue would come and wipe away the cold. Brittany rocked into Santana's mouth when she set a rhythm. Sliding over the length of her, dipping into her entrance slightly, moving back up and back down just before she reached her clit.
And when Brittany's whimpers finally became more desperate Santana ran her tongue back down and pushed it as far as it would go inside of Brittany, just as she was pushing her hips into her mouth.
"Oh god…" Brittany moaned, her hands clenching at the bed sheets.
Santana's tongue curled up as she pushed again and Brittany was already teetering on the edge.
In a daze Brittany moved one of her hands down and reached for Santana. She lifted her head from the pillow as she watched and tickled her fingers just on the underside of the brunette's jaw. It was one of Santana's secret ticklish spots. Santana's jaw hummed into Brittany as her jaw vibrated, sending the waves right into Brittany's core as she wrapped her lips around her sensitive nub.
"Saaaanntaaaanaaa." Brittany flew back onto the bed as her hips lifted up and further in the Latina who was sucking gently on her now, bringing her back down with a practiced ease.
Blue eyes fluttered open and her eyebrows quirked as she looked up.
"I'm still seein stars." She mumbled, breathless.
Santana kissed her way up Brittany's stomach before catching her lips in a deep and steady kiss. She whispered 'I love you' into Brittany's mouth before pulling away and falling to her side. She looked up at Brittany's ceiling and smiled.
"I put those up earlier." She said as she pointed to the thousands of tiny glowing stars that were illuminating Brittany's room.
"They're not as bright as the other ones." Brittany said and turned her body to kiss Santana's cheek, then her ear, then her neck.
"What other ones?" Santana questioned as she shivered and shifted closer to the other girl.
"Mmm. The ones you give me every time we kiss…" She enunciated the word with a final peck on her mouth. "…and other stuff." She finished with a blush.
Santana just gave a satisfied sigh and snuggled into Brittany. She shooed a sneaky hand away when it started walking up her thigh after she realized how exhausted they both were. Especially Brittany with the medication she was on.
"Next time." Santana whispered into Brittany's shoulder and kissed it before tearing off her own shirt and pulling the blankets over them.
"I love you so much Santana."
"I love you Brittany. So so much."
It was the last words that were said before they both drifted off into satiated sleep.
It wasn't until 5 o'clock the next morning when either girl stirred. Santana's phone was going off and telling her it was time to hit the road in order to be at her first class. Santana struggled under the blankets she was trapped under before she finally fell off of the bed and waking Brittany up.
"Santana?" Brittany whined as her hand searched for when the brunette should be.
"Shh. It's okay. Go back to sleep." Santana's head popped up from the other side of the bed before she slinked back in to calm to confused blonde.
"Is it already morning?"
"For me it is. I have to go back to school now."
"I wish you didn't" Brittany murmured; even though she knew Santana had to go back in order to not get kicked out.
"I know me too. But I'll come back as soon as I can." Santana promised with a kiss to her forehead. "Go back to sleep and text me when you wake up."
Brittany opened her eyes all the way and searched Santana's face. She looked as exhausted as she felt and even sadder about leaving.
"Call me when she get there if I don't text you by then, please?"
"Okay. I'll see you soon. I love you."
"I love you, too." Brittany answered back before she finally relaxed into the bed.
Santana stood up and pulled her shirt over her head before walking out of the room. Before she left completely she froze, turned on her heel and padded back over to the bed. She enclosed Brittany with her arms and left a dozen kisses over her bare back and shoulder until she was leaving little kisses all over her face. Brittany giggled at Santana's early morning playfulness and reluctance to leave. She turned over fully and pulled the Latina down for a deep 'goodbye/ I'll see you soon' kiss.
When she was released Santana leaned in for one more brush of her lips and finally forced her self to leave Brittany's room, then her house and finally get into her car. She hated herself for leaving. It felt like she was doing something wrong, betraying Brittany somehow. But she had to go. Brittany got her this scholarship and she wouldn't want her to waste it, as much as she felt like doing just that right now. Anything to crawl back into Brittany's warm bed and into her arms.
Instead, she shook her head and started the engine with a roar and headed back to Louisville. She still has no idea how she plans on getting through the day with out Brittany now that she's hers again. What she does know is that, no matter the distance, no matter her schedule, she will never drift away again. She'll do whatever it takes to make Brittany happy.
After she heard Santana leave, Brittany stayed awake in her bed, staring at the screen of her phone. On it was a text she typed out to Santana.
"Don't go back. Stay here."
She frowned to herself, before erasing the text and throwing her head back.
"It wouldn't be fair." She muttered into her hands.
:) I don't have much to say except I hope that was worth the wait... I was nervous about writing it, which is why it took so long. I wrote out three different sexy scenarios before I went with this one.