Here it is! And by the way, who ever wrote in the letter, or wrote in their journal is who's point of view it's going to be, like right now it is Tris's, after Tobias writes his letter it will be from his point of view.
8/15/12
Everyone always say's the first day is the hardest, It's been a whole week and nothing has changed, I'm still quiet, I don't talk to anyone, I want to be away. I hardly eat, and I don't do anything besides cry and sleep. I don't like this feeling, not waking up to him every, not kissing him, not talking to him. I can't do this.
-Tris Prior
I got up off of the bed, and set the journal on my dresser. I walked to the mirror, I put my hair in a quick braid as I walked to the dining hall, I'm not hungry, but I need to get out of this room, it reminds me too much of him.
When I enter I am greeted by Will, Christiana, and Uriah. They all wear a fake smile, I give one back. They know it's fake, but it's the best I can do.
"How are you doing hon?" Christiana asked, worried.
"I'm here aren't I?" I asked, sounding more offended than joking.
"And that's all that matters." Will smiles, trying to make me feel better.
"Hey, I got you some cake, I don't know if you want any, but I kind of figured…" Uriah said, showing me his plate of cake.
"Thanks." I say, taking a small piece.
"So you're the reason all of the cake's gone." Will said, he began to travel his hand towards the cake, but Uriah smacked it away, "It's for Tris, not you!" Uriah laughed.
I smiled, it was nice to be around my friends. I wanted to laugh, but my stomach felt queasy.
"Hey! Want to know what I just realized?" Christiana said.
"What?" Will and Uriah asked, at the same time.
"Tris's birthday is in exactly a week!" She grinned, looking at me.
"Why didn't you mention it?" Will asked me.
"Well, I'm not exactly in the mood to celebrate." I frowned, looking down at the cake.
"Because of Four?" Uriah asked, "What-a bitch!" We all had to laugh, he sounded like one of the girls, "To abandon you two weeks before your birthday!" He continued. I stopped laughing, and began to sob, but only in my mind, I didn't want to break out crying in front of everyone. I need to be strong, just like what Tobias said.
"We need to do something for your birthday!" Christiana said, once their laughing died down.
"I know exactly what to do!" Uriah grinned, making me feel nervous.
Dear Tris, 8/15/13
I know this is the 6th time I wrote you, and I don't know when exactly you will be getting these, I suspect, a week? Anyways, the same old stuff is happening as I wrote yesterday, we need to go through a training camp, to get us prepared to search for Jeanine, I need to admit it. I am scared. Traveling half way across the world, it's… It's scary. I can't wait to see your face again, to hold you, and to know you rmine. Just 348 more days. And then this will be over. And we will be together.
-Tobias Eaton
"Four?" I heard Zeke say, from the corner of the room, "Why are you still up? It's two in the morning and we need to get up for training at 5. You're going to be dead tired." I turned around in my chair, to face him. He was in his pajamas and his long hair was in a mess.
"I was just writing to Tris, this is the only time I have to write to her." I explained, he rolled his eye's once he heard the name 'Tris'.
"Tris? Tobias you need to get over Tris." Zeke yawned, why is he even up anyways?
"Zeke, it's only going to be a year, it's not like when I come back Tris will be married to… Will, and have 5 kids." He chuckled a little at the last part.
" Of coarse not, you can't have five kids in a year, only one kid! And if anything she'd probably marry that Peter kid, or Uriah or something, not that tall scrawny boy." I let out a sound in-between a gasp, and a chuckle, "Okay, now go to bed!" Zeke said, opening the door to leave.
I turned off the lamp at the desk and walked over to my bed. It was cold, and stiff. I feel asleep to the sound of running water next door.
Okay! I know it was quick but I was debating if I should have more than 1 entry per person (You know, Tris and Tobias.) Or if I should just keep it one a person. Want to help me decide? Well I hope you guys like it! Love you all!
