So here is another chapter with a bit of clearance as to what happened back in lima. The flashbacks are in italics. Hope you enjoy and please review for I will write more if you do so:)

Disclaimer: I do not own glee, but I do own my own imagination!

Flashback

I slightly open my eyes after hearing a phone vibrate on the nightstand. I'm about to fall back asleep when it goes off again. Quinn is lying on top of me with her arm draped over my chest and stirs a bit at the annoying noise. I slightly shift over to silence the phone, but notice it's Quinn's phone and her mom is texting her.

"Mmmm who's calling?" her voice is raspy and heavy with sleepiness.

"It's your mom she texted you, I didn't read it I was just going to shut it off."

"Ohh ok she's probably drunk and wondering where I am." I giggle and hear Quinn also giggling.

"What time is it San?"

"It's still pretty early so you can keep resting."

"Hmmm...ok."

I feel Quinn shift more on top of me and swing her leg in between mines. She presses light kisses to my neck and nestles in. I feel a little quiver in me and I lightly scratch her back. Pretty soon her breathing evened out and she's fallen back into sleep. Who would ever guess Quinn to be such a night cuddler.

I wake up again, but this time with the sun seeping in through the shades and with the side of my face flat against the pillow. I flip over and find the spot next to me ruffled up and empty. Ok so it wasn't just an awesome dream, but then I get this sadness wash over me at the feeling of Quinn just experimenting and leaving. I'm quickly shooed from my thoughts when Quinn emerges from the bathroom dripping wet from head to toe in nothing but a tiny towel barely covering her.

My eyes are glued to her and I'm pretty sure my mouth is slightly open. She looks at me amused and bends over to grab her scattered items from the floor.

"Like what you see?"

Oh my god yes; damn she is oh so sexy.

"Guess you do since you can't even manage out a reply." She laughs and with this I'm out of my trance and get out of bed wrapped in the sheets and swiftly hug her by the waist from behind.

"Why ask a question that you already know the answer to?" I whisper softly and take her ear lobe between my lips and nibble softly. I feel her tremble and with that I slid my hand down the side of her body and into her inner thigh close to where I can feel her heat radiating. She moans and grinds into me, but before I can even move my hand up any further or finish my own moaning she's across the room smirking.

"Why are you running from me, we still have time for another round."
I say with a grin.

"I'm not running and we don't, checkout is within less than an hour so you need to quickly shower,"

I look at the alarm clock and she's right.

"Didn't realize it was this late, sorry."

She smiles with those beautiful white teeth.

"It's ok, now go I'll be here cleaning up."

"Ok bossy pants." at this she laughs and I feel my heart melt a little.

Within ten minutes I manage to shower and head out the bathroom the same way Quinn did earlier.

"Hey Q where did you place my things?"

She has her back to me and is folding some stuff by the bed.

"Oh sorry, I re-ironed your dress since we didn't bring extra clothes." as she turns around her face looks like mines did earlier and I can't help myself from smirking.

"Like what you see?"

She looks deep into my eyes and I can see the lust and desire flaming through her hazel orbs. I can't take it anymore and lean in stealing a kiss and suck on her bottom lip. She moans and I feel her tongue begging for entrance, but before I grant access I pull back and take her bottom lip in between my teeth and grab my stuff from her hands.

"Such a tease."

"A wise women once said, It's all about the teasing and not about the pleasing."

We both laugh and I know she's flushed; I almost feel bad, but I'm glad I have that effect on her.
I sway towards the bathroom and before I close the door I turn around and give her a wink.

"Thanks for ironing and folding my stuff, you are amazing Quinn."

She returns the smile and I close the door behind me.

After that morning Quinn and I checked out had breakfast and I dropped her home. We said our goodbyes and said we would keep in touch, but I saw a little sadness in her eyes. We returned to our everyday lives and then things changed for me and I started my journey in New York. Quinn was happy that I moved to the city and that we were only two hours away. We spoke about visiting each other, but our schedules wouldn't allow it. We sadly lost touch through the months and I was lonely. Bye the time I met Dani, Quinn and I no longer spoke or even texted.

I'm sure Rachel told her about my new girlfriend, but I never got a text asking or saying anything. I realize now why I really can't give my complete self to Dani. A part of me is still a little hurt and hung up on Quinn. I know to her it was a one or maybe three well actually four time thing, but to me it was more and not some fucking experiment.

I know Quinn is one of my best friends and perhaps I should have known sleeping with her could ruin everything, but the day after wasn't awkward or anything. I know she enjoyed it just as much as I. It might have felt like more and freaked her out. It kind of freaked me out because I never thought of her like that until that night and I know she's straight.

I need to see her, we need to speak and I need closure. Most importantly I miss her and want to hug her. I always felt safe in Quinn's arm despite our history.

Bzzzzzz

"Hey babe I'm really tired and I'm just going to head home. I'll see you tomorrow at work and after we go get some drinks. Night ;)"
-Dani

"No problem, have a good night :)"
-Santana

...

The following day afterwork Dani and I headed to a bar/lounge nearby that we went to often and since Kurt and Rachel were also working they tagged along. The bar was actually a pretty cool spot with good music, all kinds of people, and strong drinks. Eventually a Dj came on and Rachel dragged Kurt and Dani to the dance floor since I said I would join them after another drink.

"Three shots of patron and a lime."
All day I couldn't get Quinn out of my mind and I need to get drunk and fast.
After the bartender handed me the shots I downed them 1 2 3. I was feeling nice to say the least and headed towards the dance floor. I quickly swept up Dani and she was grinding into me. I was getting turned on and every time I closed my eyes I pictured Quinn being the one dancing against me. Dani turned around and we started making out. After a minute or two I pulled back.

"Hey what's wrong, one minute your dancing with me like that and kissing me and then you pull away, are you alright?"

"Yea, I mean yes, Dani I'm sorry my heads just gots dizzy." I slurred and slightly lost my balance.

"Babe are you drunk?" She said half amused and let out a laughed.

"Whats the fuck is so funny, never seen a persons drunks before!" Now I was yelling at her.

"Wow Santana calm down I didn't mean to laugh at you."

"Well you did ands you know what now I'm leaving so enjoy your night and don't get too drunk or you'll look like a dumbass like me. Adios!"

I didn't even wait for a reply as I stormed off. I was pissed at Dani for no reason and started our first fight for the stupidest reason. I didn't have anytime to care either.

I left the bar fast and grabbed a cab in no time avoiding Dani or Gayberry stopping me.

As soon as I got to the loft I grabbed a duffle bag and threw in some clothes, shoes and toiletries. Within fifteen minutes I was out the door and in the subway heading towards grand central station.

Five miserable hours latter, a pounding headache, tired eyes, and a shut off phone, I was in New Haven.

By the time I got off the cab and was walking down the sidewalks of Yale, I had finally sobered up. I turned my phone back on and skipped past the 20 missed calls and text messages from the three back home and I found the text telling me exactly where I needed to go.

Room 324A

I place my fist against the metal door and breathed heavily; it's now or never.

Bang bang bang...