I love the sun. It's all warm and happy. Charlie and my mom allowed Jasper and I to come back to Jacksonville for a visit. It's funny I called Charlie this morning, the second morning of our vacation to see if he can get us tickets to go back today. I missed New York and all my friends down here don't really care about being friends with me. They called me a snob, it actually made me laugh. But whatever, I now considered my home in New York. I loved it there and I forgot how humid Jacksonville is.

The rest of my freshman year was uneventful, which I loved. Emmett and I started officially dating on New Years. It's been amazing. And as soon as Charlie gets the flights moved up so we can leave sooner, we are going to the Hamptons with everyone, Bella & Edward, Alice, Emmett, Vera & Royce as well. It was going to be a great summer. I hear 4th of July there is amazing.

"ROSE!"

"What Jazz"

"Charlie called. He got us a flight home. But we have to leave now."

Oh my goodness this news made my day. I practically skipped to the cab Jasper was with.

"I love the beach" I yawned as I stretched out on my towel. "This is my kind of vacation." I looked out at my family in my new home state. I was a New Yorker now, an Upper East Side Girl. They were all out in the water doing random things. I was watching Emmett, trying to surf. It was adorable.

I lay back trying to keep the tan I loved. It was a few hours later before anyone started coming back towards the beach. Vera and Royce were first. I flipped over onto my stomach and continued reading my book.

I felt something hit my leg and I tried shaking it off. "What the heck." I turned over and there was Royce with the sunscreen. "Royce what are doing?"

"You can't burn my Rose now."

"Eew go away. I already put sunscreen on."

"Then join me in the water my Rose."

"No. I don't want to get wet today." I had gotten my hair done that morning. Emmett promised we would go out somewhere nice and fancy, so I wanted to look my best. "Seriously Royce hands off my legs now!"

He wasn't going away. I started panicking. What do I do now? I tried searching the water, where's Emmett?

"Hands off or you WILL find out why they call me the Grizzly" My Emmett. He's my hero. I smiled up at him. He looked crazy, hard eyes and looked like he was trembling. Royce got up and stormed off.

I pulled Emmett's hand to have him sit with me. I loved curling up into his lap and feeling safe and warm. "Thank you Emm. Are you okay? You're shaking."

"I'll be fine Babe."

"Mom. Nothing was special about last night. Emmett and I just had dinner and then went swimming. No reason for dinner. He just likes to do that."

"I heard about what happened at the beach. Everything okay?"

"Yeah. Nothing major, but you know boys. They make huge things out of nothing." At least I hope it wasn't anything huge. She liked that answer I guess because she left me alone.

I sat in the middle of my bed and hugged my knees to my chest. How do I tell my mom that last night was special? It was the most amazing night and it will be one I will never forget. How to tell my mom, her little girl isn't a little girl anymore and she slept with her boyfriend.