Starlight Chapter 4, a twilight fanfic

Chapter 4

After Michael was done, we called for a ten minute intermission. My band, Starlight, walked back stage with the Cullens. When we got back stage, I stared to laugh my head off.

"Bella, what is with that song?" Emmett asked catching his breath.

"Well, I was just walking down to the studio to be the judge for Michael and Ryan's competition. They were seeing who could come make up the funniest song. Ryan sang this weird song and Michael sang Big Balls. Of course that song won. It was the funniest. It is now his favorite song." I said.

"OH MY GOD, IS THAT YOU BELLA?" I heard a familiar voice asked. I slowly spun around to see Jess and Mick showing their passes to Angelo, our body guard.

"Bella, how are you?" Jess asked.

"I'm good." I said giving her a hug.

"Hey Bella, how is your…" Mike trailed off when he saw Edward and the rest of the Cullens sitting on the chairs behind me. "I thought you said you weren't dating anyone." He said glaring at Edward.

"I'm not dating. Edward and the Cullens are friends of Tyler's and they are staying with us." I said rolling my eyes.

"Really, so would you like to rethink my offer?" Mike asked getting excited.

"Mike, for the last time, I will NOT marry you!" I said. Jessica smacked him over the head.

"Ass hole, you're married to me!" she said. I stared at Mike.

"Damn, you are so dead." I said laughing with Jessica and the rest of the girl in my family.

"So, Bella how is your love life?" Jessica asked. "Where's…oh yeah, I forgot you two broke up." she said looking down.

"It's cool." I said giving her another hug.

"Well, we have to go, can't wait for the rest of the show. Oh, and Michael, I still can't believe you made that song up." Jess said walking away.

"I know, but it is like the coolest song ever." Michael said.

"Michael, you're really messing up our gothic look when you say that something is cool." I said.

"You told Jess that it was 'cool'." Michael said.

"That is a term used even by Goths to tell people its okay, genius." I said.

Tyler and the rest of my family laughed. We walked back on the stage and began singing Crazy Train.

Crazy, but that's how it goes
Millions of people living as foes
Maybe it's not to late
To learn how to love
And forget how to hate

Mental wounds not healing
Life's a bitter shame
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train

I've listened to preachers
I've listened to fools
I've watched all the dropouts
Who make their own rules
One person conditioned to rule and control
The media sells it and you live the role

Mental wounds still screaming
Driving me insane
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train

I know that things are going wrong for me
You gotta listen to my words
Yeah

Heirs of a cold war
That's what we've become
Inheriting troubles I'm mentally numb
Crazy, I just cannot bear
I'm living with something that just isn't fair

Mental wounds not healing
Who and what's to blame
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train

"The next song is called Snow White Queen." I said.

stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

"Okay everyone, the next song is called Too Little Too Late." Ady said.

Ooh no

Come with me, stay the night

You say the words but boy it don't feel right

What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)

You take my hand, and you say you've changed

But boy you know you're beggin don't fool me

Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down

Cause time has made me strong

I'm starting to move on

I'm gonna say this now

Your chance has come and gone

And you know

It's just too little too late

A little too wrong

And I can't wait

Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)

You say you dream of my face

But you don't like me

You just like the chase

To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love

I gave you everything but it wasn't enough

And now you wanna communicate

Go find someone else

In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself

You gotta problem

But don't come askin me for help

Cause ya know

It's just too little too late

A little too wrong

And I can't wait

Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)

You say you dream of my face

But you don't like me

You just like the chase

To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby

I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)

With a player like you, I don't have a prayer

That's the way to live, yeah oh

It's just too little, too late

Yeah

It's just too little too late

A little too wrong

And I can't wait

Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)

You say you dream of my face

But you don't like me

You just like the chase

To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

"Our last song is called Jillian. Now I want everyone to cheer when I hit the really high notes." I said.

I've been dreaming for so long,
to find a meaning to understand.
The secret of life,
Why am I here to try again?

Will I always, will you always
See the truth when it stares you in the face?
Will I ever, will I never free myself
by breaking these chains?

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn;
Have to live till it's undone. (Cheer)
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.

I've been living for so long;
many seasons have passed me by.
I've seen kingdoms trough ages
Rise and fall, I've seen it all.

I've seen the horror; I've seen the wonders
happening just in front of my eyes.
Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right?

Jillian our dream ended long ago.
All our stories and all our glory I held so dear.
We won't be together
For ever and ever, no more tears.
I'll always be here until the end.
Jillian, no more tears...
Jillian, no more tears...

"Thanks for coming!" I said. Backstage Alice and Rosalie gave me a big hug.

"Great show Bella." I heard a voice I swore I would never hear again. I slowly spun around to see…

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