AN: Here's the next chapter!
DISCLIAMER; I don't own twilight or any of the characters
BPOV
It's been two months since the attack. Jacob and I have grown closer, things between me and Charlie are the same, Sam and I are like normal siblings, and the Cullens leave us alone.
I peck Jacob on the lips as he comes in the doors and turn back to the stove. He hugs me from behind and inhales.
"Mmmm. Smells good, what is that?"
"Chili. I 'm making Chili cheese dogs."
He groans
"Babe, your killing me. I've died and gone to heaven."
I laugh at him.
"Yep, chili cheese heaven. Everything is covered in chili. Chili cheese dogs, chili cheese fries, chili cheese tacos, chili cheese cake, chili cheese cookies…"
I make a disgusted face
"Maybe not the last two? Ewwe."
Jacob laughs at me and turns on the radio
A song I don't recognize is playing. It finishes and a new song comes on. I squeal recognizing it.
"This is my jam!"
Jacob laughs
"I didn't know you like Monster."
I give him a duh look
"If I like Three Days Grace then obviously I like Skillet."
He laughs and sings along with me.
"The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I'm gonna lose control
Here's something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster!"
When the song ends I am breathless from yelling the lyrics. Jacob just laughs at me and stirs the chili that I forgot about.
I swat his hand away and gasp
"Crap, it burned!"
I frown and pull it away from the stove.
"Man!"
Jacob shrugs
"I guess we have burnt chili cheese dogs. But still chili cheese dogs."
I smile
"I guess."
Jacob-of course-looks on the bright side.
"Go get the dogs of the grill."
I say and shove him out the back door.
Charlie comes through the door. I listen as he takes off his gun holster.
"Hey Bella!"
He greets as he comes in and sits at the dining room table.
"What's cookin?"
I grin; Charlie always looks forward to dinner and my food.
"Chili cheese dogs."
Jacob comes in with the dogs and I make Charlie two, Jacob 5, and me 5. We all dig in. Even though me and Jake had more we beat Charlie done.
When Charlie finished he washed his plate and went into the living room-most likely to watch a game. I lean into Jacob and he wraps his arms around me.
I yawn, my eyes droopy. I hear Jacob sigh and he sweeps me up. I protest very little as he carries me up stairs and deposits me on my bed.
I curl up and yawn closing my eyes. I feel the bed dip and warm, strong arms wrap around me pulling me towards a body just as warm.
Just as I'm drifting off I remember that I'm still dressed. I pull out of his arms and stand.
"Don't look."
I say and grab my pj's. I hear shifting and I guess he turned over. I quickly strip and put on one of Jacob's shirts and some of his boxers.
I slip back into bed and he hugs me again. Jacob quickly falls asleep. Right as I drift into sleep one thought hits me.
'What about the newborns?'
AN: Yes! Got the next chapter in ^-^. Little bit of a cliffy so you'll have to wait for almost a week to know *evil laugh*
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