Love and Anger (Chapter Three)
"Jenny I can get my own dinner. Why don't you sit down for a change?" Joy asked with a slightly pleading look on her face. The nurse was stretched out on her couch wearing a blue Poliwag shirt and a pair of white drawstring sweats pants.
"No. You need your rest so just wait here. I'll be back in a few minutes." Jenny replied, standing before Joy in a plain red tank top and the most comfortable jeans she owned. With that she walked out of the Joy's living room, leaving the nurse lying on the couch.
Joy let out a frustrated sigh then giggled at her situation. It had been two weeks since she was released from the hospital. She had been force to lay in that hospital bed for a week after the incident with Team Rocket. As much as she hated staying in that place, Joy wouldn't have traded it for anything in the world. If she hadn't gotten injured she and Jenny would probably have never confessed their feelings for each other.
After that first night in the hospital, they were almost caught by one of the nurses. She threatened to throw Jenny out of the room unless Joy signed some papers saying it was okay for the officer to stay. Once she did that, Jenny only left Joy's room if she absolutely had to.
The officer had called both the police station and the Pokemon Center, informing them about Joy's condition and making sure the other nurses had everything under control at the Center, as well as requesting time off from her job to take care of Joy for the next few weeks at least.
Since returning home from the hospital, Jenny had almost taken up full residence at Joy's place. The only time she ever went to her own apartment was to get clothes and grab a few other few things she needed, which mostly meant DVDs, because all Joy had was chick flicks and Jenny hated those.
Jenny had not allowed Joy to do pretty much anything on her own. She fixed Joy's meals, cleaned her house, she even took all of Joy's phone calls for her, yet, Jenny also made sure that the nurse got some exorcise every day.
Each night, just a few hours after sunset, they would spend about an hour walking around the neighborhood along with Growlithe and Chansey. The officer knew how much Joy hated being cooped up all day long, so she knew the nurse would appreciate the time outside. Both of them loved looking up at the stars at night and would hold each other's hand during the walk. Jenny, however, was repetitively telling Joy to 'slow down' or 'take it easy.' This was making Joy a little more irritated every day.
While she was grateful for having Jenny around all the time, the officer's constant fussing was getting a bit out of hand. Joy was used to be the care giver to those who needed it not the other way around. When Jenny first volunteered to stay with Joy during her recovery, the nurse was more than thrilled. After all the two had just started dating and the thought of having Jenny all to herself for several days sounded like heaven to her. However, now that she had finally begun to heal, there was still some pain in her chest whenever she moved a certain way, but for the most part she was fine. Now that her bones had almost completely mended Joy wanted to do a few things for herself, but it appeared that that wasn't going to happen if Jenny could help it.
Whenever Jenny began to do something for the nurse, Joy would say she could do it herself, Jenny would insist on doing it for her, leaving Joy slightly more frustrated than she was before.
Joy giggled again, as irritated as she was at Jenny, she couldn't help but think about how cute her girlfriend was being. She knew that Jenny was only trying to take care of her the best she could. The way the blue haired woman had fretted over her was, in a way, adorable to Joy.
Joy's thoughts were interrupted when Jenny entered the room with Joy's dinner which was a peanut butter and jelly sandwich along with a small glass of white wine. She had learned long ago that this was the pink haired woman's favorite.
As she sat the food on the table in front of Joy, Jenny noticed a suspicious look on her face. "Is something wrong Honey?" she asked
"Not really…but can we just talk for a minute please?" Joy sat up on the couch so that Jenny could sit down next to her.
"Of course, anything you want Joy." as soon as Jenny's butt hit the seat the two joined hands. After so long of keeping their love a secret from one another, the two used every opportunity they could to hold each other's hands, simply to feel the other. The two lovers took a moment to just look at into the others eyes and smiled at their happiness, but it wasn't long before Joy interrupted the silence that had fallen over the two. "You know how much I love you, right Jenny?"
"I hope as much as I love you Joy." Jenny said with a bright smile on her face as she leaned in to give Joy a quick kiss on the lips.
