Chapter 2
Since our first encounter I looked forward to coming to work everyday that was the only motivation I had to doing that crappy job seeing his sexy face, I developed a major crush on him sometimes he would walk pass my desk and smile at me but I would drop my head like a shy little girl and turn my head every time he tried to make eye contact with me I even noticed some days he wouldn't speak to me or turn his head when I attempted to speak to him, doing me the same way I would do him and it made me feel crappy every time he did it, now I could see how he must've felt we I did it to him he probably thought I was weird like everyone else did
It got to the point where we would just stare at each other until one of us broke eye contact which would always be me, but he never would say anything to me other then a hi and a bye and I never said anything to him, I didn't even know his name I would even ask people but they never knew, I had crushes at work that was in love with me but they all were old enough to be my daddy or worst my grandad ewww, they constantly stalked me and stood around my desk but the person I wanted which was my green eyed stranger would never attempt to talk to me,it might've been in my head but I could've swore that some days when he came to work and didn't see me he would look for me, sometimes I would be away from my desk and wouldn't see him come in but once I was back at my desk I noticed that when he would come off the elevator to go to lunch or go to get back on the elevator from lunch he would look towards my desk like he's looking for me,then when we made eye contact he would smile and get on or off the elevator, it was probably all in my head
This girl name Erica that would come to my desk and talk to me from time to time was the receptionist for the office he worked for,I wanted to ask her his name but was too chicken shit to ask her or even ask him myself,he was always clouding my mind I would think about him a lot,even when I was having sex with Shane I pictured him being the one on top of me pounding into me while staring into my eyes with his green ones
I remember one Sunday I was laying in the bed after Shane left for work it was my off day,so I slept in,I woke up and turned over on my back stretching my legs and arms out,the green eyed beautiful man instantly came to mind and I became horny it had been a while since Shane and I even touched each other and even though I didn't enjoy sex with him anymore I still needed some type of affection,I pictured my beautiful stranger kissing me and rubbing his large hands over my body,kissing and sucking on my most intimate areas with his sexy mouth,my nipples became hard and a pool of moisture form in my panties I reached my hand down my panties and started stroking my clit my stranger became more vivid in my mind and I pictured my finger as his tongue stroking over my clit
I entered two fingers inside me and pictured they were his fingers thrusting in and out of me or better yet his hardness sliding in and out of my slickness,I started riding my fingers harder while erratically stroking my clit with my free hand,I came undone all over my fingers picturing it was him that I was flooding with my juices my eyes popped opened when I came to a realization that it was Sunday and I was missing church I felt ashamed that I forgot about church,was having impure thoughts and masturbating on the Lords day and I felt bad that I was thinking about this man so hard when I had a boyfriend even though he wasn't faithful to me I still felt bad,I got up and showered but was too late for church so I Prayed about what I had just done what was this beautiful stranger doing to me?
I went to work the next day trying not to think about him but as soon as I saw him giving me that sexy lopsided smile I loss it I couldn't stop thinking about him once again
"Hey are you going to the company little shindig tonight?"
Erica asked me as she stood at my desk
"What Shindig? and I might not be invited I'm security not a regular employee"
"It's a little party for everyone in the building and you're just a part of this company as every else you're our protection if it weren't for you we wouldn't be safe,so what do you say be my date for the night?"
"Will your whole office be there?"
I asked her thinking about my green eyedstranger
"Ummm so far everyone says they're coming,why are you expecting someone?"
"No just asking,I will be your date"
"Cool,write you're number down,I would call you after work we could meet up at you're desk say around 8? It starts at exactly 8
"Ok cool"
I gave her my number and smiled to myself I was finally going to have the opportunity to talk to my stranger and see him out of his slacks,button ups and ties if I had the guts to talk to him
I rushed home after getting off work at six to get dressed, I showered then curled my hair in big curls framing my face and flowing down my back,I dressed in a white fitted peplum top that made my breast look high and perky,I wore skinny jeans and finished the look with my favorite tan Christian Louboutin heels with the short heel that Shane brought me when he use to buy me gifts, I kept the accessories simple with my gold Michael Kors watch and diamond earrings I wore little makeup,just eyeliner,mascara and red Mac lipstick when I was satisfied with my look I grabbed a clutch and my keys
"I'm gone Shane bye I love you"
I giggled to myself because Shane wasn't home like always,when he wasn't working one of his 2 jobs he was in the street doing who knows what probably with his side chick
So I would say "I'm gone Shane I love you" just to humor myself when I left out,I always told myself I would run like hell if someone ever answered me back,it seemed like I lived by myself and when Shane was there we seemed like roommates more than a couple
I made it to my job at exactly 8 as I was parking Erica was calling me
I got out my car and swiftly walked to the door when I made it in Erica linked her arm with mines
"Ready to do this?"
