Disclaimer: Only own Jolie.

AN: There you go, be kind. First attempt on writing smut…


Sleep over, sleep over, sleep over, sleep over, sleep over, sleep over.

The two words were like a mantra in her head. After another week Maura had asked her to sleep over. Every minute of the past week, in which Jane was allowed to, she spend with Maura. Their relationship had never been so strong, Maura supported her and held her when she was having an hard time.

Jane was staring at the clock, watching every second pass by. 10 minutes.

She whole class was silent and working, but Jane couldn't concentrate. She was tapping her pen on the table in a little melody from a song.

She was really looking forward to the sleep over, although she was scared. She had convinced her father to let her stay the night at her house. She had told him it was for an presentation which they had to give together, her father had no idea that Maura wasn't in her class. After a week of begging he finally accepted.

5 minutes.

Before she went to Maura's she had to grab a bag. Her dad wasn't at home so she had some time.

Ring!

Jane was the first one in the class who had her books packed in her bag and she stormed out of the class room.

She had texted Maura that she will be at her apartment to grab her stuff and then heading to her house.

Luckily she lived close to her school, she always went walking to school. It gave her some time to think and clear her mind. This time was different though, she was running through the snow.

She took the stairs, two steps at the time. She was out of breath when she finally reached her floor. She took a second to catch her breath and then slowly made her way over to number 381.

She opened the door and walked in, straight to her bedroom. She grabbed the first bag she saw and threw clothes inside. She felt fur against her legs and she jumped a bit. She smiled when Joe jumped on the bed besides the bag. She quickly opened the door of her closet and let Jolie out. Her dad had promised to walk with Joe but he didn't know about Jolie. She had gotten a litter from Maura which she could place next to Jolie's bed. The little dog was already used to use it now, so that would be no problem. There was enough food for one night away for her too.

She grabbed a PJ, some clean underwear and a skinny jeans with sweater. She closed the door of her closet, not noticing it didn't gave the click which indicated that the closed was really closed. She closed her bag and took Joe with her to the little living room. She patted Joe one last time before she left with a big smile.


Ring, ring.

The bell of the big Isles house rang and Maura opened the door with a huge grin.

"Hey."

"Hey beautiful." Jane softly said.

Maura blushed, she still wasn't used to the nicknames Jane used.

"Come in." Maura stepped aside to let Jane in.

It was the second time Jane was in her house, the first time she had only seen Maura's bedroom. Now she was here she was looking around with her mouth slightly open.

This was something Jane wasn't used to, this house was huge, "Wow Maura." Jane breathed.

Maura gave her a tour through her house, just like Jane had done at Maura's first days at school.

After the tour Maura asked, "Wanna watch a movie? My mom is to Europe for a week so I have the house for myself."

Jane smiled and nodded, Maura took Jane hand in hers and led the way. Together they chose the movie; 'Mr. & Mrs. Smith'.

Half way through the movie Maura was sitting in Jane's lap, kissing her. Neither knew how that had happened. Jane pressed Maura tightly against her. Maura licked Jane's lips, asking for entrance which she gratefully gave. As their tongues battled Jane let out a little moan.

Maura's hands were stroking Jane's stomach, feeling her ribs under her shirt when she went higher. She was used to the feeling by now though it was still hurting her to see Jane like this.

Maura pushed Jane gently on her back with her on top, kissing Jane passionately. Jane was kissing her back with a hungrily kiss. They just kissed for a few minutes, both feeling it in the air, for the first time, Jane wanted it to happen.

Maura's hands slipped under Jane shirt and lifted it up, Jane lifting her arms to help. Maura stared into Jane's eyes with so much love that Jane wanted to cry, but she just stared.

Maura's hands made quick work of Jane's bra, but careful to not scare her. Jane was now also busy unbuttoning the expensive blouse of Maura and at the same time they were kissing again.

When Maura's blouse was off Jane took a minute to look at Maura, absorbing the sight. Maura waited for Jane, she didn't want to let Jane feel awkward, she just wanted to show her how much she loved her, how much she meant to her.

Jane slowly reached around and unclasped Maura's bra, which fell down on Jane's chest.

"You really are beautiful." Jane whispered, pulling Maura down for a kiss.

Before Maura could response Jane's lips were on hers, silencing her with a kiss. Maura was so lost in the kiss that she didn't noticed Jane pulling her Jeans down. When her jeans was at her knees and the broke apart for air Maura noticed and went to help her.

Her Jeans were tossed away and directly forgotten. Jane softly stroke Maura's thighs, feeling Maura's hands moving down her bare stomach to her pants. Maura unbuttoned her pants and pulled it down, Jane moving her hips up to help. Maura kissed Jane's skinny legs on every place where new skin was uncovered by her pants.

