A/N: sorry for the long wait, hope you can forgive me and enjoy this chapter.
The lyrics are to Taking Back Sunday's song Make damn sure, great song check it out.
It's no use, he sees her
He starts to shake and cough
The mantra in his head ceased in his mind, an urge overwhelmed him, and urge to push Tristan, to hurt him, to show him that Rory belonged to him, and only him. As soon as the thought ran through his mind, he rubbed his eyes not sure, if he was trying to rub away the image or the thought. He decided not to overanalyze and briskly walked back to his quarters.
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After pulling away from the kiss, Rory had buried her head into Tristan's chest more to have to avoid his eyes than to gain any sort of comfort or intimacy from the act. It was a nice kiss she couldn't deny that but it didn't fulfill her desires; it didn't create the trickle of warmth in her belly as Logan's did. Finally, after she recollected herself enough to have a calm demeanor she pushed Tristan away with a smile.
"I have to go, see you later?" She smirked knowing that for her later would be as far in the future as possible.
"Come on babe, can't you stay a little longer?" He had begun to rub circles into her hip and it made her skin crawl.
"Now where would the fun be in that?" She managed to have a teasing tone before pecking him lightly on the lips and flouncing away discreetly wiping her mouth.
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She had quickly gone back to her dorm in order to wash her mouth out and freshen up her make up before heading out to Logan's apartment.
She didn't bother knocking when she noticed the door unlocked,
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
And I got my veins all tangled
The blast of music as she entered surprised her and forced her to reorient before being able to even search for Logan. But no searching was necessary he was there lying on the couch eyes closed lost in the ear splitting music. Closing the door behind her, she smiled predatorily before sauntering over hoping to surprise him. She reached out an arm to poke him, but before her fingers could even touch his skin, his hand whipped out and pulled her on top of him.
"Ow, Logan!" She complained as she landed roughly on top of him. He didn't answer just grabbed her other arm with his other hand and pulling them behind her back. "Didn't know you were into M and S." She smirked but it was erased from her face as somehow he maneuvered them for him to be on top of her without them falling off the couch. She noticed how her hands were held above her head and he was essentially straddling her, then she saw his angry face. "What the fuck?"
"I saw you."
"I saw you too?" As in during class? Was all that could formulate in her head.
"Not the time for jokes Rory."
"Ok then what the hell are you talking about?"
"By the tree kissing Tristan." It finally clicked in her head Logan Huntzberger was jealous.
"I told you I was going to be all over him."
"Yeah, but I saw how you kissed him, like you wanted to, do you?" He accused leaning into her.
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
(How close is close enough?)
"No." It came out breathless he was too close, yet so far as she struggled against his restraints.
"Don't lie to me." She should have been angry, her feelings were being questioned and she was being held down. But she wasn't angry, and she didn't want to be let free she just wanted her arms to touch him, she needed to touch him, to reassure him.
"I'm not, I wouldn't. Not to you." Never to you. He looked into her eyes and his hold slackened before jumping away from her.
"Fuck Rory I'm sorry." He sat at the other end of the couch freeing her, and staring down at his hands as if they weren't his.
"No, don't be sorry." Not for caring. She moved towards him pulling him closer latching his arms onto her sides. "You can be jealous; I want you to be jealous."
"I… we're not even… I had no right." He didn't know what to say this wasn't him, he wasn't the jealous type, and they had no official relationship she owed him nothing.
"You have every right; I want you Logan only you, don't you want me?" She wanted him to want her, want her like no one else had not only physically but also mentally and emotionally, she wanted him to want her like she wanted him. Because despite not being ready to say anything near an I love you, Logan had become something important to her that she needed him to want her.
"Yes." With that declaration, she claimed his lips, this time she was straddling him but his hands were free to clasp her close, close enough that she could feel how the contours of his body paralleled hers.
Their kiss was rough, she wanted to devour him, wanted to crawl into his skin. He matched her equally giving as much if not more than her, the wanted to break each other down, figure out what they were made of, even if they weren't sure they could put each other back together.
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
He let himself feel that anger that he withheld when he saw her kissing Tristan, let the emotions that coursed to him take reign of his body as he tried to dominate her, tried to make her his, all the while allowing her to mark him as hers. She clawed at him as she unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off him, next came his t-shirt and then he could feel her nails dig into him, claiming him.
Her shirt and bra lay on his ground while her skirt was just hiked up; his pants were the worst, as he had to lift both him and her up while she kicked them down with her legs. His hands made imprints on her sides as her left bites on her neck and collarbone.
I'll make damn sure
That you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
Rory opened her eyes and noticed they had fallen asleep on the couch, she was sore and knew that she would have many bruises forming on her body but as she noticed Logan's body she smile, he
was just as worse for wear, she decided to just go back to sleep, yes his running from her in the beginning had been of no use, she had claimed him as hers and she had finally, willingly, let someone claim her.
A/N: ok now is when I beg all my readers for forgiveness, not only did I totally go MIA but I come back with a so-so chapter, but I do have reasons for this odd chapter, I just felt it necessary for Rory and Logan to fully succumb to each other before what is about to happen. If you hate it sorry, I hope to have the next chapter up soon but I'm also trying to update my other story which isn't going so well so lets just say that next Tuesday is the day that I will for sure put up the chapter for this story even if I can't get a chapter up for my other story. Again sorry for the unpremeditated hiatus.
