Dean woke up that morning very sore. Nobody was in the room with him. He didn't hear any movement downstairs so he got up. He slowly and carefully pulled sweatpants on and walked to the bathroom. He looked in the mirror and saw scars from the attack. Even an angels healing couldn't cover up the pain and gore of what happened that night. An angel's mojo power couldn't completely heal him, he was still left with scars.
He pulled on a t shirt and walked downstairs. He still didn't hear anybody down here. He went into the library where Cas was reading a book not paying any attention to the world around him. Dean looked around the room. Nobody else was there.
"Cas?" Dean rasped.
Cas flinched dropping his book and losing his page. "Dean? You're up and awake."
"Yeah, I feel 10 times better but still like crap. Where is everybody?"
"Bobby is on a hunt with Rufus. Sam and Gabe should be back shortly."
"Where'd they go?"
"To the warehouse you were at to check it out."
Dean paled a little bit. "No need to explain anymore. I just want to lay my head in your lap and watch mindless TV until they get back so we can share the news."
Cas watched Dean shakily sit down and lay in his head in Cas's lap. "Seriously? This soon?"
"Gabriel probably already knows I'm too far along for it to be the rapist anyway."
"I'm surprised you decided to keep the baby." Cas said after a few minutes of silence.
Dean smiled. "I'm surprised myself, to tell you the truth."
"Why did you keep it?"
"I wanted out."
"But you never told Sam."
"He was the one who would find hunts. I was all for it. Hells yeah, I'm gonna kill some evil sons of bitchs. But after finding out I was pregnant, it was like something clicked. I wanted to have a normal life…with you."
Cas smiled. "That's sweet. What made you decide to head to the clinic?"
"After being sick for four weeks and risking Sammy getting curious I researched food that sat well on your stomach. Soon I wasn't getting nauseously sick as much or wasn't puking. Well, the night of the…" Dean paused to not think about the attack. "incident, I had got to a free clinic where after being poked and prodded I was told I was 5 weeks pregnant. You were the only one I…voluntarily bottomed for, so it had to be yours, then the attack happened and I could never share the good news with you."
"Well, no you get to share the good news to your brother."
"They already know I'm pregnant, baby."
"Yeah, but they don't know about us."
Dean smiled and closed his eyes as Cas carded his fingers through Dean' hair. Soon Dean took a snooze but woke up two hours later give Cas and Dean around 30 minutes to talk before Sam and Gabe arrived.
When Sam and Gabe entered the house they heard voices and the TV on…never a good sign.
"I just don't understand." Cas remarked.
"There nothing to not understand." Dean snapped.
"Why would Dr. Sexy wear cowboy boots? That makes no sense."
"What makes Dr. Sexy, sexy is the fact that he wears cowboy boots and not tennis shoes."
"But that is unrealistic. A real doctor want to wear shoes that support his/her arches so he/she is comfortable throughout the day. Cowboy boot would just hurt after a few hours."
"It's not supposed to be realistic. It's a TV show."
"But why would someone think that a doctor would chose fashion over comfort."
"It doesn't matter." Dean smirked.
"What are you guys arguing over." Sam said as he enter the library to see Dean's head in Cas's lap and Cas running his fingers through Dean's hair.
"Hey, Sammy. It's nothing. Cas doesn't understand that TV doesn't have to make sense." Dean smiled.
"What are you guys doing?"
"Just watching TV." Cas replied as he looked down at Dean.
"Is there something I should know?" Sam asked.
"Is there something you wanna know?" Dean broke eye contact with Cas. "Is something bothering you, Sam?"
"Nothing's bothering me, just…"
"I knew we should have changed the channel, Cas. Sam gets weird when I watch Dr. Sexy."
"No it's not that, it's just…I've been thinking…"
"That can't be good." Dean smirked as he sat up.
"Shut up, Dean. It's just Gabriel checked your baby when he heal your body. The baby isn't eh rapist…it's—"
"Mine." Cas finished Sam's sentence. "I know, Sam. Dean told me already."
"How?"
Dean snorted. "Well, Sammy, when a carrier loves man really, really much…"
"I get it, I get it!" Sam interrupted. "I know how babies are made, Dean."
Dean laughed and slapped a hand on Cas's knee. "Are you ok with this?"
"Of course, I'm dating Gabriel. How long have you been hiding it?"
Cas and Dean just looked at each other. Cas squinted his eyes and Dean calculated in his head. "Almost 2 years." They said in unison.
"Wow, really, that long? How did I not notice?"
Dean smiled. "I didn't go to the bar to pick up chicks."
"But, I tracked your phone a few times and you were always at a bar."
Cas smiled. "We barely ever left the bar."
"Come on, guys, in public?"
"Hey, you haven't lived if you haven't fucked in a bathroom, on a pool table, in a car, and the Impala…"
"Wait, in a car, not the impala?"
"Yeah, I think whoever own like vehicle was pretty upset when they got in after we left." Cas laughed.
"You guys are insane." Sam covered his face with his hands.
"It's been said." Dean said. "You and Gabe's relationship is sweet and all but it's very vanilla. Don't tell me you have never thought about a threesome on a pool table with the bar owner."
"Oh God, Dean, don't tell me you and Cas have done something like that." Sam cringed.
"That was a weird night." Cas smiled.
"Stop, stop, just stop. Guys, what Gabe and I have is special and we like where we are at. We like being "vanilla"."
"Ok, ok, Sammy. We understand. I would just let your crazy side get some air before you want to start a family."
Something about what Dean said didn't sit well with Sam. "What did you say?"
"Get a little wild before you want to start a family. Once you bring a kid into the world its regularly schedule vanilla sex."
"Wait, Dean, you're saying that like you aren't going to be still living here once that baby is born."
"Hell yeah, I'm not going to be staying here. I love Bobby, but his place is too small and dangerous to raise a child."
"Where are you going to go?"
"Sam, you're acting like we're moving across the world. There a house for sale a few doors down. Cas and I are going look at that one this weekend and go from there."
Sam half-heartedly smiled. He was worried that Dean was still very damaged from the incident but was hiding it for Cas.