After a mere minute Edd face went to shock to horror, his shoulder started to shake.
"No! Refrain from your actions!" He shouted while pushing me away and getting to the far side of the room. "You may say such words, but you are nothing but one of them." He screamed with fear in his voice.
"Do-double D, don't be like that. I promise not to hurt you." I tried to reassure him. When I got closer to him, I notice a line of tears drifting down his face once more.
"That is he, said. A person you talk to everyday, he said 'Don't worry, it won't hurt' " he quoted, moving back away from me. "Why!? Should I trust a low minded jock like you!" his words ran through my ears and gave me a punch in the gut, more like the heart.
I clenched my teeth together, holding in the a feeling that was odd to me, fear and sorrow. "I'm not like them D" I defended.
"Correction! You and your friends, are the in the same definition of one another!" He hissed as shoved me away. I looked at him in mere shock. Was he right to hate me? Of course he was, he is always right.
"Fine... I'll leave, but before I do. I just wanted you to know, how awful I feel about everything... It's only reasonable for you to hate me." I sighed as I went over to the door.
''I don't hate you! I despise that it took you a full year to finally say a non threating word to me!" He glued his eyes shut, trying to hold in the tears. I turned back to see him full of sobs once more because of me. I stared at him going closer to him one last chance, this time he gave in. His thin arms had wrapped around my sided, having me stop dead in my tracked.
'' For some reason, that is unknown. I always was fond of you and your skills in everything you do." He breathed through each sob. "Even when we were younger and you had bullied my friends and I away." He added sniff at the last of his words.
I looked down at him, only to see the top of his hat burring himself into my chest once more. " I swear on my life, I shall never hurt you again." I promised him as I bit my lip, being filled with memories that were more then unpleasant.
"What about them?" The weaker boy in front of my had asked, still in fear of the other jocks. I pressed my lips together trying to find the right words.
"Let me worry about them."
Later on, I found myself holding the weaker boy on his couch and let him cry and talk then cry so more. He keep asking if it was true if I was wanted to protect the nerd, I keep telling him the same answer "Give me a chance to be a better man." Every time I finished telling that to him, his sapphire eyes would soften with glee.
"Kev-kevin?" He asked looking up at him while he laid his head on my lap. I hummed softly as a responds as I was to busy messing with the ends of his hair. "Wh-what about Nazz?" He wonder looking down at his hands playing with them.
I looked down at him, how he had avoided my gaze. I didn't know what to say, I can't just brake up with her or people will wonder. Everyone always says we are meant to be no matter what. "I.. Don't know" I sighed running my fingers through my hair. " She pretty mad at me, so it just be a matter of time before she ends what we have right now." I guessed.
Edd turned to me, looking me at me in the eyes with those bright blue eyes. "Wha-what are we?" he questioned me as his cheek came to fill with a bright pink.
"Well, what do you want us to be?" A smirk pulled on my lips. The dork that laid his head on my lap cheeks grow into a deep red as I finished my words.
"I... want to try... to be friends again.." He marked holding his hands into a fist. I placed my hand over his to reassure him again.
"That sound like a good plan to me." I chuckled moving the hair out of hi eyes.
" I am very pleased you think so.'' He smiled. " Plus, it looks like you can still be with your Nazz. I know how much she is dear to you." He added, with his one in a million gap tooth smile. I felt as if my heart has just went on over drive from how fast Double Dweeb was making it go, but to be honest to myself. I lost feeling for Nazz since high school had started, she will always be my best friend now matter what, she been with me since were younge, well I can't say much due to that fact... Every body in the Cul-Da-Sac has been knowing each other since we were youngness, but now I think I have someone else in my eyes that I think will be better for me and him.
I pulled him closer to me, want him so bad right now. I want to just hold him closer to me.
"Ke-kevin, please release me. I can't breath." He squeaked, his voice sounded strained from him holding in his breath.
'' Oh! Sorry man." I let go of him and bite the side of my lip. '' I didn't mean to do that." I said quickly worried I hurt him more.
"It is quick fine, I should have been used to it by now. From how much Ed hugs me." he giggled softly, he covered his mouth with one of his hand hiding his smile.
"Don't do that."
"What do you mean?" he tilted his head.
"Cover you smile. It fucking adorable." I said holding him again, but this time softer.
"Language, Kevin. If you wish to be in my family's home, you mustn't use such vocabulary" He pouted looking away from me. I was only able to laugh softly.
"Alright, alright. I shall do what you wish." I smiled and put my forehead softly onto his, looking down into his sapphire eyes with my emerald eyes. The dweebs eyes widen softly from my movements.
We keep holding each other for some time, before the sun started to creep over the tree tops.
"Well, I think it ought time for me to head home. I need to rest, I have a game tomorrow after school." I said getting up slowly moving the weaker Edd off me. I looked at him, to see that he is yawning softly.
"I believe you mean ' it about time' Kevin" He corrected.
I let out a sigh filled with joy. He looked adorable in so many ways that I didn't think were possible.
"Wh-what are you looking at?" He looked away blushing in his sassy mother fucking tone.
''Oh nothing.'' I smirked. "Just you look tired. You should head to bed as well." I suggested holding a hand out to help him out of his seat.
"Oh I mustn't. I still have so much homework to complete." He reminded him self getting up without my help.
"Really? On a Friday?'' I asked not really wanting an answer. "I'm only going home cause I have a game." I told him.
"It is very important for me to keep up with my work." He said in a worried tone. "Oh my! I haven't even cleaned the house. Oh dear. I will have to ask you to leave." He asked, well told me.
"Alright, don't get your panties in a bunch.'' I laughed then kissed his head softly then left. I didn't have to wait, to know that the dork would be sitting here in a blush. Having that thought in my head made my own cheeks flush a light pink.
Jogging across the street towards my house, with a grin spread across my face, but it was erased when I saw a familiar girl with short blond hair sitting on my front steps, looking rather unhappy when she noticed where that I was coming from. Oh baby my. Looks like I am in the dog house... AGAIN.
"Why were you at his house?" She questioned me as if I was the bad guy again. "Did you hurt him more?" She rambled on.
"Calm down Nazzy." He cooed, resting my hand on her shoulder. "I just went to see how he was doing." He assured. She looked at me with her smiling eyes and wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Ohh, man. You do have a heart." She laughed and rested her head in the nook of my neck.
I couldn't help be laugh softly and wrap arms around her waist. '' Well I am dating you ain't I?" I chuckled. " Come on, lets go inside.'' I suggested pushing her softly inside.
"Sounds cool."She smiled and followed me inside. "What you say about going to your room and watch a movie?" She asked in a tone that I knew oh so very well by now.
I looked at her blushing away. I was able to pull of a good fake grin. "Sure, why the hell not." I smirked pulling her inside closing the door behind me. Nazz took my hand and twirled around me, laying her hands flat on my chest.
"Babe? What about the movie?" I asked looking away as she kissed up my neck.
"You are very naive dude." she giggled softly and kissed me, I slight kissed back with a smile.
She held my hands and kissed me gently then she got rougher. I closed my eyes and pulled her hips closer to mine. A soft hum left Nazz's throat.
We walked to my bedroom tripping over some thing here and there. "Kev-kevin?" she smiled looking up at me as she laid there. "I think... I love you..."She said shyly pressing her lips agents my own.
I closed my eyes into the kisses holding her closer. " I-I love you too, double D." I cooed as I kissed down her neck, but was pushed off. Nazz looked at me in horror.
"Double D!" She yelled sitting up getting closer to me with anger rising.