Hey guys, so here is chapter two. I know that I used a lot from the real book for chapter one. I won't anymore though. I just had to so I could start somewhere good. I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter. I tried to make four's emotions to her 'death' a bit worse because I imagined him going crazy if she died… not just standing there. So here is chapter two. Please write reviews.

Chapter 2

Tobias

I will do anything for her. She is mine, and I am hers.

I keep reimagining the time that Tris hit the net. The way I looked at her and the way she looked at me. It was like time had stopped. She had jumped first.

I want to find Tris. I want to hold her in my arms, forever and never let her go. Her body, so small, so perfectly, in my arms. I was meant for her, she was meant for me.

I suddenly realize that I am awkwardly standing here. Tears still roll down my face. I can't believe that she would sacrifice herself and take place of such a pathetic person. I try not to think much about that so I don't end up killing Caleb myself.

"Okay, so are you going to follow or not?" Caleb says while blinking the tears out of his eyes. He is already at the door with the others holding the door open for me.

"I can open the door for myself; I don't need you doing it for me. Why don't you go sit in the hall, just like you did while your own sister got shot." I say giving him a death glare.

He doesn't even respond. He just turns and starts walking up the stairs of the compound. Tears still fall from my eyes but I try hiding them, I am more angry than upset.

As we walk I become weak in the knees as I remember the feeling of Tris' body wrapped around mine and her eyelashes flickering on my cheek. I remember her whispering in my ear reminding me that she loves me and that I will never lose her. I need her more than anything.

I begin grabbing the wall for support before falling on the floor; everyone stops and looks at me. Christina is still quietly crying. I just put my hands to my eyes trying to rub away the pain and then begin pounding my fists into the wall. "TRIS PLEASE, don't leave me. PLEASE, I need you." I feel Amar's hand touch my back trying to comfort me. I push him away.

We keep walking. Caleb leads us up even more flights of stairs, until we reach the highest floor in the compound. We walk down the hall and step over two dead guards. The compound is in chaos everyone is pretty much running around not knowing what to do and asking what their names are. I honestly don't even care. All I can think about is Tris.

We turn the corner and see the exploded opening where doors used to be placed.

We keep walking down the hall and then we see a river of blood on the floor coming from the weapons lab. Then we see a figure lying on the floor, motionless. Tris.

Tris

My vision is almost gone. I can't feel my body. I can't move anything either. I'm staring down the hall but I don't know how because I can't move my neck to look in that direction.

I feel a thread pulling me towards death. The remaining amount of vision begins to blacken. I try to hold on. I try to live, but I don't think I can. The force is to overpowering, I can't hold on.

I am dying. I am dying slowly.

I begin to cry. The blood is still running from my body onto the floor.

I can't survive this. I can't survive and live through this. I am too weak. I begin to give up and I want to stop feeling this. I want to go. I begin to let the thread take over my vision.

I think of Tobias. I think of his smooth lips on mine. I think of his tight grip, and his dark blue eyes. I focus on him. I will never see him again, for a long time. I will never feel his touch.

I look at the figures that are now running faster towards the room. I look and try to focus but I cannot I don't have more strength.

I try to hold on for just a little longer.

But I cannot.

I begin to feel relief.

I see nothing.

Black.

Tobias

I run towards the room.

I find her on the floor. She isn't moving. "WHY ISNT SHE MOVING. SHE CAN'T BE… SHE TOLD ME SHE WOULDN'T LEAVE ME, she told me she wouldn't." I begin yelling. I cannot control it, tears rush don't my face. I sit on the floor in her blood and cry. My hands are now dripping in her blood but I don't care. I wipe my hands on my pants to try to clean as much blood off as possible and run my fingers through her hair. I am shaking, I bend down and whisper in her ear "Tris, please don't leave me. PLEASE. I need you. I love you, you are my everything. Please don't do this to me please come back.

I lean down and kiss her and hope she will wake up, but she doesn't. I let out a helpless cry and pick her up in my arms and carry her out of the room. The rest are outside the door crying and watching as I run down the hall towards the infirmary.

I realize that she is losing more blood so I try to run even faster. I keep repeating her name and that I love her. "Please, please, wake up. Don't leave me please." I cry into her ear trying to talk. I finally get to the second floor with her in my hands.

We brought one doctor from our experiment to train the doctors who have lost their memory. We reach the infirmary there are people everywhere yelling and surrounding the one and only doctor. I push them out of my way and tell them to leave the infirmary and go to their rooms. Some listen but most just stare at me because there are still tears running from my eyes and mostly because I am carry a girl who is head to toe covered in blood. I don't have time, "GET OUT, EVERYONE OUT." I shakily yell. They thankfully listen and leave the room.

The doctor looks my way and I start running towards him. I lay her on a bed that is transportable. "Can I have one more minute?"

The doctor just looks at me in disbelief "she might be dead, she is covered with blood and yet you want to speak with her?" he asks.

