To Miss Geek (Guest): Wally and Jinx have something very special, finding a guy out there with the same features and personality is extremely difficult. Nightwing and Star's romance has a long way to go! Yes, their moments are VERY sweet, but there is much more building that needs to be done there. Ha-ha, sorry about the lack of BBRae, there will be much more in this chapter and the next to come! Please enjoy!

To June (Guest): Glad you like the story! Creating the story line is very difficult for me, and once I'm able to make my imagination come to life it makes the story better. It makes me smile that you think highly of this story. Thank you! Enjoy the rest!

A/N: Sorry about the late update guys. I have Post-Concussive Syndrome and my doctor restricted my internet activity. Also, many reviewed last chapter, my stupid sister hacked onto my account and deleted all my PM's, so now I couldn't reply to the ones that I didn't read yet. I'm extremely pissed and I will make it up to you with an amazing one-shot that I will post this week. I know that most of you are wishing for more BBRae, DO NOT WORRY! I will try my very hardest to give my readers every element of BBRae that I can muster! Also this chapter switches around POV's quite a lot. Enjoy!

"If a person wants to be part of your life, they will make an obvious effort to do so. Think twice before reserving a space in your heart for people who do not make an effort to stay." –Louddragon

January 16

Gotham City- Morning

Starfire POV

My back is stiff and head is aching, before I open my eyes a feeling of warmth overcomes me. I open my eyes and think about where I am. I try to move but I am pinned down by a heavy arm, my eyes widen as I realize that we are in a hotel. My cheeks flush and I carefully creep out of bed. He grumbles lightly and I bite my lip, I slept very comfortably but I do not wish to give him the wrong impression. As I land on the carpet I look back at Richard. His face is very calm, and his features make him look much younger than what he actually is. I yearn to reach out and touch him, to allow his hands to touch me, but I hold back.

I stretch my limbs and open the curtains; the hotel room we purchased for the night is gigantic. At first it felt awkward sharing a room with Richard, but after everything we have gone through it seemed right to allow him to share my pillow. That might have been selfish of me, but my heart yearns for his closeness.

I quickly dress and grab the card of keys. As I exit the room I smell the aromas of various foods coming from downstairs. My stomach rumbles loudly and I follow my instincts. Within minutes I am downstairs and eating a plate full of delicious Earthly foods. The hotel is most beautiful and the soft music coming from the dining room puts me in a fantastic mood. Several families crowd in and many people cast strange looks at me. I keep my head down as I continue eating; I have forgotten that this is not Jump City. They are not accustomed to meta-humans out during the day. A child points at me and the mother quickly scolds him for looking at 'the monster'. I lose my appetite and scuttle out of the dining room.

As I rush out of the breakfast area I bump into someone. "Sorry." I mumble and continue to rush away. I hear footsteps behind me.

"Star, are you okay?" Richard asks me.

I sigh in relief as I realize it is him. He is wearing dark sunglasses to hide his identity and I suddenly feel ashamed for not doing the same. Tears fill my eyes and I curse myself for being so weak once again. "I did not know how unfamiliar people are to my appearance." I mumble sadly.

Richard kisses my forehead and smooth's my hair. "Give Gotham some time, they'll get used to Starfire."

For some reason his words bother me and I frown. "I do not wish for people to get used to me."

His face falters and he frowns and sighs. "I would discuss this further with you but I have to go."

I shake my head at him. "You and I are a team; you do not leave my side." I blush as I realize how vague that sounded, I am a strong person, but most of the time I am thought of as weak. My comments toward him look the needy.

He smiles at me and my insides melt. "I don't think you're going to like where we're going."

I shrug and smile at him. "I do not care."

He chuckles lightly. "Something happened last night, Batman didn't tell me but he's really pissed. He barely lets his emotions show, so this must be serious."

I nod and head towards the door, after a moment or two Richard follows me. "Star, you don't have to come with me." He says quickly.

