I know it's been a while but I've been distracted, but here's a new suicide note.
I don't understand why I can't have a family anymore. Every time we get close we fall even farther apart. I feel like I'm no longer the big sister that can provide for my family. I've become someone that depends on the help and pity of others. Sometimes I feel people only help me because they want a chance to take advantage of me. I don't want to burden my broken family with anymore of my failures. Sometimes I enjoy my seeming unneededness because then no one will really bother with me, but at the same time I wish I could do something to change my country or the world. But poor people never make a difference.
That was Ukraine, and now she's dead. If you have any suggestions please review. -IS