The Monster's inside us all.
"Where is she?" I barged into the elementary office on a typical Wednesday afternoon my backpack slightly weighing my down form the multiple textbook and binder I carried. I slammed my hand down on the office desk as the lady at the front desk didn't respond fast enough to my liking; she looked to me and sent me a glare, which I ignored, and stood up.
"Karkat Vantas right? I assure you she's fine. She just had a little episode during class and she's in the nurse's office." The women walked over to printer as she noticed me staring at her intently, he sighed. "Just through that door on your left and down the hall."
"I walked as fast as I could and almost pulled the door off as my feet automatically went faster and faster until I saw my little sister. She just sat there with a blank look on her face and I could make out some crimson dripping from her nose and a wet spot on her pants. She had pissed herself… I shouted out her name loudly and not even that got her attention, she was still focused on whatever she was looking at. I closed the nurse's door and rushed to her side and enveloped her in a hug to which she sat still; I looked her over making sure something wasn't bruised or worse broken. I moved her hair out of her eyes and she didn't even respond to me so I shook her.
"Nep. Nepeta are you okay? Does anything hurt? Nepeta look at me!" I forced her to look at me and she only did the same thing she did before; looked at me with a blank look. I wiped the blood from her nose and set my bag down quickly; opening the bag I pulled my gym short out and stood her up. They were a little bit too big for her but I would adjust them, lifting her up I changed her out of her pants and pulled the gym short onto her tightening them enough to where I didn't have to worry about them falling down. I sat her back up as there was a quiet knock at the door and the usual female nurse walked in; the nurse was shorter than my ass but held herself with a friendly approachable attitude. She looked to me and a warm smiled spread across her painted red lips.
"Well hello Karkat, it's strange seeing you here and under these circumstances." She flipped through the paper on her clip board and looked Nepeta over probably noticing I changed her.
"You're such a good older brother you know that?"
I rolled my eyes but a small smile spread over my face, when I went to school here I used to get sent to the nurses office allot due to my love of getting too rowdy with the other kids here.
"Thanks I guess. What happened?"
The nurse shrugged and looked to me with a slightly thoughtful look. "We're still not sure, poor girl hasn't said a thing the entire she has been here. Mrs. Brionez said that she was behaving really well with the rest of the kids but then out of no where stopped and started screaming. Has she been getting enough sleep lately?"
I frowned and shook my head no. For the past few days things had been normal, no more problems, no more nightmares, but I noticed Nepeta was starting to get raccoon eye like I have. The nurse bit her lip and nodded making a 'mhm' sound then looked up with a small smile.
"It's probably just from sleep deprivation, we're sending both of you home for the day since we couldn't contact your parents so when you both get home make sure she takes some medicine and sleeps." I nodded and watched as she gave me a hug then left. I quickly looked to Nepeta as she tugged at my pant legs and bent down. I was so lucky it was my lunch break and that junior's and seniors could leave school early if they took some classes off. Nepeta motioned for me to come closer and I bent down once more so she could whisper in my ear.
"I saw something..." She said then scooted away form my shocked and slightly terrified form. My mouth was opened in shock and I looked to her with an astonished look. Saw what? SAW FUCKING WHAT?
"Do you want to tell me what you saw exactly?" She only shook her head and I sighed, why was she such a complicated child? She started playing with my gym shorts and I stood up and put my back pack on.
"Come one. Let get the hell out of here…." I started walking as she grabbed her stuff and fallowed silently. What the hell did she see? Why was it so fucking important that she felt like she couldn't tell me what she saw? My god either she was going insane or I was; ill have too explain to Sollux later on about why I ran like hell was on my heels when I got the call from Nepeta's school. I almost had a damn heart attack thinking she either got in a stupid damn fight or she got seriously hurt. Either way I would have flipped my shit but this? My god I would have taken the other two gladly. Something scared her so much she actually pissed her own pants and bleed form her nose.
We walked out into the parking lot and got into my car, Nepeta looked out of the window as I pulled out of the parking lot and drove our way home. During the entire drive I looked over to Nep as she looked at all the people we passed with a unreadable look on her face, why did she have to go through this….. I just wanted our parent's home so they could deal with this bullshit. I didn't even understand what the fuck was going on; much less what Nepeta was seeing or hearing. I knew it wasn't just because of her mental disability's, my older sister was deaf and Nepeta had pretty bad autism, because she never seemed to be having too much trouble before all this shit went down. I ignored my phone as I focused on the road, but it kept on ringing and buzzing as tapped my fingers on the wheel; Nepeta went ahead and grabbed my phone before I could tell her not too.