Jane was nervous, her hands were shaking when she lifted her hands to touch Maura. Maura noticed it of course and carefully guided her hands to her shoulders. Jane smiled embarrassed, moving her hands lower and lower. She kissed Maura's neck and palmed her breasts. Maura moaned at the feeling and kissed the side of Jane's head.

The blonde noticed the insecurity of the brunette and kissed her way down Jane's body. She softly kissed one of Jane's breast, waiting for a sign that it was okay. She looked up in dark brown eyes, the look was everything Maura needed to know and she continued to caress her breasts.

Soon Jane had enough and pulled Maura back up for another hungry kiss. Maura felt Jane's eagerness but something was holding her back.

"What's wrong?" Maura asked, stroking Jane's cheek.

"I don't wanna screw our first time up." She whispered back, pressing her cheek against Maura's hand.

"You won't sweetie, let's do it together."

Jane nodded, both were bringing one hand down. Their hands took positions, both waiting. It took both one stare in the other's eyes to know it was alright. At the same time they both pushed an finger in.

Maura's eye's shut closed while letting out a little moan, Jane was watching her. It was the first time that it didn't hurt, it was the first time that someone was careful and not pushing her limits.

From instinct Jane moved her hand, feeling Maura doing the same. Quickly there was a rhythm in their movements, not too slow, not too fast. Both were sweating and panting lightly. For Jane it was one of the most beautiful things she had ever done in her life.

Maura was kissing her again, letting Jane know that everything she was doing was okay. Jane could feel the heat building inside, knowing she was close.

She wanted to say something but Maura cut her off with a kiss. They didn't speak, they only stared and kissed. It wasn't long, it wasn't fast. It was perfect. It was them.

Soon Jane felt Maura shuddering above her, hearing the moan that came out of her mouth was enough for her. Both came at the same time, moaning softly and whispering sweet words to each other.

It took them some time to come down, finally after what seemed an hour, which was actually ten minutes, Maura looked up. Jane was scared of her reaction. When she saw the huge smile on Maura's face she let out her breath she didn't knew she was holding.

Again they didn't speak, there were no words needed. They hugged each other and drifted off to sleep.


Her eyes fluttered open, it was still dark outside. She felt the warm body of Jane behind her, it made her smile.

She slowly stood up and turned off the TV. She smiled at her sleeping girlfriend on the couch, she was so happy to have her. she grabbed a blanked and laid it on Jane's sleeping form. Jane snorted softly and stirred a bit, luckily she kept on sleeping.

Maura walked to the computer in the little office next to the living room. Finding there another blanket and wrapping it around herself. She sat down on the chair and turned on the computer.

While she was waiting her thoughts went back to Jane. She didn't know she was smiling until she saw herself in the little mirror on the desk. She shook her head with a soft laugh and clicked on the Mail.

Hey there Kate,

Tonight was awesome, Jane came over for a sleep over. She had convinced her father to let her stay here for one night. I can't describe how happy I am. She arrived her after packing a bag, I showed her the house. I think she likes my house, at least I hope she does.

We watched a movie, half way through we were kissing. I have no idea who started it but I don't care. It turned out to be one of the best nights I ever had.

Jane is amazing, Kate. She is a bit like you. Strong on the outside, soft on the inside. I really want to help her, but how? I will try to talk to her again, not tomorrow, maybe the day after.

I miss you so much my love.

Take care Kate.

Maura.

Maura reread the mail for a few times, not noticing the door opening.

"Who's Kate?"

Maura jumped up in surprise and turned around to see Jane. Maura pulled her down on her lap, knowing that she needed to tell Jane.

"Kate is, I mean was, my best friend. Also my girlfriend." She started.

Jane shifted uncomfortable.

"I knew her since I was nine, just like you, she was alone, no one wanted her as friend."

Jane felt hurt by her words but knew she had to listen.

"I don't know why people do that, she was amazing. Just like you." Maura squeezed her hands, "After a few days we were best friends, we did everything together. If she wasn't at her home she was at mine."

She could hear tears in Maura's voice, it broke her heart.

"We stayed friends, but when I turned 15 she told me how she felt. And to her and my surprise I felt the same. So from then on we were girlfriends, our parents were happy for us."

She stopped talking and wiped a tear away.

"One day, I got a call from my mother. She was on her way to pick me up from school. Something had happened to Kate. She was in surgery for almost 5 hours until a doctor finally told us what was going on. For one reason she had been stabbed and beaten up. The doctors had tried everything but she had lost a lot of blood and some organs were damaged. They had lost her."

Maura was crying, hard. Jane wrapped her up in her arms.

"I was depressed after that. I went to her funeral and said goodbye, but I didn't want to believe she was gone. But she was. A few months later I turned 16 and we moved to New York. To you." She said with a watery smile.

"I'm so sorry honey." Jane rubbed her back softly, resting her head on Maura's.

"I tell her what is going on with me through mails." With that she send the mail, and Jane knew this conversation was over for now.