I smirk. "I know." Within moments we are in a taxi and speeding towards Wayne Manor. We stop a street before it to not give away our identities. As we walk up the pathway to the Manor my insides twist in nervousness. I have not spoken nor thought of the Batman in flattering manner, I hope my thoughts are not visible on my face.

The door opens and Alfred gives me a smile that makes me lift up my head. "Good morning Master Richard and Miss Starfire. I hope you enjoyed your night?" He gives us a knowing smirk and we squirm uncomfortably.

"Nothing happened!" Richard blurts and turns red.

I giggle and smile at Alfred. "How is friend Beast Boy?" I ask out of curiosity.

Alfred avoids my gaze. "He is not in the best of conditions."

I wish to inquire more but Richard grabs my hand and leads me towards the Batcave. As we ride the elevator down I notice that there is no sign of my fellow Titans. What is going on? I am about to ask Richard but I am cut off by the chiming of the elevator. Richard does not let go of my hand and we begin our walk into the darkness of the Batman's layer.

"Bruce!" Richard shouts.

We hear a ruffling sound and we end up in the investigation room, it is just as dark as the rest of the cave but a large wooden desk sits in the middle of the room. The chair is turned around but I know that Bruce is sitting in it. "You're late."

Richard nods and the chair turns around slowly. "We were a little preoccupied." He says.

Bruce's gaze flickers towards me and the hostility I see is almost frightening. "While you were out having sex with an alien I was here dealing with a bigger problem, I thought you knew better." His eyes narrow drastically.

"Hey, watch your mouth!" Richard shouts.

I let go of his hand and stare at Bruce. "We were not having the intercourse; there is no need to assume." I rebuttal and cross my arms.

Bruce gives me another look, one of pity. "You are not a part of the family, so stay out of this."

I am aware that I am not, but for some reason that makes me angry. "Do not talk to me as if I were some little girl! Do not assume that I am weak; I can fight a hundred of you with one fist! Give me some RESPECT!" I huff. I look over at Richard and he is smiling.

Bruce is too. My gaze falters; I never knew that the Batman smiled. It is gone within moments and I feel strangely satisfied. "I like you Starfire, and I am not assuming." He turns his attention to Richard. "I'm disappointed that you weren't on patrol last night." He says angrily.

Richard sighs and shrugs. "I'm sure Babs handled herself."

Bruce frowns deeply. "They are both in critical condition in the infirmary part of the Manor."

My heart stops, I am not close to either one of them but finding out that something bad happened to them right under our noses is alarming. Richard runs a hand through his hair. "What happened?"

"Scarecrow." Batman says. "Jason went to get revenge, instead he awakened Scarecrow and both him and Babs were attacked with the fear serum."

"Damnit!" Richard shouts. "Whose idea was that?" He asks angrily.

"Jason, he wants revenge for his father." Batman says curtly.

"Are they going to be okay?" I ask, Batman looks at me as if I were something oozing out of his wall.

"They just need time to heal. There is no cure for the fear serum; you have to live through it." Batman says, he turns his attention back to Richard. "I need you on patrol tonight."

Richard nods. "Cyborg and I will."

Batman shakes his head. "No, he's leaving tomorrow."

"What?" We both ask. How much can happen in one night?

Batman waves his hand. "The Empath will explain." He huffs. "You and Starfire are on duty."

Richard cuts him off. "No, there is no way she's going on patrol."

I am deeply offended. "You do not get to decide that." I respond.

He gives me an incredulous look. "What if you get hurt?" He looks at Batman. "He's doing this on purpose." He grunts.

I shake my head. "I am going on patrol tonight, you cannot stop me."

Batman raises his eyebrows. "There are some old costumes of Cat Woman's in the uniform alcove, Richard will show you."