"Hello? Oh hi Sollux! No… Karkittens driving right now, I guess I could." She leaned toward the window as I reached for my phone. She giggled as I pulled her hood over her eyes and offered me the phone which I yanked from her grip quickly.
"It's Sollux."
"So I've heard..." I muttered. "Hello?"
"You've got thome therious explaining to do." Sollux muttered through the phone and I mentally cursed.
"It was an emergency."
"What happened?"
"Nepeta had an accident at school, but its fine now." I smothered the phone between my ear and my shoulders as I pulled over to avoid a ticket from the cop behind me.
"Ill meet you at Thubway, I have to go get lunch anywayth thince thomeone bailed on me." I looked at the time on my phone and shook my head.
"The bell's almost going to ring, you still have to go to math without me. You can just come over after school…"
"And leave you two alone? Fuck no Kk." I rolled my eyes and grumbled.
"Why the hell are you so stubborn? Fine." I hung up. I looked to Nepeta who was busy playing with something in her hands.
"Hey Nep. You hungry or what?" The overly happy autistic girl grinned and nodded.
I started the car and sighed loudly. Why did I allow myself to put up with pricks like him? As if today wasn't bad enough; Terezi had asked Dave out and guess fucking what? The douche bag had said yes. You have no clue how much it hurt to see Terezi kissing up on Dave while he smirked at me over her shoulder, it was known to everyone that me and Dave had a little bit of a hate thing going on; I only put up with that fuckass because I'm good friends with John and he made me swear not to start a fight with him. God I wanted to punch him in his 'cool-guy' shades. Kanaya even threatened him a couple times when he got too close to me for her comfort and she was dating his sister Rose. I'll let you imagine how she reacted when we found Terezi and Dave almost dry humping in the middle of break and I had to assure her I was over my ex so she wouldn't go over there and start yelling at them. She was a fantastic friend but got a little too motherly sometimes, but she was like a sister to me so of course I could never hate her. What I didn't understand is… where did my Terezi go? I missed the girl who cuddled up to me as we watched horror movies and screamed when there was a jump scare, or the girl that loved to tease me until my face was a bright red , and most of all what happened to the Terezi that promised me we would save each other until we got married? So now that she's done with me and Strider agrees to let her jump his bones, she automatically tries to get him in bed with her? God I just wanted her out of my mind and out of my heart but just like in person she was too difficult to get rid of because she just clings to you and never leaves you alone.
I parked my car in the drive way to the food joint and I immediately saw Sollux inside as he waved over to me and Nepeta. Nepeta got out of the car quickly and ran over to Sollux giggling as he lifted her up and spun her around before putting her back down. I double checked to make sure all my car doors were locked as I walked into the restaurant type place. Sollux quickly enveloped me into a tight hug as he noticed my teary eyes, when had I started crying? I had no clue. I sniffled and wiped my eyes as Sollux tilted my head up so I could look him in the eyes.
"Are you okay?" He asked his voice flooding with concern as he wiped the tears from my cheek. I refused to break down in front of him and Nep so I smiled and nodded. Looking to my sister I grabbed her hand and led her to the counter that held all of the choices.
"Pick what you want." Nepeta smiled brightly and Sollux ruffled her hair.
…..
"Well… what did the thee?" Sollux and I sat on the couch munching on our sandwiches, I had told him exactly what the nurse told me; plus what Nepeta whispered into my ear.
"I have no fucking clue she didn't want to tell me so I didn't push it any further." I plucked the olives out of my sandwich as the movie drug on; I was resting between Sollux's legs as he pulled me closer into his chest. We watched 27 Dresses, one of my personal favorites, but not even this was cheering me up or getting rid of the empty feeling in my heart. I stayed quiet during most of the movie with my head down thinking, about her, about him, about both of them. This was just something I wasn't going to get over with soon. I could deal with the heartbreak. I could deal with the sadness, the loss, even the anger. But not this, I couldn't stand to watch her happy with another…. Especially with someone like Dave. I choked on a sob and Sollux looked to me with pity, I had my head turned away from him as my lip quivered and I squeezed my eyes shut. God it hurt so much.
"Shhh… It's okay… everything's going to turn out fine." Sollux pulled me close to where I buried my head into his stomach; I was glad Nepeta was awake to see me like this; I let out a choked sob and Sollux comforted me with gentle rubs and kisses.
"That'th it let it out..." It got to the point where my throat was sore from the as I cried out all of the frustrations and hurt I had held in for a while now, and when I had finally calmed down enough to where I only let out quiet sniffles and Sollux's shirt was soaked beneath me. Hot tears still streamed down my cheeks but I ignored them as I lifted my head to look at my friends tear stained t-shirt. Sollux sat up lifting me up with him as he forced my head upwards; he wiped the rest of my tears away with the pad of his thumb and I let out a small laugh.
