THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE!
OCTOBER 13 2004
Dear diary,
Oh, thank God I found you! OMG, so many emotions! I couldn't find you but I did now, so I'm okay. Are you?
Okay, so I am huge, and I told the father of my baby. I'm pregnant and we are getting married! He proposed before he even had the slightest clue! He just asked why I had gotten bigger after I already said yes. He is actually really excited about the baby and so am I! And I can actually eat food and I don't throw up, which is good. My grades are a lot better now since I took a course on parenting. There is also a daycare in the school and my baby can go there when in school or needs some quiet time. It's open twenty-four hours so I don't really have much to say, but thank you so much for everything.
Goodnight!
DECEMBER 2 2004
Dear diary,
I went to the doctors today and went to find the sex of the baby. But they didn't hear a heartbeat. My baby is dead. I don't understand! I wanted that child! I loved that child! I want it back... Even though I know that everything happens for a reason, Which I sometimes hate about life. I don't really know what to say anymore. I don't have life in me anymore. I have death, any thoughts? I wonder if I'll need surgery to remove it. He is devastated, my fiancé.
Goodnight...
DON'T KNOW THE DATE
Dear diary,
I don't know the date today. You wanna know why? Because I spent this entire month in my dorm. I miss my baby. WAAAAAAAAAAAA! Please, I know you will help me get through this!
Sonic, the father and my fiancé, he is trying to stay strong, but he goes into the bathroom, locks the door, and cries. He doesn't think I can hear him, but I can.
...CHAPTER 6 COMING SOON...