This isn't happening.

It can't be.

I really screwed up this time.

Shit.

Oh my god.

What have I done?!

He hates me, doesn't he?

I went too far.

This is all my fault.

But. . . I need him. . . .

How can this be happening.

Fuck, this hurts.

But-

Camille, that bitch!

But- If I hadn't- if I had just-

Damn it.

What if I-

Maybe-

I so sorry, Magnus.

I'm so sorry.

Is there way I could make it up to you?

I love you so much.

I'm so, so sorry.


A/N: Sooooo. . . . Alec's thoughts on the same thing! What do you think? Should I continue? Reveiw!