Disclaimer: I do not own anything related to Gilmore Girls nor the song Don't Stand so Close to me which is by the Police.

A/N: Sorry, I know it feels like I have abandoned this story but truly I have not, and never will, I just suck at staying on track. So feel free to hate me. But I tried to make it a long chapter as a small tribute to all those lovely reviewers who really made me get my lazy ass up and type this. Oh! and I have also started a Livejournal so all of those who are interested should friend me because I plan to keep random notes there, that will give you a clue where I'm heading with this story. There should be a link on my profile by the next day or so. Well anyways enjoy.

Wet bus stop, she's waiting
His car is warm and dry

"Hey." It was the first word Rory heard the morning after, she had stayed the night in Jess's room and now that her head was clear and all the anger had left her body she wasn't so sure, what she had done.

"Hi." She said as Jess just smiled down at her and then kissed her gently.

"I was thinking, maybe this was a sign, maybe now it's our turn to be in a real relationship." Rory knew this wasn't a good idea but then Paris voice rang in her head, Jess is the one who'll always love you, who'll always want you.

"How about we talk about this later, you know during lunch or something." She said as she gave him a small smile.

"I'd like that. How about you go get ready and then I walk you to your first class?"

"Ok, that would be fine." Was all she said as she got dressed and left his room, walking as fast as possible back to her own room.

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"Ror?" Paris asked as she was busy straightening her hair.

"Hey, Paris."

"Late night, with the teacher?" She asked with a grin.

"Not exactly more like a late night with Jess." At this, Paris couldn't help but smile at her friend.

"So you finally have come to your senses? I mean Logan might be hot but honey I think you need to be loved for once." Rory just shrugged as she began to get ready.

"I guess, Jess thought it was time we have a 'real' relationship. I don't know though, I love him, I do but he's my best friend the one who I know will always be there and I wish I could be in love with him but I can't get Logan out of my head, and it's not just lust I don't just want him. I think I love him." She said dejectedly as she came to terms to what exactly she felt.

"Look, Rory you already know what I think, but…" Paris started as she placed a reassuring hand on Rory's shoulder. "If you want or love Logan than don't be deterred, you know I'll always be here to help in any way you need." She gave her a small smile, which Rory gratefully reciprocated.

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"Remember that time I put red dye in your shampoo?" Rory asked with a giggle as she and Jess walked toward her English class, there were still twenty minutes until the bell rang and Rory was having fun letting Jess place his arm protectively around her shoulders and reminisce about their friendship. This is what she loved about Jess they were best friends and had so much history together.

"Oh how could I forget the dye wouldn't come out for two weeks!" He said with a laugh as he interlaced their fingers.

"I'm sorry but you had it coming I mean the week before that you had… wait what did you do to me?" She asked truly perplexed.

"I honestly don't remember but apparently it was mean enough to get red hair."

"You have to thank Paris though, I wanted you to have pink hair but she got the wrong color."

"Yeah well you should thank Paris too, that afternoon when I figured out it was you I had planned to put itching powder in your lotion luckily for you she was in the room." She punched him playfully in the arm as they arrived to her door.

"Jackass."

"Bitch." They just smiled at each other, and then he leaned in and kissed her sweetly on the lips. They parted only when they heard a voice behind them.

"Excuse me." Logan was standing there watching as Rory and Jess kissed jealousy tearing him up. "You're in my way." He said coldly, quickly Rory and Jess moved from in front of the door and let him through.

"Wow, he must be a pain in the ass." Jess said as he placed a hand on Rory's hip. Meanwhile her mind was working a mile a minute, was he jealous? Did he even care? Should I just ignore him?

"I… you should go." She finally said breaking free from her stupor.

"What? Why?" He asked as he backed away slightly from her.

"I still have to finish some work, and … um …. You know I was too busy last night," That brought an arrogant grin to his face. "So talk to you later?" She just nodded and he gave her a simple kiss and was off.

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"Ms. Hayden-Gilmore." Was all the acknowledgment she got from Logan as she entered the room and closed and locked the door behind her. She wasn't surprised at the cold shoulder.

"Logan." She wasn't sure what to say or do, she had never been in this situation before and that alone frustrated her not to add how Logan was acting. Then she began to smirk as she remembered Logan was acting like this out of jealousy. "So Logan," She came up behind him and wrapped her arms around his waist and bit his ear. "How was your night? Have fun drinking the guilt away?" She asked as innocently as possible. Without warning, he turned around and roughly pushed her against the wall, grabbing her wrists and holding them tight above her head.

