Starlight Chapter 5, a twilight fanfic

Chapter 5

"Great show Bella." I heard a voice I swore I would never hear again. I slowly spun around to see none other than Victoria. But she was not the one to speak. My ex-boyfriend, Lestat, was. The spot on my shoulder where hit bit me when I told him that we were over began to burn like hell. I let out an ear shattering scream.

Lestat smiled when I fell to the floor. He walked over to me and kissed my forehead. "Enjoy the pain love." He said and with that, Victoria and Lestat left.

"Bella!" I heard some screamed. I looked up and saw the family I was with when I got mad at the Wilkinsons.

"Raven!" I said and ran to her. I began to sob.

"What did he do to you?" she asked. I could hear the murderous tone in her voice.

"Bite mark." Was all I said.

"Bella." Stephanie said. She gave me a hug. I flinched as, once again, she heal the bite mark. Once she was done, Jeremy walked over to me.

"Daddy." I whispered as he picked me up and hugged me. Jeremy was the only one who knew the most about me. he began to play the Phantom of the Opera on his stereo. He was the Phantom and I was Christine.

Christine:
In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
That voice which calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again
For now I find
The phantom of the opera is there
Inside my mind

The phantom:
Sing once again with me
Our strange duet
My power over you
Grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me
To glance behind
The phantom of the opera is there
Inside your mind

Christine:
Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear

The phantom:
It's me they hear

Christine (in duet with the phantom):
Your spirit and my voice in one combined

The phantom (in duet with Christine):
My spirit and your voice in one combined

Both:
The phantom of the opera is there

Christine (in duet):
Inside my mind

The phantom (in duet):
Inside your mind

Choir (very, very soft):
He's there,
The phantom of the opera
Beware,
The phantom of the opera

The phantom:
In all your fantasy
You always knew
That man and mystery

Christine:
Were both in you

Both:
And in this labyrinth
Were night is blind
The phantom of the opera is

Christine (in duet):
Here

The phantom (in duet):
There

Christine:
Inside my mind

The phantom:
Sing! My angel of music

Christine:
He's there
The phantom of the opera

Christine starts wailing

The phantom:
Sing...

Christine:

Continua vocalizando,
e continua a vocalizar após cada
sentença que o Fantasma canta

The phantom:
Sing for me...
Sing, my angel of music!
Sing for me!

That made me feel a lot better. The next song he had on his C.D. was I Want Everything. I used to sing that song with Raven, Stephanie, and Leah. I would sing the verses and they would join in at the chores with me.

I wanna believe what I believe
That someday the future holds for me
Something special, yet something unique
Somewhere over the rainbow

Chorus:
I wanna be that girl who has everything
I wanna wish that I'm better, I'm gonna make it rain
I gonna fly like a bird and spread my wings
Come on, come on, come on
Give me everything
I deserve all I can get you aint seen
No, nothing yet
I'm gonna grab the brassy golden ring
Come on, come on
I want everything

Don't need to dream cuz it's all comin' true
Don't give me a choice cuz there's nothin' to choose
I'm on a mission, I'm not gonna lose
So don't bet against me

I know it's gonna happen
It's a glorious fashion
I'll know when I'm dancin'
In my mansion

Chorus 1x
(I want everything)

Don't try cuz if you try
They'll try to take it from you
Don't try cuz if you try
They'll try to take it from you

I wanna be that girl who has everything
The direction it's not easy but is good to be me
I'm gonna fly like a bird and spread my wings
Come on, come on
I want everything

(Come on, come on, come on...)
Come on, come on
Give me everything

I deserve all I can get you aint seen
No, nothing yet
I'm gonna grab the brassy golden ring
Come on, come on
I want everything

I know it's gonna happen...
Come on, come on...
It's a glorious fashion
you'll know when I'm dancin'
Come on, come on...
In my mansion
I want everything

I deserve on I can get you aint seen
No, nothing yet
I'm gonna grab the brassy golden ring
Come on, come on
I want everything

I laughed when the song ended. It was just like old times. "Bella, we were wondering if you had room for us." Jeremy said. I looked over at my other two families. I smiled I had three families that loved me.

Then it hit me. "Why aren't you staying with Lestat?" I asked.

Leah flinched. She until her mask and showed a giant bruise. "Lestat hit me and then said it was all my fault that you left him." She said starting to sob.

"May I?" I asked holding out my hand. She nodded and took my hand. I projected her memories like a movie and watched what had happened after I left. Raven and Lestat had fought more. No figure. I looked over at her. She rolled her eyes.

"You stupid bitch!" I heard Lestat yelled. My attention snapped back to the memories. Lestat was yelling at a cowering Leah. "What did you say to her?" he yelled.

"I didn't do anything I swear!" Leah cried.

"You told her that I was sleeping with Victoria didn't you!" he yelled. Right then the memories stopped. I had let go of Leah's hands.

"I'll meet you all at home." I said and ran out of the door.

When I got home, I ran to the studio. I regenerated my black guitar that was still lying on the floor. I began to play and sing. I started to cry and before I knew it, there was a puddle of blood surrounding me.

I was playing Only the Young.