"Yes"
I nervously walked with her to the party it was in the large conference room which looked like a night club, I gave props to whoever decorated it because you couldn't tell that on a regular day that it was a conference room with tables,chairs,a screen and podiums
A bar was sat up and tables with high chairs were sat up Erica and I grabbed a drink and sat at a table Erica jumped up when her song apparently came on and ran to the dance floor spilling her drink in the process and dancing against some random dude bouncing her big behind against his middle I laughed because Erica was short about 4"11 or shorter with a huge butt it was even bigger than mine and mines was big she had what you would call a wide load,the poor man could barely stay upright as she twerked her behind on him
I sat there,closed in,and antisocial like always as I sipped my drink
,I wasn't really a drinker so whatever I was drinking made me grimaced every time I sipped it and it slide down my throat causing my throat and chest to burn
I looked around searching for my beautiful green eyes stranger then I saw him he was sitting in the corner of the room against the wall by himself sipping on a drink,he was dressed in a polo sweater and jeans,with Jordan gym shoes,he was dressed simple but damn he had swag for a white boy,his eyes scanned the room like he was looking for someone until his eyes made contact with mines he stared at me intently never taking his eyes off of me
He made me nervous and I dropped my head like always trying not to look at him, I wanted to talk to people or even get up and dance like Erica but I couldn't because I was scared of what people would think I grew up letting my peers label me as weird and I believed it,something came over me maybe it was the liquor but I started sobbing and ran out of the party knocking my bar stool over I tossed my plastic cup of liquor in a trash can and kept running until I was bursting out of the back doors into the smoke area of the building
It was a little chilly outside and the area still smelled like smoke but I didn't care I plopped down on the bench and cried into my hands,I started talking to myself asking The Lord why? What was wrong with me? Why was I scared to open up to people? Why was I so closed in? Why was I so nice to people but got treated so poorly? Why am I with a man who's cheating on me,but won't leave? Is this all that would become
Of me Lord? Is this my life? Would I leave this world never letting people see the real me? The smart goofy girl with the cool personality that has the biggest heart? Would I leave this world not doing the things I'm destined to do because I'm too scared to step out on faith,too scared to get over my fears and accomplish things? Would I ever be happy? Would a man love me as much as I love him,would I ever get married and have children? Why can't I get pregnant? am I not women enough to carry a baby? Why am I different? Would I ever have a ton of loyal friends that I could hang with and share all of my dirty secrets with? Why do I push people away? Why do I have a wall up? and is scared to trust? Lord why?! What happened in my life from the time I was brought into this world to now that made me like this? Did something tragic happen to me that I can't remember? Lord you don't know how hard it is to go on with my life every day,every day of my life that I step out of that door into the world is a struggle for me,a Pastor once told me that I was so strong stronger than a lot of people he has ever met,but am I really? That's hard to believe,
"I am aware that I am less than some people prefer me to be, but most people are unaware that I am much more than what they see"
I would quote that sometimes when I was feeling down on myself I chanted it over and over again until...
I heard foot steps on the side of me I thought maybe someone came out to smoke I quickly wiped my face and noticed my mascara was smeared over my fingers it was probably streaming down my face,I knew I might've looked crazy and was scared to look up at who was ever out there with me,I wondered did they hear me crying to The Lord they probably thought something wasn't right with me
I heard whoever feet shuffling around then I heard nothing,I thought they were gone so I went to lift my head up until I felt the bench shift and someone sit next to me I kept my head down and felt a very cool breeze I started shivering,I forgot how cold it was out,I must've been amped up because I wasn't cold until I calmed down,I felt this person scoot closer to me and became nervous,I took a deep breath and willed myself to look up ...this person could've been a serial killer and I'm sitting there with my head down
"You aren't weird,you are normal, you are beautiful,it's ok to be different everyone is different in their own way"
I couldn't believe it, it was him, he was sitting next to me,that deep sexy voice had been embedded in my mind since he first spoke to me,how much did he hear?