"Sorry…." I said as he looked down at me with a smile.
"It'th fine Kk. Ath long ath your feeling better..." Sollux kissed me softly on the lips and I accepted it desperately needing the distraction it offered. Besides our other lip locks this one was gentle and slow, sweet and simple and it strangely left me wanting more. My lips molded into his soft plump ones as my hand rubbed his bicep tenderly; he moved his head down and peppered small affectionate kisses down my neck and a small moan escaped through my lips as he bit down slightly and I bit my bottom lip. I scooted away but pulled Sollux with me resulting in me on my back and Sollux on top of me. He supported himself atop of me with his hands as he looked down at me. Without a word he lifted my shirt up and pulled it over my head making me shiver as the cool air around me hit my chest making my nipples harden and goose bumps spread up my arms and around my chest sat up much to my displeasure and I whined as he ground his hips into mine and lifted his shirt until it was above his chest and my hands immediately explored the open area freely tracing the area of his forming abs and he licked his lips at the feeling of my touch. He leaned down until our bodies were pressed against each other and I moved closer into the warmth of his body. His hips started to slowly move into mine as I spread my legs for him, Sollux started to move faster and faster until we were both shaking the couch slightly; I kisses random places around his face until my lips met his and we kissed once more but with much more passion and ferocity. The kiss was bruising until Sollux separated from me with red puffy lips, he licked them absentmindedly and I felt the urge to bite them.
"Your room?" I nodded as my dick stiffened slightly to the point to where my pants became tight and I knew Sollux was having the same problem from how much he squirmed when we hurried upstairs shirts in hand.
We were on each other before we even made it to the door and I fumbled with the door knob as Sollux slammed me against it. When I had finally got the door open, no thanks to Sollux's groping, He shut the door as fast as he could and we tumbled onto the bed. Sollux unbuttoned my pants as we basically swallowed each other's tongues and I hurriedly pushed his down. The tents in both of our pants grew as our dicks brushed against each other making both of us moan in pleasure. Sollux reached down and slipped his hand inside of my boxer and started to toy around with me; stroking my member he sent a solid squeeze to it making me hiss from the pleasurable sensation of his warm hand; I squirmed and thrashed as he kept on going slower than I would like him to go. My mouth was open in ecstasy as he slipped his own boxer's down allowing me to see his cock, it was pretty big... Especially to my virgin eyes. My god would that fit? Crap, I didn't even have any lube… Sollux stroked my lip with his finger and slowly pushed it through my lips and I greedily sucked on it feeling every detail with my tongue and I heard him moan loudly.
"That's it Kk… just like that." I blushed at his words and sucked harder; when he decided it was enough I had slobber running down my chin as I released his finger with a wet pop. He reached down trailing his cool finger as he went until he reached my opening. He circle the finger around teasing the entrance slightly and my breathing hitched as I bucked my hips until I felt his finger slowly ease it's way inside of me and I cried out at the weird feeling that came over me. I arch my back when the digit was rammed in and out of me and the next thing I knew a couple more were forced in and I arched my back even more at the full feeling. Sollux was panting about me and I scratched at his back harshly.
"More." I said huskily into his ear as I nipped and sucked at his collarbone leaving dark marks in its wake. Insidious fuckass…. Sollux slowly pulled the fingers out and I shivered at the loss of something fucking me. The rest was a blur as his boxer's were sent flying through the air as I pretty much ripped the damn useless things off and I was pinned under his hot body, my legs were hoisted up so they locked around his waist, and he was looking down at me face flushed, lips bruised, and neck marked. Three little words fell from his pale lips and my body froze but immediately acted as he rammed into me.
"I love you..." My mind blocked out the mood killer as I was pounded into, I clawed at his back as I was turned into a withering, moaning, incompetent, incoherent mess as the man above me stroked me vigorously while he defiled my body. My eyes rolled into the back of my head as I held onto the dresser for support completely ignoring my phone as I buzzed. The bed creaked loudly as both bodies moved with enough force to ram it into the wall at least once or twice. I didn't really keep track when Sollux kissed me making me knock my phone onto the floor. Saliva dripped down my chin as I came unexpectedly with a loud moan but Sollux was relentless as he kept up the pace until he came inside of me and warmth spread throughout my body.
We paused as Sollux collapsed besides me and soon after pulled me close and kissed me one last time before drifting off. I lay wide awake though.
I love you…
I didn't understand... but I guess I didn't have too. I didn't fully feel that way; I was only using this as a distraction... that's all this was…
A distraction...
What didn't know was that I should've paid attention to my phone…
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A/N:
Too tired to write out the lemon. So there, incase you didn't see the Solkat is partially unrequited.