Jane stood up and pulled Maura with her to the woodstove. She made an fire and together they laid down in front of it on the blanket, staring at the flames.


"Maura…" Jane tried, "Maura." This time harder.

She stirred but didn't wake, "Mauraaaaa!" the other woman in the room yelled at her with a smirk.

"What?!" Maura shot up in a sitting position.

She looked at Jane, who had an weird expression. Then she noticed the older woman standing behind Jane.

"Hanna!" she quickly pulled the blanket back up to cover herself.

"Hi there." She spoke with her accent, a smile on her face.

"Didn't my mother call you that you didn't had to come this week?"

"Uhu." Hanna started the vacuum cleaner.

"Who is Hanna?" Jane whispered in her ear.

Maura didn't reply but pulled her up, wrapping a blanket around her. She wrapped herself in a blanket too, after that she searched all their clothes. She took Jane's wrist and pulled her with her up the stairs to her room.

Ones inside the spook again, "Hanna is the cleaning lady."

Jane laughed, "It was pretty awkward! I woke up by the sound of the door closing, suddenly she was standing there with that smirk of hers. And you were still sleeping!"

"Sorry." Maura laughed too.

Jane seductively pulled her blanket off, walking to the shower, "You coming honey?"


The day was perfect, they had showered together after that they had made breakfast.

It was midday now and it was time for Jane to leave. They were standing by the door, Jane didn't want to leave. She pulled Maura down for a kiss, it was a long and sweet one.

Maura smiled and stroke Jane's cheek.

"See you tomorrow?"

"See you tomorrow." Jane said and placed another quick kiss on her lips.

She opened the door and walked out, just before she stepped into the cab she turned around en waved. Maura waved back and watched the cab drive away, when it disappeared around the corner she went back into the house, smiling.


Jane's ride home was boring, now she had spent so much time with Maura she didn't want to leave her alone.

When she arrived at the building she felt ones again that weird feeling inside her stomach. She just pushed the feeling away and took her bag. She walked slowly to the door of the lobby.

She took the elevator up to her level, the feeling grew bigger with every 'ding' of the elevator.

She walked to the door, hearing a weird sound, like an animal in pain. Joe!

She started to run to the door, the sound getting stronger and stronger. She yanked the door open. Her father was kneeled down with a knife in his hand. There was blood on the knife.

Joe was running around in the apartment, Jolie was laying on the ground in a little pool of blood. She was making weird noises, it was horrible to hear. Her father brought the knife down to Jolie's neck.

She heard a scream, when her father looked at her she knew it was her scream. His eyes were filled with anger, he looked back at the dog.

"Dad! No! Leave her alone!" She screamed and ran to him, grabbing his arm to stop him.

He turned around and pushed her away with so much force that she fell and hit her head on the ground. She groaned and grabbed her head, the apartment turning and became blurry.

She heard Jolie letting out a scream like sound, she tried to get up. She was stumbling around, trying to stop her father again.

Her vision was turning in front of her eyes but she saw her father plugging the knife in Jolie's throat. The little dog made one last noise, then nothing.

"What are you doing?!" Jane yelled.

"This fucking dog was chewing on my clothes! And on the door!" He yelled back.

She had never seen her father this angry about such a thing, there had to be more.

Jane screamed, she could see better now. She ran to her father, jumping on his back and started to hit him. She grabbed the knife from his hand and threw it to the other side of the room.

The punched her nose with his elbow, she felt blood streaming down her face. She groaned in pain but didn't stop. He pulled her over his shoulder and threw her on the ground. The air left her longs, for a second she was paralyzed. One second too long.

He was straddling her, hitting everything he could. She needed to get away, she wriggled away from him, running to the door. Joe followed her, barking. Her father came after her, the elevator took too long so she took the stairs.

She wanted to take the first step but she felt two hands pushing her. She fell.

She rolled down the stairs, trying to protect her head. Failing.

She heard him running down the stairs, she opened her eyes to see him there. He was ready to kill her.

She heard the elevator ding, someone was here. Her father looked up, footsteps were heard. He vanished out of her sight.


Maura went back to her room, finding Jane's jeans on the ground. She put it in her bag and headed out.

She took a cab, her smile growing.

She arrived at the building, taking the elevator. She hoped Jane's father wasn't home yet.

She arrived at Jane's floor, she walked to the apartment. The door was open, what was weird.

She pushed the door open, "Hello?"

She saw Jolie laying on the ground in her own blood. She gasped, "Jane!"

There was a blood trail on the ground, her heart was pounding with fear.

The trail led her to the stairs, there on the ground was Jane.

"Jane!" she flew down the stairs in a hurry.

"Jane?!"

"Maur…" she groaned.

"Stay with me Jane!" she grabbed her phone and dialed 911, putting her phone on speaker.

"Maur… I love you." Jane breathed before everything went black.

"Jane! No! You can't leave me as well! Jane!"


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