"Look at me,look into my eyes"
He told me
But I wouldn't look up
He grabbed my chin and forced me to looked up at him, his touch sent chills up my body,he stared in my eyes
"You are beautiful,don't ever let anyone tell you other wise,you see yourself different from others,you label yourself as weird not others,do you know how many guys in our building is in love with you? Do you know that the people that has had the pleasure of talking to you think you have the coolest personality? I constantly hear them say,that security we got not to long ago is the coolest girl I ever met and she's beautiful,her smile is to die for and I get jealous because I've never had that pleasure to talk to you"
The way that everyone sees you is stuck up,and vain I even heard some say the new security girl is very stuck up,she thinks because she's pretty that she don't have to speak or talk to anyone,you know that society gets being quiet as stuck up or anti-social or weird before even getting to know a person,people are so judgmental in this day and time, I'm even guilty of it,I thought you were stuck up too,sometimes you would speak to me and sometimes you would turn your head I thought I wasn't handsome enough for you or something, so I started to do to you what you done to me turn my head,but than I realized that you were just quiet,I was terrified to say something to you because I was afraid you would turn me down,I really like you,I even had dreams that we were together and you birthed my children,you must think I'm crazy right?"
"No I don't"
That was the first time I had said something since he sat down I got loss in his green eyes and his finger stroking my cheek as he talked had me frozen in place
"Well good"
He smiled at me
He took his polo sweater off and give it to me to put on,under that he had a white vneck Tshirt on that hugged his muscles
"Here take this you're shivering"
I pulled the sweater over my head and breathed in his scent he smelled really good
"But you're going to be cold"
"That's ok,I don't get too cold I'm like a werewolf just think of me as Jacob off twilight"
He said with a chuckle
I laughed and realized how goofy he was when I noticed a goofy grin on his handsome face
"What is your name? I finally had the strength to ask him
"Sam Evans, what's yours?"
"Mercedes Jones"
Merceeedess, I like that,pretty name for pretty sexy lady"
I blushed and turned my head
"Thanks Sam"
"Hey don't do that"
He said as he directed my face back towards his
"You're beautiful Mercedes have confidence in yourself baby look into someone eyes when you talk to them that shows confidence within itself
"Do you really think I'm beautiful,do people really perceive me the way you say they do?"
I asked in an unsure voice
"Yes they do you gotta believe it,hey you wanna get outta here?"
"Like outta here outta here?"
I asked unsure of what he meant
"Yes like to my home,we can grab take out,some movies,and just hang out at my home,what do you say,you can trust me,I'm not a serial killer or rapist I swear"
For some reason I believed him
"Ok I'm guessing you don't have a girlfriend"
"Nope single you?"
"Yes I'm with someone unfortunately"
He stared at me for a min like he was waiting on me to say something else then he said.,
"We will talk about it"
He told me as he grabbed my hand and clutch pulling me with him,we went straight to his car and he told me that we would come back and get it later,I knew my car would be safe so I didn't worry
His car was as beautiful as him he drove a Beautiful white Audi A6 and his interior was a custom peanut butter brown he must did well off for himself because this car had to cost a fortune
He cranked the car up and the engine roared to life,he looked at me and said
"You ready?"
