Gail immediately regrets using this approach, she thought it would be sweet and romantic but it's anything but that. She walks over to girlfriend and kneels down and wipes the tears from her eyes that are cascading down holly's face. She say "Baby please don't cry, I'm sorry please forgive me….."

After wiping the tears from her girl's eye she proceeded to take Holly's face into her hands and lifted it, as so she can look into those big brown eyes that she finds herself. Being mesmerized by, caressing the other woman's now tear strained cheeks. She got up first then slowly pulled the doctor up into an embrace she hoped showed Holly that she would never intentionally hurt on purpose or accidentally.

After a long period of time Gail tried to pull away but Holly wasn't quite ready to let go, she thought my whole world is about to come crashing down, I'll try and hold on a little longer just a little tighter. After another long embrace holly break the hug and sat back down. Now that she had a little time to think rationally as compared to a half hour ago. She tears her face while her face was still red and her eyes puffy from earlier.

Gail takes a deep breath and started to speak but only for what she had been thinking to say suddenly caught in her throat.

It could have been about eighteen months ago, no she was 100% certain it was eighteen months ago. They were having dinner at Holly's it was a usually dinner that they had, it soon became a routine like but this one night wasn't like the others. Gail realized that Holly was acting different but she couldn't quite figure it out but as the night progressed she noticed the other woman wasn't being as focused as she would normally be.

Finally the younger woman was getting upset with every passing moment, why was Holly acting like this, what could be wrong. Is something wrong? Has she become tired of me already all this thoughts passed through her mind and with every moment that they remained quiet, it got worst. Gail said "Sweetie, you're thinking aloud?" The older woman said "hmm…..huh?" and finally caught her bearings and after silence filled the already quiet room. She did it, she asked "Baby I feel we are in the right place in our relationship…..Gail would you like too maybe, you don't have to if you don't want too. Move in with me?"

The room got silent once again, the older woman tensed and ducked her head as if to make herself smaller. Gail decided finally to give her girlfriend an answer, "Holly there is nothing I rather do than live with you, and I love you"

That memory truly put a smile on her face, she looked at her girlfriend who just sat there watching her with a puzzled look. After all the younger woman was smiling and at such a weird moment.

"Holly, I didn't mean it too come out like that? I was trying to be romantic but as you can see I'm failing horribly" Gail said with her head currently bent down. Holly ran her hand through her hair and sighed, "What are trying to tell me because right now I'm confused as hell. You say you don't want to be my girlfriend anymore, now you say you were trying to be romantic?"

The younger woman could see how what she was doing could be seen as confusing, so she moved over to her girlfriend's side and take her hands into holly's. They stare into each other's eyes both finding different answers, the younger woman finding love, compassion, worry, sadness and one of where is she going with this. The doctor finding nervousness, love, anxiety, and one there's something really huge I have to get off my chest but how do I say it. Holly chuckles why can't this girl just say what's on her mind instead of having me going through all this, I just hope it's not what I don't want it to be.

I just hope it's not what I want it to be, please don't be this end. God knows I would move heaven and earth for this insanely but beautiful creature.

Gail opens her mouth "Holly, van you please follow me too the roof! There's something really important I want to show you." She stretches forth her hands and takes the older woman up to the roof. When the doctor reaches the roof, she opens her eyes in pure excitement. Wow she thought, now what was Gail trying to tell me.

Gail steps in forward and licks a switch by the entrance and holly's eyes widen….