Joy giggled into the kiss but pull back to look her girlfriend in the eye, "I'm trying to have a serious conversation if you don't mind." She said this in a light, calm tone.
Even though Joy's voice was so tranquil, her words made Jenny a little concerned and the expression changed from peaceful to worried, "Have I done something wrong?"
The nurse was quick to extinguish the officer's fears by putting a hand to her cheek, the same guesser that she had used before when she told Jenny how much she loved her. As she gently stroked her across Jenny's face, Joy spoke, "It's nothing like that at all my love. It's just that I'm wondering why you are still insisting on doing everything for me. My wound has almost completely healed. I could even go back to work if you would let my out of the house."
A sullen expression came over Jenny's face at that moment. She pulled away from Joy's gentle touch and looked down at her hand that was sitting in her lap. This time Joy was the one to become worried. "What is it Jenny?" she asked calmly while squeezing the other woman's hand that was still entwined in her own.
"I…I don't want to take that chance again. I don't want you to get hurt Joy. The very thought of you in that condition again, it scares the hell out of me." A single tear rolled down Jenny's face.
"Oh Jenny… ", Joy let go of Jenny's hand only to use it to wipe the tear away from Jenny's beautiful face, then she wrapped both her arms around the woman and held her as close to herself as she possibly could.
"Jenny," she continued, "I understand your feelings, I promise I do."
"How?" Jenny asked pulling back from Joy just enough to look her in the eyes. "How could you know how scared I am? I almost lost you Joy…"
"I know because I have that same feeling every day. Jenny, you deal with people just like Team Rocket all the time." Jenny stiffen slightly when Joy mentioned the group that put her in the hospital, she hated thinking about that moment more than anything, but she allowed Joy to continue.
"Ever since we were children I had to face the fact that you were going to live a dangerous life. And now to this day I worry about you. Every morning I wake up knowing that you're out their risking your life for others. I understand how scared you must have been in that waiting room in the hospital and I could hear it in your voice when you were telling me that story. I can't tell you how many times I been waking up to nightmares like that over the years, nightmares of you lying in that hospital bed and not waking up." At the recollection of those terrible nightmares caused Joy eyes to be filled with tears and this time it was Jenny to wipe them away.
As Jenny took her hand away from Joy's face, she remembered all those times in the past when she would be woken up in the middle of the night from her phone ringing off the hook. It was always Joy calling to ask her a silly question or saying that she was bored and couldn't get to sleep. Every time this happened Jenny could hear the shakiness of the nurse's voice, she would always ask if everything was okay and Joy would always reply that she was just tired and then apologize for waking her friend, say good night, and hang up. Jenny had been always curious to the true meanings of those calls but never bother to ask Joy about them, thinking that Joy would bring it up when she was ready. Now Jenny finally had the answer that she wanted.
She pulled Joy close to her so that her girlfriends head was lying on her shoulder. Jenny kissed the top of Joy's head before laying her cheek on top of it. "You're right. I'm sorry for the way I've behaved lately." She uttered quickly.
"It's fine Jenny. But from now on we both have to face the world and risking the dangers within it. Only this time we will face them together."
"That sounds wonderful Joy." The two picked their heads up to kiss the other passionately and deeply.
After a few minutes the women separated and simply took a moment to stare at each other.
Jenny then sighed, "I guess I should maybe head back to my own place tonight then. Let you get back on your feet. I'll call you when I get home." She stood up to leave only to feel Joy grasp her hand to stop her from going anywhere.
Joy stood up to match Jenny's height. "No. I don't want you leaving tonight, but I also don't want you sleeping on the couch tonight either."
Jenny gave a slightly confused look as she asked, "What do you mean."
"I mean, why don't you sleep in my bed tonight Jenny, next to me, and just perhaps we can do something besides sleep." Joy winked as she slid her arms around Jenny's waist and put her hand under her shirt to rub Jenny's lower back.