I shook my head yes and he pushed on the gas,speeding out of the parking lot giving the car no time to warm up,I made a mental note to text Erica later letting her know I left
This was out of character for me I never just did things on impulse,I always played it safe but for some reason I felt safe with Sam
We stopped at Friday's and ordered so much food,anything I told him I liked he order it,we went back to his place,he stayed in a gated community of some luxury apartments,he swiped his key card to get in the gate,when we entered I couldn't get over how beautiful the complex was with all the luxury cars parked in it I didn't know things like this existed in Ohio we pulled up to a building and parked next to a car similar to his
He grabbed some bags and I grabbed some,he walked over to my side of the car opened my door and grabbed my hand helping me out Shane never did that for me
We hurriedly walked up to his building to get out of the cold and he took his key card out swiping it to let us in the building,the building only had 2 floors and he lived on the second level,we walked up the stairs to his apartment and he let's us in
His apartment looked fabulous,like a bachelors pad the carpet was cream and his furniture was cream and black he helped me out of my heels and the warm soft carpet felt good under my feet
"Pretty feet"
He told me as he looked down at my freshly manicured toes
"Thanks"
I responded with a blush
"You can get comfortable and look aroundwhile I get outta myclothes"
"Ok"
I walked around his place,his living room furniture was Black and cream, a huge tv was mounted on the wall above the black fire place even the kitchen appliances were cream and black and his kitchen counter was cream and black marble,I walked into his bedroom,same theme cream and black,his huge California king size bed sat in the middle of the room against the wall,a flat screen 50" tv was mounted on the wall,a black leather chair sat across the room in the corner against the wall and he had black and white pictures hanging around the room
I stood there staring at his bed picturing myself laying in it,cuddled up with him
"Like what you see?"
He was standing behind me I quickly turned facing him and gulped
He had no shirt on and his sweats hung low on his hips and I swore he didn't have any underwear on
Fuck he was sexy
He held a large V-neck t-shirt in his hand
"I got a shirt for you to get out of your clothes if you like I mean you don't have too I just want you to be comfortable,I'm not trying to get you out of yours clothes I'm a gentleman you know"
I snatched the shirt out of his hand to stop his blabbering and walked towards the bathroom closing the door behind me
"There's clean rags in there"
He told me through the door
I gasped when I looked in the mirror at my mascara streaked face I couldn't believe he didn't say anything I looked hideous
I cleaned my face and freshen up with his body wash,he had the original scented dove body wash that's the way his sweater smelled,I could tell that he was into his hygiene from all the lotions and body washes he had
I dressed in only his teeshirt and my bra and panties and placed my hair in a bun I walked out and he was just coming out of the kitchen from warming our food
"Fuck you're beautiful"
All the compliments he was giving me took me by surprise I had never been complimented by a man that much before especially a man that beautiful
"Thanks so are you"
We sat at the huge table in his kitchen chowing down on our food he was the first to speak
"You're very quiet you know"
Great he probably thinks I'm weird too I thought
"I'm sorry just take me a while to open up"
"Well I'm patient,it doesn't bother me"
"You probably think I'm weird too right?"
I asked him
"Hell no,I think you're beautiful though"
"Stop Sam"
I started feeling like he was complimenting me out of sympathy
"Stop what?"
"With all the compliments just stop with the you're beautiful,you don'thave to humor me ok"
"I really think you are beautiful Mercedes and I won't stop saying it until you believe it"
He reached over and grabbed my hand
"You're in a unhappy relationship that just adds to your insecurities right?"
"How did you know that?"
"I could read you Mercedes"
I suddenly said
"He's cheating on me"
"Well that's his fault,why are you still there?"
"I ask myself that same question everyday, you must think I'm dumb right?"
"Not at all,you're content,you're scared of leaving and getting hurt again and you've probably been with him a while am I correct?"
"A hundred percent correct"
"I been there before"
"Really?"
I couldn't believe this sexy man had been in that position before
"Yes really,my girlfriend of 5 years was cheating on me and I knew it I just couldn't leave her I was content with her and had put so much time in,she had no clue that I knew she was cheating on me,I finally left her when she became pregnant by the guy she was cheating on me with"
"Wow Sam I'm so sorry"
"That's ok,I was hurt but I got over it,that was two years ago and I've been single ever since"
We talked and got to know each other, I opened up to him telling him things I never told to anyone I let him see the real Mercedes that night, we talked and watched tv until we both fell asleep on the couch he must've carried me to bed because I woke up the next morning laying in his bed with him under his covers I was laid on his bare chest,he had a arm around me and his hand was gripping my butt cheek for dear life
I climbed out of the bed and went into the bathroom to quickly freshen so he wouldn't see me with sleep in my eyes and bed head I went into my purse and had 40 missed calls all together from My best friend Kyra, my cousin and Erica all wondering why I wasn't answering my phone Erica had texted me about 30 times asking me was I ok and she's concerned because my car is still up at the job she even threatened to call the cops I texted my cousin and Kyra to insure them that I was ok
I then called Erica and she answered before the phone could fully ring
"Omg where are you!? Your car was still there when I left"
"I left the party with one of your co-workers"
"Who?"