I smile at Richard, even though he is angry I am not. I am teeming with excitement, I have never done a patrol like this before, and it will be so invigorating! As I turn to leave Batman says one last thing. "Sorry about the miscarriage Starfire." I stop dead in my tracks, but I do not turn to see him. I had nearly pushed those sad feelings away. Now they are back and clawing their way up my throat.

I feel a hand on my back and Richard once again gives me the comfort I need. "Fuck you Bruce." He says and we leave.

As we enter the elevator Richard looks at me but I avoid his gaze. "You did not have to say that to him." I whisper.

He is still trying to catch my gaze but I do not give him the satisfaction of seeing the emotion in my eyes. "He was being sarcastic, so I did." Richard says.

"How did he know?" My voice cracks.

Richard pulls me closer and cups my face, now my eyes meet his and he kisses my forehead. "Don't worry about it."

I close my eyes and savor the feeling of his lips on my forehead; the feeling leaves me nearly traumatized by his touch. It brings spirits of extreme provocation and I have to pull away, I have to remember who I am. He gives me a confused look. "You do not love me." I murmur.

"Starfire-" The elevator opens and I am relieved to see Raven. Her purple hair is in a messy bun and her eyes are a slight pink. I am surprised to see her in normal clothes. I leap out and hug her, even more surprisingly she hugs me back.

"How are you?" She asks.

I look down at the crystal clean tile floor. "Not pregnant anymore."

Her eyes widen a tiny bit. "Miscarriage?" She drones, her monotone voice is laced with something else and I worry for her.

I nod and she reaches out for my hand. "Friend Raven, how is friend Beast Boy?"

Her gaze breaks mine. "He's dying."

Raven POV

I lead Starfire and Nightwing towards Beast Boy's makeshift hospital room. I feel a wave of dizziness hit me and I wipe away a tear. The pain that I have been healing Beast Boy from increased, so I had to take it away. Meaning that I had to physically bear the pain myself, it's worth it to see him in control of his body. I open the door and Beast Boy sits up. Cyborg and Jinx are already there.

"Hey Rae." He says with a grin.

I give him a small smile, though it pains me I keep up the façade. "Starfire and Nightwing wanted to see your condition." I tell him.

We all crowd around him and Starfire sheds some unnecessary tears at his condition. "He's going to die at this rate; I don't know how much more I can do." I tell the Team sadly.

Beast Boy smiles at me again and the team looks sadly at his pale and thinned face. He looks at Nightwing with a serious look. "We need to go to Tesla." He says. "I need a small team to help me take him, and then I'll force him to give me the antidote."

My heart clenches at his request but I know it's the only way. Nightwing nods and looks at Cyborg. "We'll leave at dawn, Jinx, is Kid Flash well enough to head back to Jump City for a while? We really need someone to look after things there." Nightwing asks.

Jinx nods. "We'll leave in a couple hours, it was great being here but Wally and I need some freedom."

Cyborg sighs sadly. "I'm heading back to Jump also, something…something came up." Cyborg's eyes betray his feelings and we all know not to inquire. If he's leaving us it must be important, but still I feel like something in his words seem off.

"Keep us updated." Nightwing orders. Cyborg nods and stares at the wall, his behavior is odd, but we can't dwell on it now.

Beast Boy looks at me again, this time a hopeful spark in his eyes. "Raven are you well enough to join us?"

I nod, not trusting myself to speak. I don't understand how calm he is, how understanding he is of his nearing death. Starfire gives me a sad look, and I automatically know she's feeling guilty. I'm just glad she's not feeling pity, that I can't handle.

Nightwing and Starfire give Beast boy a hug. "We have patrol tonight but we will begin our trip around ten tomorrow, be ready." He says.

They all leave the room, sad looks plastered to their faces. I frown and avoid Beast Boy's gaze. If I look at him I'll melt, everything about him is going to be stripped away. His green hair, his toothy smile, his power, and amazing ability, I don't know if I can do this. "I wish there was another way." I whisper.

Beast Boy coughs and I move towards him to do another healing session. "No, don't use any more of your powers on me." He orders.