Another night in any town
You can hear the thunder of their cry
Ahead of their time
They wonder why

In the shadows of a golden age
A generation waits for dawn
Brave carry on
Bold and the strong

Only the young can say
They're free to fly away
Sharing the same desires
Burnin' like wildfire

They're seein' through the promises
And all the lies they dare to tell
Is it heaven or hell
They know very well

Only the young can say
Only the young can say
Only the young can say
Only the young can say

The next song I began to sing was Ask the Lonely.

You've been picked and it's over
what's the chip on your shoulder?
Out side were solid rainbows
Inside is where the heart grows

Picking up the pieces
Something more to believe in
As you search the embers
Think what you've had, remember

Hang on, don't you let go now
You know, with every Heartbeat, we love
Nothing comes easy
Hang on, ask the lonely

You've got some fascination
With you high expectations
This love is your obsession
Your heart, your past possession

Let down your defenses
Won't be up to the one who cares
As you search the embers
Think what you've had, remember

Hang on, don't you let go now
You know, with every heartbeat, we love
Nothing comes easy
Hang on, ask the lonely

When you're feeling love's unfair
You just ask the lonely
When you're lost in deep despair
You just ask the lonely

Ask the lonely

When you're down in deep despair
When you're down in deep despair
Ask the lonely
Lonely

I usually wrote the best songs when I in an emotional state of distress. I looked up and saw all three of my families there together. "Can we listen?" they asked. I nodded.

The next song I wrote was called Girl Can't Help It.

If he could hold her, so close in his arms...again
If she could show him
The letter her heart forgot to send...why
They're livin' dreams on their own
Ooh they'll never stop running

The girl can't help it, she needs more
He hasn't found what he's lookin' for
They're still standing in the rain
He can't help it, and she's just that way

And when he calls her
She tells him that she still cares
Under the moonlight,
He wonders why she can't be there...why
Why do they go on alone
When they're missin' each other

The girl can't help it, she needs more
He hasn't found what he's lookin' for
They're still standing in the rain
He can't help it, and she's just that way

There's a fire
Ooh there's a fire in his eyes for you
Don't you know she still cries
Ooh do you know she still cries for you
Fire
Ooh there's a fire in his eyes for you
For you she cries
Ooh do you know she still cries for you
Fire
Ooh there's a fire in his eyes for you
Ooh nothing stands between love and you

The last song was call It's The Fear.

It waits for the day I will let it out.
To give it a reason, to give its might.

I fear who I am becoming,
I feel that I am losing the struggle within.
I can no longer restrain it,
My strength it is fading,
I have to give in.

It's the fear
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me,
That one day will come to life.
Have to save
To save my beloved,
There is no escape,
Because my faith is horror and doom.

Hold down your head now,
Just let me pass by.
Don't feed my fear,
If you don't want it out.

I fear who I am becoming,
I feel that I am losing all beauty within.
I can no longer restrain it,
My strength is fading.
I have to give in.

It's the fear
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me,
That one day will come to life.
Have to save
To save my beloved,
There is no escape,
Because my faith is horror and doom.

Long ago it came to me
And ever since that day,
Infected with its rage
But it ends today.

It's the fear
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me,
That one day will come to life.
Have to save
To save my beloved,
There is no escape,
Because my faith is horror and doom.

When the song was over, I was sent into painful memories.

Flashback:

"LEAH! WHERE IS BELLA?" Lestat yelled.

"She left." Leah said trembling.

"WHAT DID YOU TELL HER?" he yelled.

"Nothing I swear." She said trying to free her arm.

"I don't believe you." he said and smacked her across the face.

The memories changed. I saw what happened to Edward after he left.

"Edward?" Alice asked.

Edward looked up. I gasped at his face. His eyes that once held happiness and joy were now filled with pain and sorrow.

"Edward, why did you do it? Bella needed you." Alice said.

"I wanted her to have a normal life. She was missing so much when I was with her." He said.

"Did you ever think that maybe she didn't want a normal life?" Alice asked. Edward ignored her.

The memories changed again. These were my memories.

"Bella." I spun around and smiled when Lestat came over and gave me a kiss.

"Get a room." raven said.

"We have one. And you just walked right in it." I said.

"Yeah, what ever." Raven said rolling her eyes. I laughed.

The rest of my family soon joined me. "Do you all know how to knock?" I asked sarcastically. They all laughed.

"What's up." I asked.

"Bella, the Wilkinson's would like to talk to you." Jeremy said. I nodded and took the phone.

The one word I heard made me leave Lestat. "Victoria."

When I opened my eyes, I saw everyone looking at me in shock except for Raven, Hannah, and Stephanie.

They looked at me expectantly. I nodded and they helped me up.

"Is it time?" Ady and Leah asked. The four of us nodded.

We walked out to the back yard and changed into our real vampire forms. The four of us had wings. They were each a different color depending out our elemental power. My element was fire. My wings were black, red, orange, gold, and yellow.

Raven was air. Her wings were white, gray, blackish gray, black, and sliver. Hannah was water. Her wings were various shade of blue. Stephanie was earth. Her wings were various shades of green. I looked at Edward. He looked at me in aw. I smiled and ran over to him. I kissed him so passionately that Emmett started to whistle.

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