Sweetest Life
Chapter Eighteen
By Saki-chan

Disclaimer: I do not own the CCS series. If I did it would have continued.

Warnings: This chapter is where the rating comes in. You have been warned!

Tomoyo's P.O.V.

The car ride is silent except for the sound of the heater. Even though it is quite warm outside. I glance in the back. She has her knees drawn up to her chest and is shaking slightly even with a blanket on. I hope that she hasn't caught anything or catches a cold.

"I'm going to take you to my old home. I have a female only staff that can assist you. I also have thousands of clothes you can choose from...I'm kind of a designer..You can have a hot bath and I'll have the cook send you something. Is that okay with you?"

I looked into the rear-view mirror and saw her nod. I hope that she still has family somewhere. I can't imagine her by herself. I'll have to look into that letter, but that requires her first and last name...I'll ask her eventually, but now isn't the time.

I turn my attention back to the road and notice that I had driven all the way to my mansion without even realizing it. I pull up to the gate. The gate opens and a warm soft voice sounds from the speaker, "Welcome back, Miss Domyouji."

I drive slowly past the gate and hear it close behind me. When I pull up in front of the entrance the door opens and the maids rush out to greet me.

"Miss Domyouji!"

I quickly un-buckle my seat belt and get out the car. "It is good to see all of you, but I need a hot bath drawn immediately before my guest catches a cold."

The maids gasp as they look into the back of the car. They get out of their shock quickly and open the door. "Please follow us, ma'am."

I watch as she gets out of the car slowly and lets them lead her away. I turn to Rose, the only one who has been in my home for more than five years.

"Please make sure she doesn't try to harm herself."

"Yes, Miss Tomoyo. Is there anything else?"

"When she is done with her bath give her a robe and show her to The Closet. Also, have the cook prepare some warm soup and bread. I don't know how much she will eat, but make sure that she does eat."

"Yes, Miss Tomoyo," bows Rose and rushes into the house.

I look at my home one more time before I drive back off into the night. I have one more thing that I need to do.

Sakura...

Sakura stood infront of a large window gazing out at the stars. The sun had just went down and she was ready to go out into the night. Syaoran had not let her feed from him because tonight they would need all the blood they could get. Tonight they needed to look normal and have warmth. So Syaoran was getting ready for their first "hunt" together. Although, Sakura didn't like the idea she knew it had to be done. She sighed and played with the zipper on her shirt.

Syaoran came out of the bathroom and gazed at her with lust filled eyes.

"I don't know what takes you so long, Syaoran. You don't shave, you don't release any bodily fluids, so what were you doing?"

His gaze came up from her long creamy legs that were exposed by her short black pleated skirt. "Oh, but Sakura. You forget one bodily fluid that I still have."

She blushed slightly and looked away. Even though she didn't have enough blood to do a full out blush. When she looked up, he stood infront of her. She felt his cool hand come under her chin and lift up. He brought his lips to hers quickly and tasted her lips. "How I love your innocence."

She pulled away and grinned. "I'll show you innocence when we return."

"But you forget we are to entertain tonight," he whispered against her neck. "But I will be sure that we leave as early as we can."

She gasped when he bit her. "Hey! You said no biting!" He licked the wound slowly for what felt like hours, until she felt it close.

"I never said anything about not getting to tast you tonight." He kissed her quickly and looked out the window. "We must go now before the party starts."

"You just don't want your mother to see you."

"That too."

She laughed.

SS

The music pounded against the walls as if asking to be let out. Bodies ground together. The air smelled of sweat, sex, drugs, alcohol, and to a vampire..blood.

Sakura moved arounf the room moving sensually to the beat. She could feel the eyes of men and some women watching her every move.

'Come and get me.'

She moved into the center of the dance floor and felt arms go around her immediately. She smiled and moved against the stranger. The stranger grinned back against her in response.

She felt him move closer and warm breath on her right ear before he licked it and whipered, "How about we go into the back room? I happen to have a key."

If she had been human she wouldn't have been able to hear him, but she wasn't, now was she? Sakura turned around and gazed up at silver eyes. She nodded and he immediately led her off the dance floor. Just before she was pulled into a room, her eyes searched the area and didn't find a glimpse of her mate.

The door slammed shut and she was pushed back onto a bed and felt a hand creep under her skirt.

"It's a shame that I'm going to have to rip these off," spoke the silver eyed adonis.

She couldn't believe how much heat was in the room. Where was Syaoran?

"Go ahead," she whispered without realizing what she said.

He ripped them off and her skirt flew up with the force. Something inside her snapped and she pushed up off the bed. "I'm the kind of girl who likes to be on top."

He smirked, "I like a women who is dominant."

She sat up completely and pushed him flat on his back. She unbuckled his pants, unzipped them, and pulled them down slightly. She then straddled him and lowered herself onto him. She hissed when he was fully inside her. Her head titled back and she started to move.

"Aww come on now. I'm getting bored down here."

Her head snapped back down and gazed at him. "Alright then." She gripped his hips with her thighs and increased her movement like an animal in heat. He moaned loudly under her and placed his hands on her hips.

"Fuck!"

He flipped them over, pulled out of her, and slammed back into her. Sakura screamed in pleasure and leaned down toward his neck. She gazed into his eyes and watched them glaze over. He stoppped moving and she bit into him. The haze left her mind as she drank, and moved off him. She pulled down her skirt and went into the adjourned restroom. She looked into the mirror and fixed her hair and clothes.

"What am I going to tell Syaoran?"

She fell onto the grounf and stared off into space. An hour later she felt arms wrap around her and lift her up. She looked up ane met amber eyes.

Crimson tears began to fall. "I'm so sorry, Syaoran. I don't know what happened."

He pulled her against him and said, "It is not your fault, Sakura, it is like that for all who are newly turned."

"No, Syaoran, I could have stopped myself. I could have -"

"Sakura, calm yourself. It was not your fault. You are not even a year old. The first two years or so will be hard for you, but I will be there for you."

The crying stopped and her head snapped toward him.

"But you've already broken that promise!" she nearly yelled. "Where were you tonight? Were you out fucking someone?"

His gaze hardened and he spoke in a deep voice. "I was watching you, Sakura, the whole time. I watched you seduce him and allow him to bring you here. You are never suppose to allow such things. I am your mate. Everything before you fucked him him was your choice not the blood lust."

Sakura stood up slowly and looked at him. "Why does everything have to be so hard?"

"It's only hard because you choose it to be so."

"Were you like this?"

His face was void of any emotion. She couldn't even read his eyes. Even in death you couldn't always tell what someone was thinking, even your mate.

"I really do not wish to talk about my past, Sakura."

"If we are truly mates then there would be no secrets between us."

"You do not know the true meaning of mates, Sakura. But think, have I ever asked you who you dated and what you did? I even ignored the fact that you slept with someone before me."

Their was a pregnant pause after those words left his lips. Sakura gazed into his eyes and read that he wasn't even the least bit sorry.

"How did you know?" She whispered. Not even Tomoyo knew that.

"You didn't bleed Sakura. You never felt any pain. You may have smelled pure then, but you weren't. That is somethign you do not keep from a mate."

"We weren't mates before then, Syaoran! You have any rights to know such a thing!"

Syaoran's gaze hardened. He quickly stood up.

"If that is how you feel then I will be leaving. Don't wait up for me tonight."

And with that he was gone.

Sakura gazed at the spot he had been standing and sunk to the floor.

"What have I done?"

End of Chapter

Saki-chan: I apologize for the extra long wait, but I have this posted and please don't throw anything! hides under desk