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She couldn't sleep that night. She spent all nights crying. She missed him so much. She missed his warm arms around her, his kisses in the middle of the night... She promised him she was going to give him space but she wasn't going to do that. She couldn't do that. She loved him.

She couldn't eat, she just stop taking care of her. She lost weight. At the precinct it was worst, they didn't stop looking and they were worried about her. She could tell that.

Ryan looked at her with compassion, like he just realized that she didn't meant for that to happen that way. She spent all days at the precinct looking at his chair.

His chair.

She couldn't help remember the first time he sat there, how she looked at him and smiled. She couldn't help remember the first time he brought her coffee. That became their thing and everybody at the precinct knew that.

And now he wasn't there. He wasn't sitting there with his beautiful smile making all day better for her. Then she remembered how 2 years ago she told him: "I have a hard job castle and having you around makes it a little bit fun ". Well, he wasn't there anymore, and she missed him so much. It was up to her to fix this and make him come back. And she knew exactly where to start.

She got up and went to gates office ignoring Ryan and Espo stares.

Castle spent 2 days in his room without eating or talking to Alexis and Martha. They were worried, but one day he just came out of his room. He didn't seem their Richard Castle. Alexis knew this was because of Kate but she didn't know the story.

- Dad please, what happened?!

- She kissed another man.

Alexis couldn't believe that. Kate would not do that to her dad, to them so she started looking for another reason she could have done that.

- Dad are you sure? Maybe you misunderstood the situation. Couldn't have been that she was on an undercover mission or something? - That was silly and she knew it but she couldn't believe that. Kate loved her dad and she was part of their family. She even started caring about the women and she wasn't going to tell this but she loved her, she was like a mother to her so she couldn't stop the tears that were falling down her face.

- Alexis I saw her. She had to take care of this Erik Vaughn and I told her I didn't like that idea because I knew that the guy was interested in her but she just went. They called Ryan to tell him that they saw something and we went to their room to warn Kate and when we opened the door they were there kissing.

- I can't believe she has done this to you. To us. I thought we were a family. But my question is, what are you going to do?

- I don't know. I love her Alexis and I don't think I can trust her again but unless I'm gonna let her try win that trust I guess. It's up to her now.

- Hope you know what you are doing. It's also up to you to let her try it.

When Alexis when upstairs to her room, he looked at his phone and he had a message from Ryan. He was thankful to his friend. He has been texting him all days asking how he was and worrying about him. He expected another text asking how he was doing today but to his surprise that wasn't the case.

"She's giving up her mother's case. "

What? Why she was doing this? He didn't know why until it hit him. She was trying to prove to him that she was in this hundred percent. That she only wanted him. He was thankful but that wasn't enough. It was a big start because he knows this isn't something you do like it's not important, because he knows that that case is her life. In other situations he would had more than enough with that but after everything that's happened, he needed more.

He heard someone behind him. Martha.

- What are you going to do with the ring?

- There's no ring anymore.

- Richard just keep that ring okay? Things might change. You don't know what will hapeen yet

He needed to go out. He needed fresh air to get things clear.

When he opened the door he found a letter.

Dear castle:

It's been almost a week, a week without seen you, a week without feeling your hands around me, a week without seen those beautiful blue eyes and that beautiful smile that make me fall in love with you all over again every single day. I wish I could be there to see that and feel that but I know I'm the one to blame here. I know I promised you that I was going to give you space but I won't. I can't. Just because if I give you space you will move on, and I don't want that. Because if I give you space it means I'm giving up on you and I am definitely not. Because if I give you space it wouldn't be fair to all of those time's that I needed space but you kept pushing and that brought us together. I won't.

I love you castle. And I'm so sorry that it took me 4 years to realize that and a while to say it to you. Look I know you think I still have my walls but that's not true. And I'm going to show you that starting from now. You'll have a letter at your door every day that has a little bit of my feelings for you and that tells you all about me. Starting from when I was little to now. That way I can show you that I'm in this hundred percent and that I don't want to hide anything from you. I hope that with that little part of me you can forgive me for what I've done and we can start all over again. Hopefully, see you soon.

I love you more than anything castle.

PD: you will be my one and done.

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xo The Katics

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