Jenny's eyes went wide with Joy's action. While they had been dating for several weeks, they were both so preoccupied with making sure Joy recovered from her injury that they had not even discussed the more sexual aspects of their relationship. Although the thought had crossed Jenny's mind more than once and apparently the same thoughts had been is Joy's mind as well.
"Then what do you say we skip our walk tonight?" Jenny asked as she snaked her arms around Joy's neck and looked into her eyes with a smirk coming across her face.
Instead of answering, Joy put her lips to Jenny's; she wasted no time in slipping her tongue in the other woman's mouth. They began moving their hands, exploring the other's body. Jenny's hands found their way to Joy's ass and squeezed it gently while Joy was doing the same to Jenny's breasts.
They finally separated when they ran out of breath, but then went right back to kissing, battling for dominance with their tongues. The two continued this pattern for several minutes. They would kiss, stop to catch their breath, then make-out again. Both were losing themselves in the passionate kiss. The only thing going through their minds were how they were about to give in to all the desires that been holding in for so long.
Eventually, when the two separated from their kiss once more Joy took hold of Jenny's hand and practically ran to her room, dragging her love behind her. As soon as Joy shut the door behind them, she pulled Jenny to her lips once more, the officer completely giving into the nurse's nonverbal demands.
Slipping her hands under Jenny's shirt, Joy drew back only long enough to yank Jenny's tank top over her head. As the shirt hit the floor, Joy began to nibble at Jenny's neck. Jenny gasped as she felt Joy's breath on the neck; it was a sensitive spot for her. Joy then moved her hands to the Jenny's back to unlatch her bra, pulled it down her arms and allowed it to fall to the floor.
Pulling back to admire Jenny's chest, Joy couldn't help the rather naughty smile that came over her face. Quickly, she grabbed her own shirt, pulling it above her head. Jenny's eyes went slightly wide at the site of Joy's bra-less bust. She only had a second to ogle at Joy's breasts when she found herself being pushed onto the nurse's bed.
As soon as she landed on Joy's bed, Jenny pushed herself up on her elbows to watch as Joy pushed her sweatpants down her legs, revealing her black lace thong. Crawling up on the bed herself, Joy gazed straight into Jenny's eyes with an almost devilish look on her face; she unsnapped the button on Jenny's jeans, yanking them off of the officer swiftly. Never breaking eye contact with Jenny, Joy lowered her head and grabbed the officer's underwear with her teeth and slowly peeled them off of her.
Taking a moment to simply admire Jenny's body, the nurse could not help but to feel pride in the fact that this beauty lying before her was really hers. Joy then looked at Jenny's face to see that it had become a deep shade of red. Jenny had turned her head away from Joy that moment. As many times as she had dreamed of this moment, now that she was actually lying nude on Joy's bed with Joy's eyes on her, the blue haired woman couldn't help but to feel somewhat embarrassed and nervous.
Joy could tell how uncomfortable Jenny was feeling. Gently, she reached for Jenny's chin and moved her head to make the other woman look at her once again, leaning over Jenny's body so their faces were only a few inches apart, "You're so gorgeous Jenny. I love you."
At hearing this and small smile formed on Jenny's lips. Joy knew exactly what she needed to hear at that moment. "I love you too Joy."
"Shall we continue then my love?"
Jenny sat up just then; the motion caused Joy to go onto her hands and knees on the bed.
"Yes Joy, make me completely yours." She crashed her lips to Joy's as her hands took hold of Joy's thong, pushing it down her past her ass and then Joy drew her legs out of it and allowed the garment to fall to the floor.
As they continued to make out, Joy once again pushed Jenny down on the bed. Pulling her tongue out of her girlfriend's mouth she licked her way down toward Jenny's right breast. She traced a circle around the nipple before taking it into her mouth, sucking on it slowly, while using her hand to massage the other breast. Every so often she would give a slight bite or sharp pull to the nipples she was playing with.
Jenny let her head fall back on the pillow and closed her eyes to focus only on the sensation that Joy was giving her, an almost silent moan escaping throat.
