From: islandgirl15
My best guy friend and I have the similar relationship as you guys: we fight, I'm violent towards him, he's a butt, I can't draw and he makes fun of them, etc. Here's the scary part: he's a ginger (orange hair) and I have black hair. The thing here is that I'm not sure if I love him or not. Help?
Dear Islandgirl15,
You are violent towards him? I totally approve! Sometimes we, brilliant women, have no other choice than remind these dumb men how to treat us with respect! The orange-haired growled next to his girlfriend. "What the- ! Like I don't respect you! You're just a natural violent, don't put this on my fault!" The Kuchiki snapped him on the face in response and continued. Sorry about him, he didn't get his kiss this morning when he woke up so he's being grumpy. Before the boy could interfere, she restarted. So where were we? Yes, your similarity with us… I do have a question though, what do you mean by you can't draw, like me? "She means that you can't draw! Jeez, finally someone who agrees with me…" mumbled Ichigo as he rubbed his left cheek. Rukia's eyes widened in frustration. "I sure can draw! You're just too stupid to realize it!" Ichigo sighed in annoyance, "Whatever, the girl did not write to us to hear us fight!" Rukia frowned at him before getting back to her letter. Hum, sorry about that… It's really crazy though that you guys are like us, I mean, with the orange and black hair part. And to answer your question, I was like you when I left Ichigo for 17 months… Of course I felt horrible, (even if it took a lot of time for me to admit it) and I didn't know what kind of feelings I had for him. I hadn't loved anyone before in my life, so I was, yes, as much as I hate to admit it, scared. All I know is that when I got to see him back, my heart was… Gosh, I can't even describe it. It was like a millions butterfly in my stomach, and my heart was beating faster than ever in my chest. Even though I was looking cool, when I saw his face, so sad in the pouring rain, I just wanted to cry and held him in my arms forever… I wanted to bury both the pain we have felt during these previous months. It was absolutely an indescribable feeling. But it's only after, when Ichigo and I were finally alone that he kissed me, and told me how much he had missed me. The moment was perfect, and then I realize what the feeling was: love. Ichigo was intensely and emotionally staring at her. Rukia turned to him, a slight blush on her perfect cheeks and said shyly, "What?" Ichigo smiled tenderly at her and laid a soft kiss on her forehead. He then embraced her with his large arms, making the girl sighed happily and let her head rest on his chest. Ichigo continued for her, I think that what Rukia was trying to say is that, you should pay attention on your reaction towards him. Does your heart beat faster when you see him? Can't you stop thinking about him when you sleep, when you work, when you watch TV, when you see other couples? Whatever you're doing, he's always on your mind. Do you feel like you could do anything for him? Ask yourself those questions and you should have your answer. Of course, it's never easy to understand our emotions. But maybe sometime, you will just…know it. Feel it. That you want to stand by his side as long as you live. That's what I felt, and I still feel towards Rukia. The raven-haired girl smiled against her boyfriend's neck. Well we hope we helped you with your problem. And if we could give you one advice: don't burry your feelings, accept them, even if it's hard. You can always ask us anything if you have any doubts, finished Rukia.
Sincerely, Rukia and Ichigo.