Hi guys !
So first, I want to thank all the people who added this fanfiction to their favs and who follow it now because seriously, more than forty persons, it's HUGE for me !
I was really afraid to be a bad writer in English, and well, if forty people read me, I guess it's bearable :p
So really, thank you guys :)
I hope you'll enjoy this chapter too.
Disclaimers : Nothing belongs to me except the character of Alex.
Warnings : For that chapter, mentions of bp and mpreg, slight dirty talk (blink and you'll miss it). Dont' like, don't read.
Chapter two
Blaine Anderson has had a new habit for a few months or so. A habit who makes everyone around him crazy and annoyed - especially his boyfriend.
Blaine Anderson checks his phone twice in a minute, hoping it will have a missing call or a text. It never happens. It's heartbreaking really because every time Blaine realises there is no message, he makes his best kicked puppy face and all the people who care about him hate to see him like this.
Blaine has never expected it would take so long to find a surrogate to carry his baby. He knows men with a boypussy are not common but not that rare, are they ? The answer has to be yes because it's been months and there's no one to carry Blaine's child.
The first time Blaine talks about having a baby, it's a wednesday night. Alex - his boyfriend - and him come back from a nice restaurant and Blaine is so pleased with his life, how everything is like a fairytale, he can't help but bring the baby subject. They opened a bottle of wine and Blaine starts his second glass when the words slip of his mouth.
Alex looks a little confused at first but then he hugs Blaine gently and whispers in his ear : "Whatever you want babe."
They don't talk more about that this night because they're busy to christen the couch for the umpteenth time. Blaine is not even sure he can remember his name when Alex pounds into him and murmurs dirty words to him.
The next day, he sure remembers well of the night. His ass is sore and it's almost a torture to sit through the day but Blaine manages. Nonetheless, he can't focus on the repetition of the band. They try to record that song ten times last week and it's still not that so Blaine easily drifts off.
He thinks about having a baby. A baby with Alex.
He met Alex during his last year at NYU and they have been together since. It's been almost eight years. Alex is a lawyer and has a really good situation - like Blaine.
Blaine studied music at NYU and with a band, he succeeded in the show business. They made two albums before the group imploded. We proposed Blaine to make a career in solo but Blaine was already tired of the tours and he realised he liked as much help kids find their way in music. So he became a producer, a really good one. He has his own company for a couple of years now.
So yeah, Alex and him are in love, they are a stable couple, they have money. Blaine knows it's the time for a kid. He desperately wants one.
He brings back the subject two days later and Alex is still okay with it. "I never thought about having kids but we're good and I'd love having a mini-Blaine running in the apartment." Blaine beams at him so brightly it hurts.
They decide to go for a surrogate and Blaine will be the donor. It's his dream and Alex prefers it that way. Blaine has never been so exciting.
It's Blaine's choice to go for a carrier. He thinks it's so great men can finally have children like every heterosexual couple that they should have a carrier. Alex agrees.
But now Blaine is there, desperate to find someone who will agree to have his child. Of course, they contacted an agency. The best of New York. They even had a quick appointment after they had called. Yet, they didn't find the person they were looking for.
It's Ellen Ross, the manager of the agency, who received them. She had been very polite but also very clear. The agency didn't have as much as carriers they wanted to and she only had a few to show them that day.
None of them fit their purpose. They all looked desperate for Blaine - he knows people who are doing this need money but still, they didn't look like healthy candidates to take care of their unborn child. They were also all blond or chestnut-brown - far away of the dark hair of Alex.
"Sweetie, I'm okay with you being the father but I want someone who looks a little like me. It's gonna be my child too." Blaine understood and they went home without a name.
What Ellen Ross had said to them haunts Blaine since. "If none of these men please you, there are two solutions. You can either look for a woman or you can wait. But the waiting can be a long way. We got some carriers who are coming back from time to time and some new heads join the agency every semester but there are little and like I said, it can be long."
Blaine knows now he didn't want to believe her. He had expected within the month after contacting the agency we would call him. It was more than five months now. So here is Blaine, desperate and sad and frustrated.
His day is too long to be bearable and that night, he can't stop checking his phone, not really hoping to have a call but mostly because he's frustrated.
"God Blaine, will you stop ? I swear to God, you check your damn phone one more time and I destroy the damn thing." Alex snaps at him coldly, his fork clinging against his plate.