After several minutes of giving pleasure to Jenny's breasts, Joy began to move downward. Using her tongue she licked a straight line down the middle of Jenny's body. She stopped briefly to deliver a small kiss to Jenny's navel, and then continued until she reached her vagina.
Joy gently used her fingertips to spread Jenny's second pair of lips, giving her a better view of a better view of her girlfriend's womanhood.
Jenny's breaths were growing deeper with anticipation for what was to come. She felt Joy opening her lips but than nothing. Just before she was about to open her eyes to see what was wrong she felt Joys mouth surround her clit.
Jenny gasped at the sensation she was feeling. She had a few lovers during her life, but none of them ever gave her the pleasure that Joy was right now, and she had only just begun.
Rubbing Jenny's clit with her tongue Joy could feel both Jenny and herself becoming more wet by the second. It was that moment that Joy decided to take it a bit further. With her tongue still working on the clit, she slowly slid two fingers into her girlfriend and started to a gentle pumping motion.
The moans coming from Jenny got louder and louder and every time they did Joy's fingers would begin to move a bit faster. Joy was sure that there was no sexier sound in the world, than the sounds Jenny was making at that moment.
Jenny could feel the pleasure slowly building within her. She didn't know how much more she could take before she came. Wanting to look at Joy when she did, Jenny opened her eyes, she could see Joy hunched over as she pleasured her, Joy's ass was sticking up in the air. Jenny could see Joy's hips moving. Joy had placed her other hand on her own clit so that she could feel pleasure as well.
Using all the strength she had left Jenny spoke in a breathless voice, "Joy…stop for a second, please."
Joy quickly stopped her hand and pulled her fingers out of Jenny, and looked up at her with a worried look on her face. "Did I do something wrong?"
"Oh no, nothing like that," Jenny felt a little bad leading Joy to that conclusion, "it's just I want us to come together, if that is alright with you." Jenny smiled almost shyly at her girlfriend and red hue coming back to her face.
Joy eyes lit up at Jenny's words. "Of course it is my love. Nothing would make me happier."
She leaned back up to Jenny's head to slowly kiss her girlfriend quickly before turning her body around so that her vagina was directly over Jenny's head. Neither woman wasted anymore time before they started licking each other's vaginas, shoving their tongues into each other as deep as they could.
They moved their tongues harder and faster than they ever had before. Each felt the pleasure rebuilding in their bodies quickly. It only took a few minutes for them both to orgasm. Both Jenny and Joy let out screams of pure ecstasy.
Unable to hold herself up any longer, Joy collapsed onto Jenny's body. The women were both lying there, trying to get their breath back.
"That…that was incredible." Joy finally said when she found enough strength to talk.
Jenny could only nod her head in response. She had a huge smile on her face after making love to the woman who held her heart. Joy giggle when she sat up enough to see Jenny's smile, "What's that grin for?"
"You. Joy, I never imagined that somebody could ever make me feel that good." Jenny said as Joy turned her body around once more and laid herself down next to Jenny.
"I love you Jenny. You made me feel so amazing, I can't even describe it, it was so remarkable."
"I love you too Joy."
With that both women snuggled closer to each other. Jenny put her arms around Joy's upper back, allowing the pink haired woman to rest her head on her chest. As Joy wrapped her arms around Jenny's waist she felt her girlfriend's body shake slightly.
She looked up to see Jenny giggling. Then Jenny spoke, "All these years I compared you to an angel. Who knew you could be such a devil?"
Joy joined in the giggling, "There's a lot about me you still don't know Jenny."
They both looked at each other still giggling, and then they both leaned in and kissed each other. Pouring all of their feelings they had for the other into that kiss. When they finally separated, each woman had tears in her eyes.
Putting a hand to each other's faces to wipe the tears away, neither had to ask what the tears where for because they already knew. They had finally confirmed their feelings for each other and now that they had each other to hold onto everything was always going to be alright.
It wasn't long after that, that Jenny and Joy fell asleep in each other's arms. Each had a small smile on their faces and Joy didn't have any nightmares that night.