Chapter 2
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So I made up my mind about who to love. Although it wouldn't be all that bad to be in love with two people, but I did have to think who do I love more Edward or Jacob, and then it hit me. Jacob obviously, even though Edward had the charm, and the beautiful eyes, he was also dating my best friend that happened to be a girl. I still couldn't risk it, and besides Jacob is way hotter than Edward! I can hear my mother now "Bella it's not just about looks!" and as always she's right. So I figured why not get to know Jacob before I actually fall in love with him, and who knows maybe he won't look at me like I'm a tasty snack like Edward looks at Jessica, and I don't think that I'm the only one to think that the way he looks at her is just fricking creepy. I like him and all, but I don't think that I should take any risks by getting to know him like I plan to know Jacob. In fact tomorrow at school I'm going to ask Jacob out to do something, and who knows maybe he' some of those fast moving types, you know the kind that wants to really get to know someone. Part of me wants him to be like that, but another part doesn't, because if I become pregnant my mom is going to want to kill me and Charlie is a cop. So obviously having sex isn't an option, I guess just talking will have to be until we have our first kiss, and then I can't say what will happen I'll just have to wait until it does happen on its own with Jacob and I helping it.
At School, end of the day
There's Jacob ok don't freak out. Hey Jacob Hey Bella. I was thinking would you wanna go see a movie with me. Yeah sure I'd love to thanks Bella I look forward to it, what time and where? Um the theatre near Port Angeles and 6:30, Friday night good? It's perfect! Cool , see ya Friday. Ok bye Bella. Wow that wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be.
Friday night
So it was Friday night and I had planned to wear jeans and a nice blouse. So along comes Jacob and he looked so AMAZING. He was wearing a brown collared shirt and jeans, brown looks so amazing on him so of course joy started bubbling inside of me. Bye dad, uuh bye Bella. So you ready Bella? Yes, thanks. No problem. The walk to the theatre was really quiet but still enjoyable because I was with Jacob. Once we got there he paid for my ticket and told me to go wait inside, so of course I did. I told him that I would be happy to pay, but he said "no, Bella I'm going to pay because I am supposed to pay for you especially if this is a date", so the entire walk there I'm thinking to myself if this is a date I wonder if he'll kiss me when he walks me to my door. So as soon as he got through paying for the tickets he came inside and smiled at me, grabbed my hand and said "lets go", so I smiled back at him like an idiot. We sat in the back row, he put his arm around me and then we looked at each other I could have sworn that it could have lasted forever, but unfortunately it didn't, but it was better than nothing. After the movie was over we walked back to my house and we held hands the entire way home. Once we got back to my house we were face to face we looked at each other for at least a solid minute, and then what I hoped for happened. He looked at me and then we leaned in and he put his hands on my waist and we kissed, it wasn't just any type of kiss, it was a passionate kiss, and after that he kissed me on the cheek and said "love you Bella", my dream had come true, he loved me and I was in love with him. When I went inside shut the door and put my back against it and said quietly to myself "that was amazing.