It's all it takes to bring tears in Blaine's eyes. He's tired because he can't have a correct night of sleep. All he can think about is how he wants to be a father and how he can't. He's hurt because how is this fair ? He has money, a lovely man, a great life and still, he can't have a baby. There's so many people who become parents without being ready and Blaine can't and he's so ready. He's also frustrated because the band he's producing right now are assholes and make his work ten times more complicated he should be.
So Blaine can't help but start crying. Alex immediately regrets snapping at Blaine and forces the man to stand up before gathering him in his arms. He whispers sweet nothings to him and shushes him, rocking him gently on his laps. "It's okay baby. Everything is gonna be okay."
Blaines sniffs a little and tries to calm down but the sobs claw their way out his throat and all his body feels so sore. "I-I just want a baby so much."
He can feel Alex nod in understanding and slowly but surely, Blaines calms down. Once Alex is sure Blaine stopped crying, he says : "We are gonna find a way Blaine. Tomorrow, I'm gonna call the agency and take an appointment to look for a woman. I know you wanted a man for surrogate but let's face it, it's not going to happen. No, we're gonna look for a great woman, besides this will be much more easy to find one who looks like me."
Blaine nods in agreement, relieved that Alex has found a way. It's for that he loves Alex so much. He always knows what to say or what to do to make Blaine better.
That night, Alex leaves him alone because he has to work on an important file, the trial coming soon. Blaine calls an early night but doesn't find sleep easily. He thinks about what Alex said and realises he's not so okay with it.
Blaine really wants a man to carry his baby but Alex has a point : a woman would make the things more easy. Yet, something's upset Blaine. He falls in a restless sleep a few hours later and doesn't hear Alex join him.
The next day, Blaine wakes up to the sound of the shower and he stirs pathetically in the bed. He slept bad and doesn't feel better than yesterday. Looking at the clock, Blaine knows he can go back to sleep but he has to see Alex before he goes to work.
He hesitates a little before entering in the bathroom. He knows it's not an easy situation for Alex either and doesn't want to upset him - and Alex will be upset if Blaine tells him he still wants a carrier. Blaine understands why ; it's a lot of stress, he's mopping because of that and Alex doesn't like him sad. So why does he have to suffer and annoyed Alex when Blaine could make the things easy ?
Blaine clears his throat and Alex's eyes look up from the mirror where he's shaving. "Hi babe, do you sleep well ?" Blaine nods, trying to find a way to make his point without starting a fight. "I thought about what you said yesterday." "About what ?" Alex asks casually. "About taking a woman as a surrogate. And it kind of hit me. What about the ovum ?"
Alex frowns a little before answering - with a sharp in his voice : "Well, I'm sure the agency has an answer for that one. Don't worry I'll call."
Alex puts some water on his face before going back into their room. Blaine decides to take a shower and lets frustrated tears slide on his face. He doesn't want to be upset but he can't help it. He wanted so bad a carrier but he knows he has to let go.
When he joins Alex in the kitchen, he watches the man put some coffee in his mug and smiles. Yes, there is still an ache in his chest but all of this worths it. Soon, they will have a baby. Alek kisses him goodbye then tries to go but Blaine catches his hand. Alex grins at him. "I would love to have sex before work but I have this important meeting."
"Yeah I know so don't call the agency. I will. You have enough things in mind."
Alex smiles brightly and leans in to kiss Blaine passionately, his tongue gently massaging Blaine's and his hands cupping his ass' boyfriend. "I love you, you know that ? I'll try to get home early and then I intend to let you eat my ass out because I know how much you love that."
"Fuck." Blaine breathes out. Alex smirks and then, he's gone. Blaine finds himself half-hard during his breakfast and he tries to not to think too much about Alex' promise. It's difficult because Blaine has many kinks but none of them turns him on more than rimming - only the idea of having sex with a guy having a pussy can.
This idea brings him back on Earth and the dull pain in his chest starts bothering him again. After that, Blaine slowly prepares himself to go working but his mind is always somewhere else.
He's distract all the day and everyone can tell something his wrong with him because Blaine doesn't check his phone once. He knows he has to call the agency but he tries to postpone the moment.
It's 4pm when his phone rings. Blaine is busy talking with the drummer who doesn't play like Blaine told him to when one of his fellow calls him. "Blaine, your phone." Said Blaine let a sigh of frustration pass his lips and goes to answer.
His heart misses a beat when he sees the number. His hand is shaking when he answers. "H-hello ?" He stutters around the words, afraid he might throw up.
"Mr Anderson ? It's Ellen Ross. I have great news for you." Blaine holds his breath even if he can hear the smile in the woman's voice.
"I think we find you a perfect match."
Blaine has never been so happy for months.