Having to remember that day made my stomach turn into a knot, I held in the food in my gut just barely, being forced to recall every detail of his friend in that bed by his own mental state, made things for him worse. What did I do!? My eyes widen from the image of fear that whipped me back and forth upon Edd's face. I grabbed my letterman as I went to the front door opening the door with a swish motion he was outside staring into the days sunset. Grow a set Kev! Just go across the street and see how he is. Orders came into play. Eddy and Nazz had went home giving up for the day, dragging a pouty face Ed with them.
"What are you doing man?" I sighed, as I walked up the steps to the door. ? Waiting a moment, to hear anything that would come from within, but all that could be heard was the wind going through the trees around him. With a sigh he started pounding his knuckles on the wood of the door, "Yo! Double Dwe- D! Come on out. I ain't going hurt ya..." Pausing to get my thoughts together. " I just, want to say sorry for being an assbutt" I growled under my breath finishing the sentence. Still nothing was to be heard. " I wanna make it up to ya... I wanna talk with ya about that thing..." I sighed taking off my cap and holding it within my fist, from the memories of that horrid day running through out my mind again. I waited for a moment, wondering if he would come let me in, when he didn't I started ringing the door bell repeatedly. Still he refused to come down. "God damn." I backed up to see his room window, there was a single light going through it, causing shadows to form. Come on Sockhead, just let me in... I pleaded holding my tongue between my teeth. Going back to the door, I started to ring the doorbell. " I know you're in there!" I roared loud enough so it could be heard in his room. "Would you kindly lower your voice!" I heard a voice come from the other side of the door. A deep sigh escaped from my lungs, from knowing he was there. " Now, what was it that you wanted to discuses?" he had asked in a soft, lonely tone. "Pleases let me in? It would be easier then taking through three inches of wood." I recommended with a soft sigh, but there was no responds. The clicking noise of the locks coming undone opened the gap between us. When Double D open his door, he was in his bathrobe, still wearing that stupid beanie, everything look normal, until he looked up. His eyes seem hollow, only thing that filled them were slight traces of tears left from before. "Now, let's try this a again.'' I smiled rubbing the back of my neck. "May I come in." I ask politely to get some what on the guys good side. He stepped back enough for me to come in. Stepping inside, my body reacted before running it through my brain. I pull the dweeb in my arms holding him close. "I'm so sorry." Was all that I was able to get out. Double D stood there in sheer shock. "Wh-what for? Kevin" He stuttered, still unaware the reasoning behind my actions. "Today, but mostly... for that night." Mentioning that moment all the blood seem to be drained from Double D, just standing that holding his bottom lip between his teeth. " It's al-all in the past now Kevin." He tried to push it off with a smile, my eyes narrowed to see him smile at such a moment. "If you wish to come in, please remove your shoes and lay them on the rack.'' he asked still wearing a faked smile. "Did you even tell anybody about that night?" I asked him with a soft tone removing me shoes, looking at him only to find his eye avoiding mine. "It hurts to much to think about it..." He paused. "All I can think about is how he violated me in such
matter." he continue shoulders shriving at the thought.
We went into the living room he told me about that night. "He took me to the room, kicked me in the sides and punch every ounce of strength out of me. All I could hear was the music playing down stairs and his.. laughter. He keep laughing like he was enjoying having all the power. When I thought he was done." Edd closed his eyes holding back the tears while biting down on his bottom lip showing the gap between his teeth. " He tossed me on the bed, ripping my clothes off, his lips planted upon mine by force. Then everything went black. I still heard music, laughter, but most of all him. Panting, telling me I was a fag that deserved what I had coming. Then I woke up, covered in filth, worse then what you can find in Ed's room. I was-" He wasn't able to going from the tears braking free. "It hurt Kevin. I was in deep amount of pain. More then all of the years previously then before." He cried letting the tears fall freely. " I-I don't know what to say man..." I looked away not being able to look at him cry. Why to go Kev! Pussy out, can't even look at the man! Before I could get in another word in, a warm ball had curled up beside me. "If you can't say anything. Then please be kind enough.. to just let me do this..." he whimpered holding on to my shirt. I looked down at him not sure whether to push him off or hold him closer. "Alright..." I wrapped my arms around him so that he can cry freely and have someone there for him. Once he was done, I took the end of my sleeve and gently wiped Edd's tear stained cheeks. "Oh! I'm terrible sorry, your shirt." he said backing away and noticing the tears that landed on my shoulder. "Hey, don't sweat it. It's the least I could do." I grinned and rubbed the back of my neck again. "I do have something to tell you." I told him pulling him in closer, just incase he would start crying again. "Remember the day after? When I came home with a black eye and busted lip?" I asked not expeting an answer. "I was in rage... I beat up the captain of my baseball team." I said looking away from him. "Wh-why? You lost your spot in the team? You love it." Double D asked with a confused face, that he didn't wear that often. "Shut up.'' I sighed deeply trying to put the words together. "Let me finish, before you start asking questions." I told him. He looked at me for a moment then nodded slightly. "I did, what I did... Because, how I found you. I let him do that. It was all my fault. The least that I could do for you at the time. I felt horrid for weeks. I still do, when I image how you were laid on the bed-" I was cut off by Edd putting a tissue to my cheek. I had tears. " I understand. Thank you, but like I said it all in the past." He smiled, holding my hand. Without realizing it, I grabbed his head in my hand before I had rested my lips on his soft pink lips. " It's not ok. I still feel like I need to make it up for you." I said pulling way from him, holding onto his shoulder, so he would look straight at me, but I was just as shock to see that Edd was just standing there painted with a bright red on his cheeks that went back to his ears.
Sorry, I was sick yesterday, but as promised. Here is the new chapter.
Next one will be two days from now. How will Edd react to the sudden affection the Kevin is displaying. Who will know. Please be kind and give me some ideas and your thoughts about this.