"The white guy with the green eyes and blond hair,with the deep voice"
"Wow that helps a lot, I'm totally being sarcastic by the way,ummmm white guy,green eyes,blond hair,deep voice,white guy greens eyes,blond hair green ey..Omg! Sam Evans?"
"Yes"
"Girrrlllll he's sexy as shit,you go girl,as a matter of fact he asked about you the other day"
"Really?! Why didn't you tell me?"
"I forgot he wanted to know your name"
"Well did you tell him?"
"Ummm no,I told him to ask you himself if he wanted to know"
"Omg Erica you could've told me gosh"
"I'm sorry,did you hit that? I bet he's good in bed"
"Gosh no I have a man"
"Well why are you spending the night with another man? Your man's a loser from what you told me anyway
drop that loser and get you a winner like Sam if you want that chicken dinner"
"What the hell Erica"
"I don't know that rhymed, plus I think Martin Lawrence use to say something similar to it on his tv show when he played Jerome"
"Bye Erica"
"See you at work Monday?!"
"Yes"
When I hung up from crazy Erica I searched through Sam's fridge he had everything I needed to make breakfast, I made pancakes,bacon,scrambled eggs with cheese and cut up fruit I made his plate and sat his food out on the table,the smell must've woken him up,he walked in the kitchen with bed head and laid a kiss on my cheek
"Hey beautiful"
"Hey yourself"
Even though he had bed head and his face was slightly swollen from sleep he still looked sexy
He went to the restroom to freshen up and I sat there eating my food what didn't sit right with me was that Shane never called me or tried to see where I was at,he was probably too busy with his bimbo or he never came home himself
From that day on Sam and I continued to hang out and I slept over at his place more than my owns,Shane would never question me about my whereabouts I could tell him that I was spending the night with my parents or with my friend and he never asked which friend nor tried to investigate that showed he didn't care and I honestly didn't care anymore either
Sam showed me something different,me being with him boosted my confidence up,I started to become more outgoing,I started gaining more friends and I started to discover my worth, Shane started noticing a change in me and would pick arguments with me every time I was around him
"What is wrong with you? You suddenly got the big head, what those guys at your job be boosting your head up telling you how pretty you are? You're pretty but you ain't all that pretty to be walking around here like your shit don't stink"
"It's not the big head Shane it's called being confident,something that I've never been with you,I love myself far more than I ever have"
That just made him angrier and he would threaten to hit me but he never did,it was true Shane made me feel insecure more than anything,he barely took me around his family or friends,I never met his co-workers at either one of his jobs they probably took me as a joke that's why his bitch of a co-worker was sleeping with him she knew about me,I could tell from the text messages that she knew he had a live in girlfriend but yet that didn't stop her from fucking him or using him for money,money that he should've been giving me
Sam was different even though I wasn't his he showed me off like I was his proudest trophy,he constantly went to lunch with me,all of his closes friends and fam knew me and they loved me my friends and family even fell in love with him they hated Shane, we were like a couple minus the sex we showed Shane enough respect not to have Sex but boy was it tempted when we laid in bed together it took all our strength not to have sex which would end in us both needing a cold shower all I needed to do was leave Shane but yet I couldn't
Sam would beg me to leave but I wouldn't leave it was like Shane had a hold on me,Sam even threatened to leave me alone if I didn't leave Shane,he told me that he never agreed with taking another mans woman but Shane didn't deserve me and if he was doing right by me he would leave me to Shane,he told me that I couldn't have my cake and eat it too and if I didn't leave Shane soon than he would leave me
I couldn't have that I had fell in love with Sam and I knew he loved me Sam threatening me to leave gave me the heart to leave Shane,I went home to talk to him after spending the night with Sam when I walked in I heard moaning I thought Shane was watching a porno until I heard
"Yes Shane,right there fuck me good! Yeessss I bet your girl don't give it to you good like I do"
I burst into the room to see Shane's big naked ass thrusting into another women something came over me and I screamed,Shane jumped off of her they both were butt ass naked and no sign of protection was in sight Sean didn't have a condom on and this dirty bitch was laying in my bed on my expensive linen fucking my man,I jumped on top of her and started beating her face in,I was like a mad women I was pulling her hair,banging her head into the head board,I was seeing red, she was scratching my face up but it didn't hurt it just made me angrier