I frown again and Beast Boy pats the spot next to him. "I know you're upset." He says quietly.

I sit next to him and lean my head on his shoulder, he kisses my forehead and I swallow my emotions. "You're going to be normal, what's going to happen to us?" I ask him.

He forces me to meet his eyes, and surprisingly they're laced with tears. "I don't know, but what I do know is that no matter what happens I'm going to stay by you forever." He kisses my forehead again and softly kisses my lips.

I feel a tear roll down my cheek and I curse myself for being so weak, I never show emotion like this. I'm betraying myself, but I can't control it. More tears spill down my cheeks and Beast Boy kisses them away. He lifts my chin and brings his lips to mine; so much emotion is poured into his kiss I almost lose control of myself and my powers. His hand pulls me closer and he strengthens our kiss, I taste the saltiness of our tears and I pour every emotion I have into our kiss. I move so I'm straddling him and his tongue begs for entrance into my mouth, I oblige and we pull each other even closer.

"I can't lose you." He whispers in between kisses.

"I can't lose you either." I say.

Starfire POV

It is now night time and the joy I was feeling earlier for the patrol is gone. It is replaced with utter sadness and frustration over friend Beast Boy's condition. Barbara and Jason are in horrid condition also, the fear serum transporting atrocious images of pain and terror into their minds. We also said our farewells to Jinx, Flash, and Cyborg earlier today. It was a bitter goodbye; life has somehow become much more dire than before. I wish for things to be how they were, I wish for happiness. I know it is the stupid to dwell on such unaccountable things, but I cannot help myself.

Another tear slips down my cheek as I slip into a black full body spandex suit. I place a black mask that is similar to Richard's on my face and I tie my black running boots. As I glance in the large mirror I notice that I am still recognizable. I French braid my hair and tie it at the end, much better. A knock sounds from the door. "Come in." I say calmly.

Nightwing walks in, his black suit matching the color contrasting in mine. When he looks at me his face reddens and I resist the urge to giggle. The uniform alcove we are in is a large windowless room deep within the basement of Wayne Manor. Finding a uniform that could fit me was extremely tricky, but I have succeeded. "I hope I look the okay." I say as I make my way over to him.

He nods, and before he says anything I place a finger to his lips. "Do not talk." I say urgently. "There is the trouble! Nightwing GO!" I imitate the Batman the best way I can but the strained chuckles I hear from Richard make my ego deflate.

He stops laughing at me and I also burst out in giggles. "My impersonation was top notch, and you know it!" I say playfully.

He nods. "It really was! I almost thought you were Batman!" He says with sarcasm.

I giggle some more, but after some thought I stop. I frown and tears fill up my eyes once again. "That was most inappropriate of me. I apologize." I respond in a low tone.

Richard shakes his head. "No it wasn't, why would you say that?"

"Friend Beast Boy is in the worst condition, and friend Raven is not well either. Barbara and Jason are also frightened. I am ashamed for allowing myself that joy." I am feeling worse than shame, I am feeling unworthy.

Richard pulls me into his arms and I exhale, his embrace transports me to another world entirely. "Star, without moments of joy what would the world be? Even in the darkest time we should always keep a beacon of light, or amusement. Don't ever feel ashamed for brightening spirits." Richard hugs me tighter and he cups my face once again. "You are the light that helps everyone keep going, even me."

I hold in my tears but I feel one slip out and soak a spot on my mask. "You are most kind Richard, have you not considered that you are the light?"

He's quiet for a moment and he kisses my forehead. Once again I savor the feeling of his lips touching my skin. Once again I am transported to an island of pure calm and pleasure. A vast amount of stimulation and goading overpowers me and I have to pull away forcefully this time. His eyes widen, his hands dropping slowly to his sides, my heart clenches and I swallow my sentiments. "You do not love me." I whisper.

"Starfire…" He whispers back.