"This might be the last time I see her," with tears running down my face I begin to get dizzy at what I just said. The doctor just nods. As soon as he lives I climb onto the bed and lay next to her. "Tris, I know that you're dying. You are dead." I shiver at my words. "I can't live without you. You need to come back. They tell me that you are dead. I don't want to believe them. I want you to wake and kiss me. I want to begin our new lives together. I want you. I need you." I begin shaking her and I kiss her but she doesn't wake me. I kiss her again and take in the taste of her lips but they don't feel the same. I begin to scream again and I climb out of the bed and lift her up in my arms. I don't want to let her go. "Tris," I say. "-I… I g-g-guess this is…. Goodbye. I-I love y-you"

I fall on the ground next to the bed and cry. I get up and through the chair next to me as hard as I can at the wall, it breaks.

The doctor comes in and looks at me and then I nod. He moves the bed to another room and starts testing her, but I know that she is gone. The kiss didn't feel the same, it didn't feel like I was kissing Tris. She is gone.

Tris

I don't know what is happening.

I see darkness. Then I see the infirmary and… I see Tobias. He is crying I want to lift my hand to his face and wipe away his tears. I want to kiss him. I want to. I can't move my head or my hand to his face. I can't even blink. What is happening? Am I dead?

Tobias gets up and climbs into the bed. He tells me I am dead, He tells me that he needs me, he kisses me and I try to kiss back but I can't and then he says… goodbye. He gets out of bed and screams. I try to move my hand to stop him from leaving. "TOBIAS NO I AM HERE," I scream. My eyes tear up. "PLEASE TOBIAS LOOK AT ME," I say but he can't hear me.

He falls to the ground and begins crying, I can't stand to watch this. "Tobias it's me, please, I love you." but whatever I say doesn't even matter because he can't hear. He stands and throws something at the wall, a chair. I can't move. I begin to cry. It doesn't even matter if I cry… it doesn't even show.

The doctor comes in the room and begins to move my bed to another room. He puts something in my arm, a needle. I can't feel that either. Tobias is in the window watching and crying. I start to find hope that I'm not gone. I start to try to reignite the fire inside me and wake myself up. There is no use.

Tobias

After about an hour I wake up to the doctor tapping on my shoulder. He has a sad look in his eye and I can tell that something isn't right.

Is Tris… d-dead?

I begin to cry again.

"We keep reviving her, but her heart keeps stopping not to long after. She isn't exactly in a coma but she isn't awake. The loss of blood almost killed her; we got the bullets out from her body. We believe that although she didn't die immediately from the death serum it still affected her heart. Since you are the only one looking after her… you need to make a decision." The doctor says looking me in the eye.

What decision?

"What d-do you mean?" I say shakily.

"You… you need to decide if you would like to unplug her or keep reviving her."

"IM NOT UNPLUGGING HER, she is still alive. She might still live."

"We don't think she is going to live," He says coldly.

"I need time." That's all I can manage to say. Warm tears start rolling down my face. I stand and walk into her room. She looks better with the blood washed off her body. She almost looks like she is sleeping. I walk over to the side of her bed, I bend over and put my head to her chest and begin to cry even more.

Tris

I see Tobias walk into my room.

Be bends down and puts his head on my chest and begins crying and whimpering. I have never seen him this upset.

I start to feel his hand on my face, his warm hand. I can feel it! How can I feel it?

He leans over me and whispers "You look good, Tris" I remember the first time he said that to me. He was drunk but I loved it. He starts to cry again but I can't stand him crying.

I have to live.

I have to, I want to. I need Tobias.

I begin to feel pain. I also feel his warmth and his arms around my waist. I try to move my hand to let him know I am here.

Tobias

I look at her and whisper "I will never leave, I love you. Please don't leave me."

I move my hand to her hand and I lace my fingers with hers. It feels like she is asleep.

"Tris," I say. "I'm not going to let them unplug you. I don't want them too. I know you're in there. Remember the time you told me that?" I put my hands down to her waist and climb into the bed. "Please, I need you to wake up. I can't stand the thought of waking up and not seeing you sleeping next to me. I want to hold you every night and be with you. I need to" I can't stop crying. My face is soaking with tears. "Please, come back to me." I hear a beeping noise and turn to see what it is.

Her hand twitches.

"Tris?" I say. "TRIS?"

Her fingers grip onto mine. I can't breathe, is she awake?

The doctor comes in and says "Her heart is pumping again, faster, at a normal rate."

"Tobias?"

I look down at her and her eyes are open, her beautiful eyes. She didn't leave me.

"Tris," I say leaning in and kissing her. I feel her soft lips and begin to tear up. I put my hands around her waist and kiss her again. I stay there for a while kissing her, I needed to feel her warmth and she needed to feel mine. "Your awake, I thought you were gone." I feel tears streaming from my eyes. I look into her bright eyes, she is also crying. I run my fingers through her soft hair.

"I love you so much, I don't want to lose you, please," I say desperately.

"I love you, too. You won't lose me Tobias. I'm here." she says.

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