"How was yours? Huh? You liked having that boy running his hands all over you?" He was angry and she loved it. "Did you sleep with him?" Rory just cocked her head and gave him a mischievous smile.

"What if I did, what would you do." She said as she gave him an impish smile. "Besides you said it yourself you just want to be friends." She knew that did it he was so torn up inside he could no longer handle it. He attacked her lips hungrily releasing her wrists and possessively grabbed her waist pulling her closer, to him. Her arms immediately encircled him pulling him unbelievable closer, his lips moved from her mouth and momentarily she was frightened he was puling away but then they were on her throat. The sweet sensations his warm lips were causing adding to the fact that his hands were now under her shirt, caused her to moan in delight. His arms tightened his hold on her and she wrapped her legs around his waist.

Their breaths were ragged and as Logan was about to lean in to kiss her once more then the bell ringed. Logan groaned as Rory continued to kiss his neck.

"Rory, people are going to come in soon," She pouted but immediately unwrapped her legs from him and stepped back. They could hear people trying to open the door, Logan gave her an inquisitive look and Rory just smirked.

"We'll continue this later teach." She whispered in his ear as she flounced over to the door and opened. There stood Paris and a couple other girls.

"Sorry girls didn't realize I had locked it." She said innocently and then walked to her seat. Paris just smirked at her and Logan.

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"Rory I demand details now!" Paris said angrily as she set her tray down next to Rory's and sat down.

"Later Jess and Jamie are coming over." She nodded at the entrance.

"Hey," Jess said draping his arm over her shoulders and sitting down beside her.

"Bye guys." Jamie said as he led Paris away without a backward glance. Paris just gave Rory a coy smile.

"So do you want some coffee? Because it's starting to rain and I know how much you love the smell of coffee combined with the smell of rain." She couldn't help but smile at him.

"Later, I want to go talk… in private." She added after looking around at the crowded cafeteria.

"Sure, come on." He grabbed her hand and got up to lead her to the door. He led her to a deserted hallway but she pulled him out into the drizzling rain, it had always calmed her.

"What do you want to talk about?" He said pulling her close and laying small kisses on her neck. Smiling slightly at him, she pushed him away.

"Jess last night… was great… but…." Rory was frustrated, she didn't want to hurt him, but damn it she didn't want him to keep hoping.

"But?" He prompted.

"I love you so much…"

"I love you too." He grinned at her.

"But not enough." His grin fell. "Not enough to be in love, not enough for me to be able to reciprocate your feelings, and I think that it's only fair that I let you go, time for you to find someone who will really love you, like you love her. I still want to be your friend, your still my best friend, I just can't have more than that with you. Sorry." She had been sincere with him. She hadn't pulled out any facades so she hoped he would understand.

She looked at him, worried; he hadn't said anything through her whole little speech but just seemed to get angrier by the second.

"You bitch." He said it low but the harshness in his tone made it clear he was pissed.

"Excuse me?" She was angry now as well nobody called Rory Hayden-Gilmore a bitch not even Jess.

"You heard me, you bitch, how dare you play with me like that? What was last night then? Some pity fuck? Well guess what Rory I know you think the world revolves around you and you're the fucken queen of all, but I don't your pity and I don't want it. I gave my love; I gave you my heart and throw in my face like it wasn't worth shit! Why don't just go and screw over someone else for once and leave me the fuck alone. Because I'm tired of this bullshit, you want me one minute only think of me as a brother the next. But no more go find some other pathetic lose to screw, you whore…" She slapped, it was hard, and it was loud. It had begun to pour rain now and the water had made the slap echo even more. They were both soaked but that didn't matter at the moment.

"Fuck you Jess, I tried to do this the right way but if your going to be a jackass then you go fuck yourself." She stomped away before he could see the tears fall, before he could see her wall crumbling. She walked away going to the only place she could find comfort at the moment.

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Logan was startled by the knock at his door, nobody ever came to visit him, and since he had no more classes, today he was confused as why they would bother him. When he opened the door, a very soaked, Rory Hayden-Gilmore was revealed with a tear-streaked face.

"C..Can I c..come in?" She asked with hopeful eyes, chattering teeth, and arms around herself to keep her somewhat warm.

He looked at his warm dry apartment, and wanted nothing more than to be able to warm her up as well.

"Of course." He offer her his hand, which she happily grabbed, and lead her inside making sure to close and lock the door behind them.

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