I hold up my hand to stop him. "As you now know, I am forever in love with you. Tamaranian love is eternal, forever." He remains still, his mouth trying to form words but not. "I cannot go through that pain again."

"What pain?" He takes a step towards me and I step back, almost flinching. I see the hurt on his face, and I wish I could close my eyes and pretend that I did not have to do this.

"When you did the breaking of up with me, you did not know that my love was eternal. You did not love me the way I did. That hurt me more than anything on this entire planet. I cannot do this to myself; I cannot let you shatter my heart any more than you already have!" I yell at him, no tears form this time but my heart beats an awful lot of times.

He looks at me and a buzzing sound erupts from his weapons belt. Richard lets it ring, he tries to come closer, but I step back once again. My backside hits the mirror and he picks up then answers a black communicator. "Nightwing, get on Patrol near Fifth Avenue. Some gang activity might need to be monitored." Batman grunts over the line. He nods and clicks the off button.

"Let's go." He nearly whispers and I know in that instant that I have hurt him.

It should be gratifying to see him feel the way I did, but all it does is cause me great discomfort. I do not regret my decisions but I do still feel ashamed. Now he knows how I feel, I will forever miss his touch.

Jump City

Titans Tower

Normal POV

"Yo Flash, Jinx, I'm gonna retire for the night." Cyborg said from the doorway of the common room.

Jinx looked up from her comfortable condition wrapped in Flash's arms. They were watching a movie together, one of her favorite activities to do with her boyfriend. "Goodnight Cyborg! Oh, and thanks for the guest bedroom. It's perfect." She said happily. Flash pulled her back down and kissed her cheek, giggles erupted.

Cyborg smiled at them, their happiness almost contagious. "You're welcome." He whispered before hurrying down the hall. The happiness he felt moments ago evaporated, replaced with an utter dread, and fear. The moment was here, he received the call when he was by Beast Boy's side in Jump City. He hated that he had to leave him, he wanted to curse God for having such horrible timing, but this was it. This was an opportunity that only came around once in a lifetime.

He hurried to his room and activated the Towers' main security system, his heart and mind racing with his plan. Cyborg opened his closet and a familiar grey sweatshirt with grey pants greeted him. His memory flashing back to his glory days; days when he would be going to a Homecoming Dance, or scoring the winning Touchdown at his game. If he thought hard about it he could still hear the crowds shouting his name, cheering him on.

With a sigh Cyborg snuck off into the night, clad in his grey gear and a black backpack. Once he was out of sight of the Tower, his pace slowed and he briefly considered turning back, leaving it all and returning to his Team. "No." He grumbled. "I can do this."

He trudged on in the cold, the stained sidewalks leading the way, the cold breeze having no effect on his metallic body. The cold had no effect, but deep down he wished it did. As he approached his destination he pulled down his hood, and looked up at the glowing sign. 'S.T.A.R Labs'. He swallowed, and briefly apologized to the Titans. His voice was barely a whisper above the wind; a single tear was swept away. With a decisive shift in emotions Cyborg pushed open the doors.

The attendant smiled knowingly at him. "Welcome to S.T.A.R Labs, I believe I already know why you're here." The small woman said.

Cyborg nodded. "I'm Victor Stone, I'm ready."

January 17

Wayne Manor

Starfire POV

The warmth of the fireplace in front of me brings me comfort; the beverage of hot chocolate soothes my nerves. The Patrol was exhilarating, the coldness of the night and the heat of adrenaline coursing through my veins made me feel solely alive. We arrived back at the Manor around 6am, it is now 8am and I still refuse to sleep.

Gotham is a very dangerous place, the sound of bullets and gunshots surrounded the City. The freezing night time air made my skin crawl with the mysteriousness. I cannot explain how great it was to fight alongside Richard, we saved a bank, we stopped a mugging, and we even prevented a potential bombing. It would have been even better if Richard would have spoken to me, at least acknowledged my presence. That is to be expected though, if he is mad I understand it.