Shane pulled me off of her like a rag doll when he placed me on my feet I started fighting him,I didn't care if he towered over me or if he was twice my size, I was going head up with him,hopping up to punch him in the face I wasn't even mad that he was sleeping around I was mad that I wasted 5 years on him,that he didn't respect me enough to even sleep with her somewhere else or use a condom, I thanked God that I had been checked not to long before and hadn't had sex with him since I got checked so I knew I was clean,There's no telling what I would've did if I contracted something from him,I probably would've murdered him
I kept hitting Shane in his face,and throwing everything in sight while his dirty hoe hid under the covers
Shane grabbed me picked me up in the air and slammed me flat on my back the pain was unbearable and I screamed in agony,I watched him throw on some sweats,ball up his large fist and walk towards me ready to punch me,I was too frozen in pain
Out of nowhere Sam burst through the front door and ran towards Shane punching him and knocking him on his back he jumped on top of Shane and beat him like he stole something while Shane's whore screamed for Sam to stop I finally got the strength to move and caught Sam's hand mid punch he looked me in my face he looked deranged his eyes were a darker shade of green and his pupils were dilated,he almost looked like a different person
I grabbed his face and told him
"Baby look at me,focus,it's not worth it,you got too much going for yourself to go to prison for killing this piece of shit calm down just stare at me baby take a deep breath and relax"
He stared in my eyes and took a deep breath,his pupils went back to normal and his eyes went back to its original color
"Oh Mercedes I'm so sorry baby"
He grabbed me and hugged me tight my back hurt like hell but I hid the pain
Sam stood up but when he grabbed my hands to pull me to my feet I screamed in pain my back was hurting so bad from Shane slamming me that I could barely move
"Baby what's wrong?"
I started sobbing so hard from the pain that my lips were quivering and I could barely talk
"He-he sl-slamed me on my back!"
Sam went to try to beat Shane again and I screamed for him to stop Shane was already pretty beaten up and laying there barely recovered from the first beating if Sam would have beat him anymore he probably would have killed him,I loved Sam too much to see him go to jail and even though Shane treated me like shit I still loved him enough to not want him dead
Sam picked me up and carried me to his car laying me across the back seat,he begged me to let him take me to the hospital but I wouldn't let him instead I told him to take me to his place
When we got to his place he carried me up to his apartment with no problem he laid me across the bed while he ran a hot bath in his jacuzzi style tub, he came back and slowly undressed me,that was his first time seeing me fully naked but I didn't feel insecure the way his eyes raked up and down my body with appreciation made me feel confident,when he had me undressed he picked me up and carried me to the bathtub placing me in and laying me back, the hot water felt wonderful on my sore stiff back and I could already feel my back loosening up a little,he left out and came back with a Tylenol and bottle of water making me gulp the pill down, he placed the water bottle on the sink,I thought he was going to leave me by myself but he instead stood up and dropped all his clothes,I couldn't believe how perfect his body was and that muscle between his legs was huge and beautiful and he was only semi hard I imagined how huge it would be once it was to its full power
He stepped in and gently lifted me to sit behind me,he held me upright and massaged my back with his large hands,it hurt but yet felt good,he washed my back and my whole body,from my face down to my toes he even gently washed my kitty Kat which had me squirming trying not to cum on his fingers,I had never had a orgasm but knew the feeling you get when you're on the brink of one and Sam almost had me there by stroking the towel over my kitty the warm towel mixed with how he was touching me down there had me moaning out loud
"Oh fuck Sam you are about to make me come doing that, hmmmmm baby"
"Oops sorry"
He stopped and I wanted to kick him in the face I was almost there than I felt embarrassed and he could tell
"Don't be embarrassed Cedes it's normal feeling better now? try to move"
a warm bath,massage and almost orgasm had my back feeling normal again he made me stand up and helped me step out of the bath,he dried me off then dried himself off
He walked me into his room and told me to lay flat on my stomach naked across his bed,I did just that and he hovered over me massaging my back again
"You ok baby?"
