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She went back to the room where Ryan was talking to Erik. Ryan looked at her without saying anything and Erik smiled at her. He went walking to where she was and tried to kiss her again but this time Kate punched him in the face and said:

-Don't you dare touch me! Never again. You are not him. You didn't have the right to kiss me - and with that she turned back and went to the loft to see if she could find him there.

This could not be happening to them. It's her fault and she would take all the responsibility. She's the one to blame here. But they are meant to be, this could not brake them. They are one of those couples that everybody could say that are meant for each other. She is going to fix this. She is going to fix them. She will do wherever it takes to get him back

She nocked at Castle's door and Alexis was the one standing there looking at her with anger. Kate was sobbing and she just needed to fix it right now.

-I don't know what you did to him. But if you don't love him as much as he loves you, please Kate just let him go because he doesn't deserve all this pain. - And with that she went upstairs.

Kate closed the door behind her and went to his room. The door was locked. She nocked. Nothing.

- Please Rick, open the door. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry please open the door - she said cryingadn leaning on the door.

Nothing.

- Rick please I love you - she started crying again as she realized this was the first time she was saying that to him. No. No, she could not believe that she had to say that this late and in this situation.

Nothing.

She spent an hour there sitting at the door crying. Waiting for him to come out, but that didn't happen. She needed someone to talk to. So she went to the first person that always helped her to decide her feeling for castle and that told her to jump to them. Her friend.

- We don't have a case but it seems like you need a girl talk. So sit and tell me what happened with castle. - Lanie said when she heard Kate enter the morgue.

- How did you know it was about castle? - She asked.

- Because he is the only one who can make you cry like that. So, are you going to tell me what happened?

- Erik made me doubt about me and castle and this relationship that we have. And I was confused and he kiss me. - She said with tears in her eyes.

- Girl, tell me you pushed him away - Lanie said looking at her friend with disappointment and worry.

- No, Lanie, no I didn't and in that moment castle came in and saw us. I can't believe I did this Lanie. Why? Why I had to go and screw everything up?

- You know... I'm not saying that you don't love castle but back to that kiss and the fact that you didn't pushed him... you know they say that when you doubt is because some part of you wants that.

- What?! Lanie, no. I was just confused. I didn't know what I was doing. I love him. He's the love of my life. Him. Not some famous rich boy or anybody else. And I swear to you I'm going to fix this because I can't live without him. I'm going to fix this.

- Then go and fix it Kate. But don't hurt him again, he really don't deserve this after everything that he went through with Meredith.

- Wait, what?

- Meredith cheated on him. She broke his heart. Kate, he would have closed the doors to the love if it wasn't for her daughter or for you. So don't make this another reason for him to give up on love.

This was new. She didn't know that story. The Richard castle who always believed in magic and in all kind of happiness could not give up love. She would not let that happen. Starting from now. She went back to the loft.

She nocked at the door and to her surprise, castle opened the door. When she saw all the pain and the tears in his face, she broke, she looked straight to his eyes and said:

- Castle, I'm so sorry. I... - but he cut her off.

- Kate I need some time, I need space. - And he closed the door.

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