"Starfire." Raven's voice drones.

I look up at her and I place my mug down. "I am already packed, do not fret." I assure her.

She looks around and sits next to me. "I didn't come here to talk about that, I need to ask you something." She looks nervous, and a lamp across the room shatters because of her powers.

"Friend Raven, what is it?" I ask her.

"When Garfield finds Tesla he's going to get the cure, meaning that he's going to turn normal again." Raven looks worried. "I can't let this happen, so I need your help."

I shake my head immediately, I am still stunned that she used friend Beast Boy's real name. I silently connect the dots and I realize that I have been oblivious to the obvious. "You and friend Beast Boy are doing the dating now, yes?"

Her face turns a light shade of pink. "Yes." She grumbles.

I suddenly understand everything. "I cannot help you." I whisper sadly.

She sighs. "You don't understand…I need him to stay the way he is…what if something happens?" Raven rubs her temples and bites her lip.

I grab her hand and clench it in mine. "You need to be strong, I understand what you're feeling, but you cannot allow your love for him cloud the right decision. When it comes time for the cure, it shall be Beast Boy's choice, do not interfere." I soothe her.

Raven snatches her hand back. "I have to! I can't allow him to do this to himself, to us!" She yells and my mug explodes.

I stand up harshly. "You need to be STRONG! You are being the selfish, I understand your pain, but you need to respect his decision." My yelling does not seem to make her rebuttal and I sit back down gently. "Whatever happens, just know that we all will be facing the same pain and difficulty as you." I grab her hand.

She looks up at me, tears falling smoothly down her cheeks. "Thank you…" She whispers. Raven stands up and leaves the room, a new sureness in her step.

I have never seen Raven cry, and seeing it now makes me feel like there is no hope. What if we do not find Tesla? What if friend Beast Boy di- I cannot bring myself to think it. I stand up and head towards my room; I barely look back as I ready my camping backpack along with my gear. Within moments I am walking up the stairs that lead to the roof of the Manor. Beast Boy, Raven, and Richard are waiting for me.

Richard approaches me and gives me a light smile. "Ready?" He asks me.

I nod and toss my suitcase into the sleek black jet. "Where are we going?" I ponder loudly.

Beast Boy steps forward, adorned in his costume he looks nearly healthy again. I cannot let myself be fooled by his appearance, for I will only be disappointed if something is to go wrong. "We're going to South America! Argentina to be exact." He says happily.

I do not share his joy, and I do not understand how he can be so joyful. "We should leave now." I say and I board the jet. Raven follows me along with Richard and Beast Boy. Alfred stands outside waving goodbye to all of us. My heart clenches with words to say, or tears to shed, but I remember that I must stay strong. I must stay strong for all of us.

The jet lurches and we take off into the skies, nothing but blue and white encasing us. Only X'hal can give me the strength I need to succeed now.

A/N: Sorry about the short chapter. I wanted to make it longer but the next chapter is just so climactic. To make it up to everyone I'll be posting a one-shot sometime this week. Hopefully enough happened to put everyone on edge, I know I'm teeming with excitement for the next chapter. So I'm gonna do a summary of this chapter:

-Starfire is feeling dread, and fear over this mission. She needs to only show strength so that Raven doesn't lose her own mind.

-Raven wants to run away at the thought of Beast Boy dying or becoming something he hasn't been for decades.

-Nightwing is upset, but trying to put on a happy face for the others.

-Babs and Jason are still rolling around induced fully with Fear Serum.

-Cyborg is…I can't say.

-Only Jinx and Flash are having a good time everybody!

I hope that sums it all up for you.

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Next Chapter: Beast Boy and Raven have a BIG moment, Starfire and Nightwing share a BIG moment, the Tesla mission takes a shocking turn, Jason and Babs wake up, AND Cyborg reveals the worst…Bet you can't wait!