"Yes Sam how did you know to come to Shane's?"
"Well after you left my place and told me you were going to talk to him,I had a funny feeling and followed you I wasn't going to come up until the feeling became worst and that's when I saw Shane attempting to hit you"
"Thanks for saving me Sam"
"No problem so are you mines now?"
"Huh?"
"I mean you were already mines in my head but since you're done with Shane are you mines officially now? I know you need time,you just got out of a toxic relationship but baby I can't wait no more I waited patiently long enough,but at the end of the day if you want time then I advice you to get as much time as you need"
"Confident aren't we? But I don't need time Sam I'm yours and only yours"
"That's what I wanna hear"
He flipped me over and started kissing down my body, he rested between my legs and took my clit into his mouth,my legs were shaking from the sensation,he slurped and ate me so good until I was coming into his sexy mouth experiencing my first orgasm ,he licked up every single drop and crawled up my body, he laid in between my legs and kissed me are tongues connected and his tongue danced inside of my mouth,his mouth tasted like chocolate and peppermint,mixed with my sweet and salty essence
the combination tasted good
He kissed all over me from my mouth to my neck back up to even my eyelids,
"I love you"
I thought I heard him say in a whisper so I asked him to repeat himself louder wondering if I was hearing things
"I love you Mercedes"
I was right he did say it!
"I love you too"
I replied with no hesitation even though we only knew each other a short period of time and had just became a official couple with this being our first time being intimate I couldn't deny that I loved him
He entered me slowly and I moaned out in pleasure he felt good inside me,like he belonged there I fitted around his hugeness like a glove
I realized that we weren't protected one of the same reasons why I went ballistic on Shane
"Sam I'm not on birth control because I could never get pregnant with Shane so I felt like there was no reason for them,what if it was just Shane and you get me pregnant"
"Shhh it's ok"
He put a larger finger to my lips and shushed me,we both had been checked and was clean and believe it or not I trusted him and wouldn't mind having his children it was just too soon
He slowly started thrusted into me and I wrapped my legs around is slender waist,digging the heels of my feet into his strong,muscular ass
we slowing moved in a rhythm and kissed the whole time I realized that we weren't fucking or having sex we were making love, slow passionate love,
"Fuck I love you so damn much"
He told me as he spilled his seed inside me I reached my peek at the same time
"Ooooh baby I love you too Shiiitttt"
I shook until my orgasm passed and we both fell asleep in each other arms
10 months later and I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl name Ava Simone Evan's I got pregnant that day, we moved fast but we both were happy I had no doubts about Sam I knew he would never break my heart and stick by me until he leave this earth,we got hitched after we had our baby girl in a private ceremony in Vegas,we didn't need a extravagant wedding that was enough
Now 6 years later we're 34 with 3 kids and one on the way I'm in my 8th month and this baby is giving me hell,my other 3 pregnancies were smooth sailing but not this one she's a feisty one I gained weight with her,I'm always sick and my hands and feet are bloated,I told Sam that this is my last and I would murder him if he knocks me up again,he think it's funny but I'm serious
By the way I have 2 girls my Oldest Ava-6 my second oldest Sam jr-4,Camden-2 and my princess that's on her way in one month name Rose Sam didn't waste no time knocking me up back to back
And oh I'm now a Lab Technologist and Sam and I own our own boutique which carries my own clothing line :-) Sam came into my life and helped me become a better person,he helped me know my worth ,helping me step outside of the box,now I'm successful with a ton of friends,I thank that beautiful man in more ways than one if you know what I mean ;-) maybe that's why I'm pregnant now with 3 kids running me crazy..and if you wanna know what happened to Shane well he married his slut and I heard their relationship is horrible,Shane beats her and cheats on her leaving her home all the time with their kids and he's now struggling to keep a job after I left him he went down,sorry to say it but what goes around comes around
and better her than me,I thought that Shane and I might've been infertile but neither of us was...maybe it wasn't meant for us to be together
Maybe Sam was my soulmate all along never thought this lonely girl and her beautiful green eyed stranger would have a happily ever after
"Mommy! Daddy! Oooh Lil Sammy said a bad word! He needs a whooping"
Well let me go now my kids are acting up,until next time peace :-)
The End